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Ok it was friday the 15th of January and I was sitting here on this very computer listening to my local radio station when they announced that marilyn manson was going to be at Pitt Street Mall HMV in Sydney the next day at 3 pm........and as fate would have it we were already going into sydney the next day anyway so that was it ...I was going to meet manson!! well I was hoping I would anyway. So the next day came and we went into Sydney in the rain and cold and went to the aquarium first thing in the morning and when we had finished in there we headed straight for Pitt Street to see what it was like there and when we got there, mind you this was about 11:00 in the morning, there was people lined up and sitting all over the mall in Manson Tee-Shirts and make-up.....so we decided we'd go into HMV just to see if it was the same inside the shop but when we got down there there was hardly anybody in there so we asked the lady at the desk what was happening with it and she said to go and get a ticket off the security guard and that would guarantee that we would get in to meet him and get our stuff signed, because they were only letting 300 people in!!! AHHHHHHHH!! I could not believe it!!! I was going to actually maybe touch marilyn!!!!! ohmigod!!
So we went off for a while and at about 1:00 we came back and the line
was already down near the end of Pitt Street so we got shoved in around
where the people with tickets were standing....and then we waited...and
waited...and waited some more. Everybody in the line was in one of the
best moods ever I think as we were all so excited.......
It got to around 2:40 and the whole crowd was buzzing with excitement,
and me? well I was shaking I think....I was so nervous I was just standing
there thinking to myself...what do I do? when I get in there if he speaks
to me I might faint?? I definitely wont be able to speak back....
They started letting people in to the store at around 3 oclock but they
were only letting about 10 people in at a time...it got to 3:30 and it
was now my turn to go down those magical stairs and into Manson territory.
I walked...well actually stumbled ....down the stairs and that was the
end of me I COULD SEE HIM!! I was actually looking at Marilyn Manson in
the flesh and blood....and not only was it him...but also Twiggy, Ginger,
Madonna and John5....I thought I would die right then and there...we waited
in the line inside the store for about 10 mins and all this time I was
just shaking and I couldn't breathe properly, I was just hoping I didn't
faint till after I had met them!!!
It was my
turn!!! OHMIGOD.!! What do I do I thought??? well first I had to move my
legs.....and trust me thats pretty hard to do when Marilyn Manson is looking
at you!!! so finally I was up at the desk!!! Manson was wearing a big black
cowboys hat and some black body suit and he had all his make-up on....honestly
I couldn't tell you what any of the others were wearing ...I think I was
too afraid to look at them.
So I tried to hand Marilyn the poster to sign but I was shaking so much
I couldn't put it on the desk....he took it off me and signed it and then...wait
for it.......HE SHOOK MY HAND!!!! ahhhhhhhhh!!! I was just looking at him
going "Ohmigod Ohmigod Ohmigod...Marilyn just touched me!!"
Next at the desk
was John5 I don't remember anything about him...I was still in shock from
having my hand shaken...I actually think I said to John5 ..."He shook my
hand," but Im not sure.
Then came Twiggy....and
Oh Christ!!!!! He signed the poster and then I was waiting or Ginger Fish
to finish the one he was signing so he could sign mine and I had my hand
up on the desk to stop myself from falling over and dying....and Twiggy
leant onto the desk and put his hand on my hand!!!! and Like he didn't
even have to touch me but he did!!!! I don't think I even looked at him
when he did that...I was too busy looking at my hand where his hand was
on top of it!!! He took his hand off and I moved onto Ginger and he just
signed it and then passed it on..he was pretty stuck up..never even spoke
to me. Madonna took the poster and signed it and handed it back to me and
I remember seeing him touch my hand but I couldn't actually feel it because
by this time I had practically no feeling in my body whatsoever.
I started to walk away and then my whole body went tingly and I had to
hold onto the wall because I thought I was going to die right then! And
for the next 4 or 5 hours after that I don't think anyone got any words
out of me except...THEY TOUCHED ME...MANSON AND TWIGGY TOUCHED ME!!!!
