Numb

NUMB!!

I wake from sleep.
All worthless, but real.

I rub my vacant eyes.
So troubled, so vile.

The needle inside.
Clouds my mind.

An exit from denial.
Turns into exile.

Am I alive.......................
Am I sick.............
Am I breathing...............
Am I sick.............
Am I conscious................
Am I sick..............
Am I................................

I breathe alone, sit alone, die alone, you got something for me?
What do I got?!?!? What do you need? I got enough to make a poor man bleed.
My mind is spinning, no here nor there. With an iron clad fist, my soul
can't bear.
Step inside, I'll cleanse your wounds. Just a little further, let your mind
slip through.

IN...................Out...........................numb, numb, numb, numb
IN...................Out...........................numb, numb, numb, numb
IN...................Out..........................numb, numb, numb, numb
IN...................Out..........................Give me my shit
now...........(it will become you)

Lift me up higher.
Never expire.

Inside my little world.
Things are so uniform.

The needle inside.
Clouds my mind.

An exit from denial.
Turns into exile.

Am I alive.......................
Am I sick.............
Am I breathing...............
Am I sick.............
Am I conscious................
Am I sick..............
Am I...........................

I pray alone, search alone, hate alone. Can you purify me?
Blistering rage, the violent state, the fight within I will never escape.
A vegetable in a mindless stage, erase the war, destroy the page.
Tantalize, these broken eyes. I'm really feeling sick of my disguise.

IN...................Out...........................numb, numb, numb, numb
IN...................Out...........................numb, numb, numb, numb
IN...................Out..........................numb, numb, numb, numb
IN...................Out..........................Give me my shit
now...........(it will become you)

Hup!

A philosophy, unknown, unseen, marked by death, our human beings.
Flip.............Out.............With all the dread in life, all I can see is
doubt.
Used and abused, far from the cries. Ravaged and savaged to break common
ties.
Establish all the values of an ungiving heart. Separate my identity and
split it apart.

I breathe alone, sit alone, die alone, you got something for me?
What do I got?!?!? What do you need? I got enough to make a poor man bleed.
My mind is spinning, no here nor there. With an iron clad fist, my soul
can't bear.
Step inside, I'll cleanse your wounds. Just a little further, let your mind
slip through.

IN...................Out...........................numb, numb, numb, numb
IN...................Out...........................numb, numb, numb, numb
IN...................Out..........................numb, numb, numb, numb
IN...................Out..........................Numb, Numb, Numb!


Dent

Step into the light you!!

You leave me in this position...of agony.
This gift of a fist is all you get from me.
This is not a threat, this is your reality.

Shove it up inside....(Blasphemy!!)
Scheming like a parasite.....tol-er-ate...

You were on my side....(I'm shivering).
You were my savior......What-have-you-done-to-me...

Push it all inside....(Finally!!!)
This has just begun....tol-er-ate...

Becoming very hostile....(one enemy).
This is a war....you-can-not-res-pect-me.....

You, confused by my silence, eradicate.
Your shit is my fuse in this downgrade.
Clouded visions of a life that's full of hate.

Leave it all inside....(rotting).
Your a fucking parasite....tol-er-ate...

Who is on my side....(suffering)
Who is my savior.....what-have-you-done-to-me....

Move it all inside....(wreckage!!....)
When does it all end....tol-er-ate....

Becoming very hostile....(one enemy)
Fight this war........you-learn-to-re-spect-me

I have become nothing.
Disconnect my life line.
Crammed in this hole too long.
You have made me nothing.

In my head this paranoia.
In your head, chronic paranoia.


The 12th Chamber

I block the sun,
cuz the moon says something ain't right.
I block the sun,
cuz the moon says somethings wrong.
I block the sun,
cuz the moon says something ain't right.

Violence interrupts my concentration.
Invading everything inside of me, yet I
can't seem to think the days are passing me by.

Before I'm summoned to this final place and
Before I fill you with my embrace,
I will not listen as you proclaim your lies.

Trust in me..............
This inability............
of your philosophy....
Was shed for me......

My body is mine (slipping away)
My blood is mine (slipping away)
The gap is wide (I'll find escape)
>From my mind's eye........eye........

Come and complicate me.....
I feel you run right thru me...
Come and complicate me.......
Pull these stones from me.....

Cannot trust me.........
for my ability.............
What is philosophy....
Was it shed for me....

Suck in your impressions.
Suck in your impressions.
Suck in your impressions (shove them down your throat).
Suck in your impressions (shove them down your throat).
You lied.................You lied.................You lied..............

I block the sun,
cuz the moon says something ain't right.
I block the sun,
cuz the moon says somethings wrong.
I block the sun,
cuz the moon says something ain't right.

Striking my limbs with guilt and solace.
Obtain and force my will to follow.
Beckoning my heart with all your cries.

The only escape is in my shadow.
The fear of rejection cuts me so low.
How quickly can your scripture unfold?

I......de.....ol.....ogy......
I......de.....ol.....ogy......

Trust me.......
and my ideology.....
my philosophy........
was not shed for me......

Suck in your impressions.
Suck in your impressions.
Suck in your impressions (shove them down your throat).
Suck in your impressions (shove them down your throat).
You lied..............You lied...................You lied..............


Prod

Stop, drop off the face of the Earth.
I wish to deny you of your birth.
You're a dream, a machine, so fucking mean.
Making me wish that we'd be a team.
You built me up just to bring me down.
Smashed my heart right to the ground.
I can't seem to put my feelings at bay.
It really doesn't matter how hard I pray.

THESE........thoughts I have.
IN................side my head.
MAKES.......me wish.
YOU'D........Go Away.

