Loving you is not enough

A single wish to a lover... who clearly does not love her back.

I'm holding onto the thought that you still love me... even though it's not true.
I will kill myself a thousand times over and over so you could live a thousand times...
a thousand times a greater life. Death is no barrier for my love - it will always go beyond the clutches of death, beyond the great reaches of time...
it is the potion that the gods yearn to taste, yet never will have, for my love is the elixir that only the destined, chosen One's lips that shall ever touch it.

Angel of Mercy.. Goddess of All.. Am I everything to you, am I more than your whore?
Am I more than anything that you've ever known of before?

Why do you love her, my darling? What has she done for you?
Would she steal the stars from their maker and place them before your feet, just to please you?
Would she return your love, like I would? Would she walk amoung the fallen, just to be with you?
Would she give away everything that she owned and ever wanted - just so she could spend one second with you?

I never breathed a word of this to anyone that you knew, in fear that they would tell you.
I'm afraid that you won't love me back, and now I realize ... that it's the truth..
you never will love me back, will you? No, I wouldn't think so, since she who has told you that she loves you has already stolen your heart, and your soul.
By just three, simple, easily spoken, words. You doubt her love - I can see that.
And yet.. I see the ray of hope behind your eyes. You love her, don't you, I want to ask you, but I won't.
The truth itself would scar my soul and bring me down to tears of vicious anger, the injustice of it all - I, who have loved one, facing the reality that the one i love loves another.