OHMIGOD!!
And
that my friends, was the best day of my life!!!!!!!!
MEETING BRIAN MAY OF QUEEN ........By
White Queen.
The
Next Morning
Ha!
Where do I begin?
Well
my ears are still ringing, my mind is still full of images, my eyes have
bags under them that hang down to my chin, and my little backstage pass
is sitting here next to me...hahahah.....I HAD A BALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok...so,
starting at the beginning..let's see...Ross arrived right on time, and
we sped off into Sydney at the speed of light, Brian May tape blasting
out in the cassette player and me cursing every minor traffic jam we came
to.....clock watching is a habit of mine, I was terrified of being late.
We
get to Sydney and Ross parks in this building we always park in because
we know how to get out of there again and it's cheaper than a lot of other
parking stations and when we get out of the lift at the
bottom
he says "OK, so where's this theatre?"Christ..he's asking me? The
Queen of Misnavigation....so the trek begins. I had a fair
idea of the general direction of the place but not exactly......eventually
we found it , it takes up half a block of area so it wasn't too hard to
miss, and I go into the front door, reception area. Ring Ring
that little bell thing they have for when the 'desk is unattended' and
out comes a young gentleman. "Can I help
you?"
"Yes, I'm meant to meet Brian May here today, could you tell me where the
backstage door is?" His eyes nearly fell out of his head, I did carry
off the 'down my nose look' very well. So he points me to the
right area and around we go. As I said, half a block of theatre and
the back half is full of tiny pokey little Asian foodstalls and assorted
'suspect' Asian outlets. I held onto my bag pretty tightly and we
found the backstage door.
There
was a big freight truck backed up to the door and a Tarago. Bugger, they
are already here I'm thinking. It was only 3.30pm at that stage...but
there were a few people sitting outside the door, dressed in the national
uniform of stagehands, roadies etc, that being black tight jeans, black
t-shirts with Guns and Roses prints, and long, unkempt black hair.
And there were a few other people who looked like they might have been
quite normal too , with bags of Queen 12" vinyls and CDs........OK, so
he's not here yet....what a sigh of relief.
I
had organised to meet Daniel Giambruno and Ian Harrison there, the other
'soundcheck winners' and so we sort of shuffled around aimlessly until
I saw Daniel coming up the street......looking very cool, calm and
collected
I might add. "Where's Ian?" I asked, "Oh, he'll be here soon, he's been
stalking Brian at the airport I think". Anyway, here comes Ian up the street,
laden with bunches of flowers.....a lovely bunch for Julie Glover with
an orange and blue theme and 2 single red roses for the girl singers.....Suzie
and Zoe?...can't remember their names, sorry....not my cup of tea, although
my brothers mate, Peter, who was the third member of my merry
band
of revellers, was rather taken with the ladies and seemed to be mentioning
to me that maybe they could do a little cabaret act of their own someday.
So,
we go up to the fella who was security and ask if Julie is there.....nope,
they aren't coming until just after 5pm. Well, my make up may have
been fading, but my smile still stayed on at that point.
So,
across the road we go and sit and have a cup of tea at a cafe with a verandah
facing the backstage door, so we didn't miss a thing......nice chit chat,
stories of Daniel and Ian's adventures in Adelaide with Brian, stories
of internet life and characters....just a group of celebrity stalkers out
on the town.
The
group of people at the door is growing in number, not a huge crowd, I'd
estimate maybe 20 people. I remember seeing a young bloke running
up the street with a guitar case in his hand, well almost flying up the
street
, to the stagedoor.....he wasn't late, he hadn't missed Brian ...and the
look of glee on his face when Brian eventually did arrive and sign that
precious Guild replica guitar was too good not to mention.
I have never seen anyone take so long to put anything back in a case in
my life, the number of times he opened and shut it , just to make sure
he wasn't dreaming, was so much fun to see. Good on him.
So
5pm comes and we head over there too.....Mr Security, Any News? Nope, nothing.
