My body,the hand Grenade
by Gianni

 

20 YEARS IN THE DAKOTA

She spent twenty years in the Dakota
Every single day it was black in the Dakota
Riot grrrls think you can stop me
And you're forever in her debt
Well I know you haven't sent me
And you haven't sent her yet
She spent twenty years like a virus
They want to burn the witch who's inside us
Well you, you don't fuck with the fabulous four
Or you spend the rest of your life
Picking things up off the floor

She's still alive but I am sure
That all the stars belong to her
On California king-sized beds
She's wrapped in rags inside my head

This is the story, this is the story of someone who's wild
Big black rules, pearl, life
(I don't remember, I forget)
Oh, baby dry your dirty eyes
My water breaks like turpentine
The pee girl burns to be a bride
Your ever lovely suicide
Are they coming for me
Are they coming soon
Hey Jude, hey Jude
Are they coming for me
Judy, Judy
Are they coming soon
(I don't remember, I forget)
The pee girl burns to be a bride
Your ever lovely suicide
I don't remember, I forget

BEAUTIFUL SON

You look good in my dress
I'll get your friends to clean the mess
You look good in my clothes
I can feel you where the doctor goes
My beautiful son
I know
He had ribbons in his hair
And lipstick was everywhere
You look good in my dress
My beautiful son
I know
You're burried like me
You're burried
I know
My beautiful son

BURN BLACK

Now you complain you say you want the keys
Over my dead body baby that's where they'll be
Forgive me now I'll just slit your neck
You say you remember baby you forget
Hey hey, this much is true
I never trusted you
Hey, hey, this much is true
Now I burn black for you
And I'm trying just to forget
Never I won't
Never I won't
Never ever never
Saying things that you can't hear
My doll mouth to your deaf ear
Gushing up a violent smear
My doll mouth to your deaf ear
Hey, hey, this much is true
I never twisted you
Hey, hey, this much is true
Baby I burn black for you
No, I won't go down to it
Never I won't
Ever I won't
Never I won't never
Crawl right up the wall
And up the stairs
And down your hall
Now you beg and you want me
Over my dead body baby that's where I'll be
And you laugh at my disease
While sugar runs from my arteries
Hey, hey, this much is true
I never bothered you
Hey, hey, this much is true
Baby I burn black for you
And I'm trying just to forget
Never I won't
Never I won't
Ever I won't never
Starts out like magic, some sick religion
That ain't no vulture, that's a fucking pigeon
She's got vultures in her hair
And blood and feathers they are everywhere
You want retreat
They'll be deep
Dig mine they choke and seep
Baby there, there is a room
Full of death and whores and truth
I am waiting in that room
I am dying in that room
It's all hoarse, it's all pain
It's all disease, man it's all the same
My little judaist
My little twin
Where you start that's where the night begins
She said, "I want it now"...

DICKNAIL

Hey daddy
Come over here yeah
Got something for you
Dicknail
She liked it
You know she liked it
Well she was asking for it
Dicknail
I said, I said, "stop"
I did what you said
I did what you want
I was a good girl
I was a good girl
I said I said
I said, "no"

Hey daddy
One thing's for certain baby
You have my guarantee
You won't forget me
I said, I said, "stop"
I did what you said
I did what you want
I was a good girl
I was a good girl
I was a good girl
I said I said
I said, "no"
Do you remember Christmas morning
You know it's real because
Well here comes Santa Claus
Well she liked it
You know she liked it
I'm on your fat claw

DROWN SODA

Ooh yeah, he wants to take you
Take you away from your life
Ooh yeah, he wants to take you
Take you away from your lies
Ooh yeah, he wants to take you
Get you away from my life
Ooh yeah, he wants to take you
Take you away from my life
Just you wait 'til everyone is hooked
Just you wait 'til everyone is hooked
Just you wait 'til everyone is hooked
Just you wait 'til everyone is hooked
Ooh yeah, he wants to take you
Take you by the hand
Ooh yeah, I want to kill you
Baby I know you'd understand
You gonna watch me
Watch me while I go down
Ooh yeah, You gonna watch me
I take you by the hand
Yeah, I wanna kill you
Baby I know you understand
Oh yeah, you're gonna watch me
Watch me while I go down
Ooh, you're gonna watch me
Watch me while I drown
Ooh yeah, he wants to take you
Take you away from your life
Ooh yeah, I want to kill you
Tell you about my life
It's my lie and I believe in it
It's my lie and I lie in it
It's my bed and I believe in it
It's my bed and I lie in it
Sit in the corner and I drink drown soda
I wanna bomb the whole state of Minnesota
Bomb the whole state of Minnesota

HE HIT ME (IT FELT LIKE A KISS)

He hit me and it felt like a kiss
He hit me but it didn't hurt me
He couldn't stand to hear me say
That I had been with someone new
And when I told him I had been untrue
He hit me and it felt like a kiss
He hit me and I knew he loved me
'Cos if he didn't care for me
I could have never made him mad
And he hit me and I was glad
Baby won't you stay
He hit me and it felt like a kiss
He hit me and I knew I loved him

'Cos when he took me in his arms
With all the tenderness there is
He hit me and he made me feel
Baby won't you stay


OLD AGE

And I will awake
Your highness I'm so high I cannot walk
And I will awake
You cripple, you take away my time, my peace, my empathy
No babies sleep on atrophy
Your unborn love and fetal dress
My bitter candy-fated caress

