To clear the conscience of who I am,
I break the silence that keeps it all in.
I've given you everything I wish you knew
I did it for me, I didn't do it for you

I looked her way with x-ray eyes
and she looked like she was not even there.

Preserving the things that I have kept from you.
Didn't give them away, you had asked me to.
You're pointing at me and how do I reply?
I smash your fingers and drag you away

I looked her way with x-ray eyes
and she looked like she was not even there.

Cannot deny that I have planned this.
I only gave till I was done.
Falling on me this happy ending.
I know I was awake and she was numb.
But when she started to leave, finally started to leave
Then she looked like she was not even there.
-Ryan Miller/Phil Roy

(it is rumored that this song was written about a girl who broke up with Ryan in sixth grade, but this
probably holds as much weight as that "Phil-Collins-wrote-In-The-Air-Tonight-about-a-
guy-he-saw-murdering-some-girl" story. Don't know it? It's a cool story. It's total b-s, but...)

the picture is a negative flip image of Sarah Polley, one of my favorite actresses.