You're eyes are book that remains closed.
They won't even open up for a show.
The things I've done, to make it worth while.
But all I get is pure denial.
Can't you see, the pain indeed.
Visions of an unclear conscience you need.
Why don't you take yourself a real good look.
I need you to see all the pain I took.

THESE.....thoughts I have.
IN.............side my head.
MAKES...me wish.
YOU'D....go away.

(Spoken) My skin is ripped from me. I cannot let this be.

End you and flush myself free...end you and flush myself free...
End you and flush myself free....end you and flush myself................

THESE.....thoughts I have.
IN.............side my head.
MAKES...me wish.
YOU'D....go away.

There will be no reconcile.
Arise my friend, this will cost more than smiles.
You have reaped what you have sewn.
Raised my violence, to the sun!!

What can I do.
To prove to you.
That I will rise.
Up to the sky.

I don't need you.(Leo K3)
I don't need you.(Leo K3, jason)
I don't need you.(Leo K3, jason, brandon)
I don't need you.(Leo K3, jason, brandon, rod)



Big Machine

I see you stare right at my fucking face.
Back down! You're a pity and disgrace.
Spit out of the tubes of the big machine.
Your talk is loud, but your bites not mean.
You take the people's hearts in your hand.
You're nothing special, nothing grand.
Take a glance at yourself in the mirror.
The image of the hate should show your fear.

As I drift through the realms of the real.
Have I been wrong? Hate and steal.
A look into our systems eyes.
Reveals a corrupt and devilish demise.
Listening to bullshit of every degree.
Why should I listen? I'm fucking free!
You teach equality. A better place.
But all I see is a smile on your face.

And......I wait......for you........to breathe.....

Open your fist......take to the light.......enter my son........save
me..........

Your ignorance makes you blind to see.
The mass violence is monopoly.
Lazy, thoughtless, mindless, naive.
Your body can see, but your mind can't perceive.
You sit there spilling lies like nothing.
Pointing your fingers, ranting and cussing.
Making everyone else take the fall.
You're pathetic! I want to see you fall!

And......I wait.......for you.......to breathe........

Close the door........to save yourself.......hypocrisy........blinding the
end........

Delusions

Can you hear me....I cannot. Pull my own weight.........
I am drowning... in my eyes. I don't know what to believe........
I wake up....sounds of violence. So sick, my mind can't adhere........
Why do I.....feel this way. Why do I live anyway.........


As my head spins around, In a sea of dis-be-lief-mine!
I can't learn to regret. Move forward. March-in-line-boy
I stand in a painted room, waiting. For-my-tri-al
Trust me, believe my eyes. all-my-lies-drone........


I reach inside........who am I.........regicide........who am I.............


We will seize the power, we're coming. Ov-er-throw-him
The leaders opress the common man. Like brutal sla-v-e-ry.
I gaze into the distance and I hope. there-is-much-more.
But for now, I stand in line, and I march-like-the-rest.



I....must choose.... .to be alone. In my thoughts confined......
My...figure.....draped in silence. No more piece of mind........
Things.....I wish.....I didn't know. Illusions create................
As...I sit in......cold silence. Someone needs to come through.......


I reach inside........who am i..........regicide..........who am i..........

The walls must crumble, the walls must fall....


Dis Dik

Psyche!
Back! Up! Punk!.... Never turn my back so I can never get jumped.
Come! Face! Me!.....Look into my eyes, and fright you will never see.
Try! To! Run! .........About to lose my grip, unfold, and come undone.
This! Is! Real!..........Better find a release somewhere so I can deal.

And I never thought of what you thought of me!
Now all that shit is just history!
Time for me to live out my fantasy!
Prepare yourself for total anarchy!

Front!
Real! Big! Man!.....it's you and your kind I can barely stand.
She! Said! No!.......But you went ahead with your adrenaline flow.
Suk! Dis! Dik!...To take advantage of her makes me fucking sick.
Step! To! Me!....I'll unleash all my burdens and my blind fury.

Your! Not! Shit!.......Step up to the plate and your bound to get hit.
There's! No! Cure!...You stole everything and made her unpure.
You! Dumb! Bitch!...You left all her hopes in a motherfucking ditch.
Don't! Say! Why!...Say your prayers, close your eyes, and kiss your ass
goodbye.

Now you can go fuck yourself!
Now you can go fuck yourself!
Now you can go fuck yourself!
Now you can go fuck yourself!


R. E. C.

There comes a time in every man's life, where he has to choose between do or
die.
Before I knew it, it was all over. Shit..... I wasn't even sober.
To late to fix it, to fucked to nix it.
My spine starts chillen feelin like a fucking villian.
>From lemons to lime, as I lay down my rhymes.
Visions in my brain, making me insane.
None of this shit can even be changed.
It's fucked. Fucked!
That's all I can say, shit going down every single day
So when you come around, I'll be asking.

You knock'n on my door?
I'm seeping through the floor.

Want a little, little more....this time.
It's all a metaphor.....for this life.
Hear the sweet, sweet, sweet sound of it.
Everything is spiraling down..........

These times got me thinking of a memory past.
A time when every thing use to be a blast.
But they told me son, you gotta grow up fast.
And to put down all the dreams I had cast.
Those were the days of my innocence,
and I yearn for a time of memory bliss.
But life keeps on hitting just a little harder.
But I press to the future just a little farther.
So when you come around I'll be asking.

Nothing I've been taught makes any sense
Living in a dream, in a life of suspense.
I'm angry inside, all of the time
If you don't want to listen thats for you to decide.
But I am Not the one.
To lay down on the tracks and to get overrun.
I've come to end what you had to start.
And this is a bullet that you can not dart.
So when you come around I'll be asking.