My Fears
 
Thy every Fear bright as the moon or dark as ebony hath its own will...
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        In times of despair Darkness shows me a path of hope, pain, angst and solitude. For all of us are on our way to eternal sleep, I can not fear Death  itself. In a logical way I don't have to fear events in life either, for Gaia will have me back to give life for other creatures she possesses. But as I am not able to control my feelings logically, I am afraid of life... I don't fear death. Sometimes I even seem to love it.               I fear my future, as I can not know what it will bring to me. Destiny was never a close friend of mine. It often (maybe too often)made me pay a lot for the few moments of happiness in my life. The currency was always pain and solitude... and the price very high... But I don't regret a minute of the happiness I had.