I've been violated 
I've used 
I'm hopeless 
my mind, heart, and soul have been abused 
Don't ask me why 
I feel this way 
If I had wings, I'd fly, far, far away 
If you could only understand 
or mabe if I actually did, mabe I'd land far far way from the beautiful clouds. 
My heart hangs low 
it seems to beat slow 
my phony smile 
hides my depressed moods 
Fooled ya didn't I? 
I'm no liar 
I'm an honest fool 
but that gets me no where 
I wish I could trust, but equally no one trusts me 
I just wish this pain would go away in me 
He took the child in me long ago 
she longs to play, yet nobody knows 
it's all an act 
yet they don't see 
I need to find the peace within me~ 
 

Listen to me 
why can't you see it my way 
why can't you see 
I'm still waiting for the day 
fuck you it's not all my fault 
fuck you, fuck you I hate you all!!!! 
You think you have all the knowledge 
you didn't even go to college 
fuck you, fuck you, I hate you all 
You think you know me, yet you know nothing at all 
I hate you, I hate you, I hate you all!!!~ 

*note* I was really pissed at my parent's  when I wrote this

She sailed away in a big boat 
not noticing that I had jumped into a lifeboat sailing the opposite direction 
We both assumed we were behind each other, following the waves the other one had already passed through, but as we turned around 
we realized we had drifted apart 
I could no longer see her 
and she could no longer see I 
Frantic, I dove in the water thinking I could swim to catch with her, but it was too late, and I was swept away by the undertoe~ 

*NOTE* this was about when me and my bestfriend were about to stop being friends, but we are now close as ever =) 
 

I try too hard 
and think too much 
I care what people think when I shouldn't 
theres an invisible wall standing before me 
everytime I start to knock it down someone tries to shoot me 
so I keep building it higher and higher 
I can barely see the sky  
cause last time someone shot 
they hi and wounded me 
I can't let that heppen again 
so the fortress will surround me 
although it's an invisible barrier unable to be knocked down~

Nothings good 
it's all gone wrong 
as I sit here and listen to this sad sad song 
why do I get stuck liking people so  long? 
why oh why do I get to sit here and cry? 
I wish I was happy 
and didn't have to lie 
people never know just how sad I am 
why is this all coming to an end? 
Sometimes I hate people 
I just want to be me 
but I'm miserable inside, can't you see? 
It's killing me~

Nobody's perfect,
including me,
I've tried & tried,
to make them see,
I make honest mistakes
and time after time, trust I break
I said I'm sorry,
that's not enough,
I cry and cry
and act real tough,
don't accept my apology,
if you don't forgive me,
because I'm not sorry,
Do you still for give me?

The contemplation was short, but, in her head, 
She was left, wandering, if she ever had a friend. 
No one to talk to, no one to confide, 
no one to understand, how she felt inside. 
They were all lost souls, they didn't have a clue, 
but when it was all over, they'd have a different view. 
With "Come As You Are" blasting in her ears, 
she thought about the past few years. 
Boyfriends, and breakups, sex, and drugs, 
pranks, and police cars, and partying with thugs. 
She took one last puff on the fag in her hand, 
and forced a giggle,"Who the hell would understand?" 
she opened the cabinet, looked around, 
but, a rusty old razor was all she  found. 
She looked at the item clenched in her fist, 
and rubbed it gently up and down her wrist. 
The metal gleamed asit sliced her skin, 
but would they understand? No, never again . . .  

~by Bekah Hurt

Look I'm a slut, Aren't I neat 
wouldn't you say my complexion's "unique" 
Wouldn't you say I'm the girl 
the girl who fucks everything. 
Look at my hole, treasures untold. 
How many cocks can one person hold 
Look at my hole and you'll think 
"Whoa, she fucks everything!" 
I've fucked rabbits and lizards of plenty 
I've had implants and facelifts galore 
Abortions? I've had 20, but, who cares 
No big deal, I want more! 

I wanna sit with my legs apart 
I wanna see, wanna see nude dancing! 
Rollin around on my ex's bed 
flashin my undies won't get me far 
legs are required for humping, prancing 
shakin my ass in clothes, that don't fit 
Out where they fuck, out where they know 
how to pay people for a god blow 
Out of my bed, wishing for head 
I'm part of your world! 

What would I give, if I could live on a dark street 
What could I pay to spend a day giving head 
Betcha in bed, they understand, 
that my cunt has needs too 
Perky breasts, fussy muff, and a tight ass. 
I'm ready to fuck the entire world 
rubbing myself up and down. 
What's cum and why does it.. What's the word? Flow! 
When's it my turn? Wouldn't I love? 
Love to give head to all those above! 
Can't yousee, I never seem, to get lucky! 

Written by:   
Bekah (Pennywise) Hurt 
and 
Liss (Satan) Bailey

I know you want my pig's foot 
but I refuse to let it go 
If I have to beg and plead 
for some pork and beans 
I'll have a taco salad 
with some nacho cheese 
give me a quarter pounder 
with a Pepsi please 

They're not the same 
 pork rinds 
They're the crunchier ones  
 with extra spice

I know where I am 
and, yeah, I like where I am 
I am 
 I am inside of you 
crawling inside of you like a parasite 
 maggots 
I am in your thoughts, your 
dreams 
 like a reaccurring nightmare 

I am the virus reproducing, growing 
in you like a bad 
 fungus 
and I love where I am 
I will eat you inside 
I will end your existance 
 I will come outside and play 

By: 
Claudia Trembly or Gina DeSalvo

A part of me is grieving,  
a part of me is blue, 
a part of me is crying, 
that part of me is you. 
A part of me is leaving,  
a part that always knew,  
it couldn't last forever, 
that part of me is you. 
A part of me is thinking,  
about the friends you will make. 
A part of me is thinking,  
about who's place they will take. 
Everyone can see it,  
it's not just a point of view. 
That the part of me that's leaving,  
is the part that goes with you. 

Bekah Hurt

Though I still love you 
and i miss the times we shared 
your a sorry little bastard  
and you hurt me really bad. 
Though you think it's funny,  
and only time will tell, 
paybacks off bitch, 
and I hope you burn in hell. 
Alyhough you were a great love, 
and that I will admit, 
when it comes to being a man  
NIGGA YOU AIN"T SHIT! 

Composed by:  
Stephanie Hartshorn

There she goes 
             Don't try to stop her 
                          For that girl knows 
                                      Where she is going 
                                           DOWN HILL 
                                                     She knows the concequences 
                                                                             She's heard it all before 
                                                                                                  Resentful Bitch 
                                                                                                                So let her go  
                                                                                                     on her downward path 
                                                                                                 Because you can't stop her 
                                                                                  She's heard it all before 

By: Bekah Hurt

Close by the doorway 
He paused to stand 
As he took the classring 
From her hand 
All who were watching 
Did not speak 
As a silent tear 
Ran down his cheek 
In his mind 
The memories ran 
The moments they laughed 
In the snow and in the sand 
But now her eyes  
Are very cold 
He will never have  
Her hand to hold 
They watched in awe 
As he went near 
And whispered "I love you!" 
In her ear 
With the ring on his finger 
He kissed her goodbye 
He took a deep breathe  
And tried not to cry 
He will always love her 
No matter what 
He looked at her 
But her eyes were shut 
Then the wind  
Began to blow 
As they carried her casket 
Through the snow~anyonomous

I turned my heater on
The heater fell over
It gave out some smoke
I think it croaked
Now my heater is dead
My body grows old
As I sit in the cold
Now that my heater is dead
By Lucas Schmallbeck