What was she for Halloween
The ugliest girl you've ever seen
Someday she will die alone
What was she for Valentine's
An old forgotten concubine
Someday she will die for no one
She seems to me to know
All that glitters gone sour
All that lies in her place
Jesus saves
Old age
It's okay to kill your idols
Just pretend you have no rivals
We all know that she's friendless
Spits at mirrors, it's not an issue
Just remove the hateful tissue
We all know her age is endless
She seems to me to know
All that glitters is sour
All that lies in her place
Jesus saves
Old age
And then she begs you she says, "pretty please"
I'll make her pure again, I'll make her clean
No one knows she's Hestor Prynne
Someone please tell Anne Boleyn
Chokers are back in again
Someday she won't have to fake it
Living, well, itself seems sacred
Someday she will just refuse.She seem to me to know all that glitters is sour
All that lies in her place
Jesus saves
Old age
(Rest in peace and) I'm sorry
(Me in pieces) so sorry
(Rest in peace and) I'm sorry
(Me in pieces) so sorry

PHONEBILL SONG

She's a bimbo playing on the damn phone

I could really fuck you up, yeah
Cause I'm a demon buttercup, heh heh
You have to spit to see the shine
I see the carcass in your eyes
Before I go to sleep
Get it away from me
See the demon whore house eyes
Well, everything you look at dies
Gonna run the phonebill up
'Cos I'm a loser, buttercup
Before I fall asleep
Baby, I don't owe you
I could really suck you in
And you'd never see the light again
Gotta run the phonebill up
'Cos I'm a loser, buttercup
Before I just want more
Baby I just get bored

RETARD GIRL

Retard girl makes us sick
Retard, poke her with a stick
Well she walks funny
Kind of like a pig
Gotta hate that retard girl
See the retard girl walking in her school
In the same dress from fourth grade
See the retard girl cross-eyed in the schoolyard
Looking for the friend she made
Retard girl
Retard girl
Retard girl
Don't forget her face
Now shines the moon among the lake of fire
She's sucking a dick out in the yard
Well she walks funny
Kind of like a pig
God I hate that retard girl
Hear the retard girl do one for me
She don't think like the others do
See the retard girl squirming in the mud
Throw her in the trash can, see what she does
Retard girl
Retard girl
Retard girl
Don't forget her face
I ask her mother, "why'd you implode"
Well her head's so big it just might explode
And she walks funny
Kind of like a pig
God I hate that retard girl
Hit her
See the retard girl staring at the sun
What does she see
See the retard girl stare at everyone
I hope she doesn't see me
Retard girl
The retard girl
The retard girl
Don't forget her face
Retard girl
The retard girl
The retard girl
Don't throw her away

TURPENTINE

It'll come down and look you in the eye
The way you're gonna go with no place to die
The water breaks like turpentine
I sit dead in the sacrifice
You getta watch, you getta watch
Now you getta watch me die
Bless my body and bless my soul
Rip it in turpentine
See you standing- whatever for
All the (?) they're like an old whore
Who really knows where the ruby ride
I see all the sick reflections in your ruby eyes
And I know all you devils by your Christian names
And I know all you bitches by your Christian names
I getta watch, I getta watch
Now I getta watch you die
Bless my body and bless my soul
Rip it in turpentine
( )
Put your head up over your leg
Count backwards from infinity

Eat the rose and the dirt it grows in
Hey, I don't even know what hole that's supposed to go in
Now you're mad and you're snubbing me
Stinks of metal in the junky tree
You getta watch, you getta watch
Now you getta watch me die
Bless my body, bless my soul
Rip it in turpentine
( )
Put your leg up over your head
I better walk you to your suicide
'Cos you fear maybe hold down suicide
I cease to exist on the Christmas list
I cease to exist in your disease
I lie right down baby give it to me
I lie right down
Mowhere walking backwards...

SEASON OF THE WITCH (Unplugged)

Well I look out my window
What do you think I see
thousands of people
staring back at me
and it's strange, it's strange, it's strange, it's strange
you've got to pick up every stich
you've got to pick up every stich
you've got to pick up every stich
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
must be season of the witch
must be season of the witch
must be season of the witch
must be season of the witch
must be season of the witch
Well I look over my shoulder
what do you think I see
Some little man lookin' over his shoulder
straing straight back at me
It's strange,it's strange, it's strange, it's strange
you've got pick up every stich
you've got pick up every stich
you've got pick up every stich
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
must be the season of the witch (x10)
i...i...forever and forever and ever and ever....

MISS WORLD (demo)

I am the one you know I lie and lie and lie
no matter where you go I try I try and try
I am the girl you know who lies and lies and lies
I am the girl you know I lie and lie I lie
I'm miss world somebody kill me
kill me pills
no one cares my friends
I'm miss world
+watch me break and watch me burn
no one can hear me my friends
kill girls watch
I eat ether
suck me under
maybe forever my friends
my friends, my firends
I'm the girl you know who lies and lies and lies
no matter where you go I lie I lie and lie
no one can hear you now criess and cries and cries
I am the girl you know who lies and lies and lies

SOFTER, SOFTEST (unplugged)

I gave you everything I hope you give it back to me
I told you everything I hope you'll never tell on me
Pee girl gets the belt
Your old milk makes me mind
your milk is so sour
Baby, I can only cower
you have all the power
Baby I can only cower
you have all the power
I've got a blister from touching everything i see
The abyss opened up, it took everything from me
pee girl gets the belt the old milk makes me mind
your milk makes me sick..baby, your milkhas a dye
your milk has a dick
burn the witch, the witch,she's dead
burn the witch, just bring me back her head...
Pee girl gets the belt...baby, your milk makes me mind
your milk is so mean..baby,your milk turns to cry
your milk turns to cream, your milk turns to cry
your milk turns to cream!

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