5.30pm
and a van pulls up. Ian is standing there very casually saying....'Um..they're
here, yes, they're here, that's them Kim, they're here.....that's Eric
Singer, that's Neil Murray, that's Jamie Moses, that's Spike Edney.....yes,
they're here, they're here"
Anyway,
....that lot of musicians head straight inside.....so where's Mr May?
Well
to cut the long wait short.....at about 6.pm another van pulls up.
This time the crowd get to their feet and that head of hair emerges from
the van. A cheer goes up from the crowd and I stood back and watched
them surround him. A true gentleman, you don't find many of
them these days, he signed and posed and shook whatever he was asked to
as he tried to edge his way towards the entrance. Julie Glover found
us and told us not to worry about going in to that sea of hysteria, to
wait and we'd get everything we wanted inside. She asked us to wait
for her and she'd bring out backstage passes and take us into the soundcheck
as soon as she could. So we did,....we waited.....again. I'd
say it was about 6.20pm when we finally got ushered into the sound
check.
...and there was the man himself onstage...with the rest of them ...and
the four of us sitting in the audience. Our own private Brian May
performance....after fiddling with all the things they fiddle with and
adjusting all the things they adjust they did Since You've Been Gone...well
Ithought I would just wet myself.....from excitement and maybe also from
the fact that I hadn't been game to find a toilet incase I wasn't around
when they came to take us in. And after about 1/2 hour he was gone....just
poof, disappeared and so
did
the rest of them. Now we were under strict instructions just to stay
put and Julie would come and get us after the soundcheck and take us to
The Guitar God, so we waited. By this stage, my make up not
only was flaking it was also starting to coagulate...but my smile still
stayed on, even if it was thinner than it had been before. Picture
this, it is now 3 hours and 10minutes after the organised time for our
meeting and we were sitting in this theatre, with the show about to start
at 8pm and looking at each other like...what the hell is going on?
Out
comes Julie, come with me she beckons, out through the back of the stage,
door marked Mr May's Dressing Room, my knees were buckling, please wait
for a moment says Julie, I'll just check it's OK to go in......wait?...she
said, wait..again??? Julie Glover is a very brave woman. We
waited...it's OK, come on in she says, I'm thinking, oh shit, oh shit,
oh shit, big brave boys with me just gentlemanly put their arms out in
a gesture of 'you first Kim"....bloody chickens ;)...and in I go....all
the time thinking, oh shit, oh shit. And guess what? He wasn't
in there. Please take a seat says Julie and he'll be with you
in a minute. I sit at the dressing table which housed
the
Conway Twitty sideburns in a plastic container, a steam inhaler and a bottle
of eucalyptus oil, a platter of fruit, a bottle of chilled champagne and
Ians flowers. Across the room from me were these huge....and I ,mean
HUGE pair of black sneakers with leopard skin uppers....his Conway shoes.....HIS
Conway Shoes!...above them on hangers were 2 billabong singlets, a lairey
hawaiiany shirt, and a South Park t shirt....draped over a chair was THE
conway jacket. Believe me, I thought I would die there and
then. Oh, I forgot, the other band of stalkers werealso in the room
with me, it wasn't just me and the sideburns. And we are looking at each
other.....I felt like a fool actually, like a groupie....well I guess I
was.
And
then from behind me I hear a voice....That Voice.....His Voice.....I turn
slightly in my chair and there HE is.....holding out his hand to me, looking
me in the eye, saying hello.....I squeaked out...Hello Brian, it's lovely
to meet you, I'm Kim, thanks for coming"...He was holding my hand....he
has a big hand....a real big hand, to match his real big feet...and he
was smiling....wow. He shook hands with the other boys then stretched
himself out in a chair, KICKED OFF HIS CLOGS...white ones....and his blue
woollen socks were inches from my feet that couldn't have held me upright
if I'd tried at that point. He was wearing blue jeans that could
have fitted better, and a long sleeved white shirt. He virtually led the
conversation, I guess he's had years of practice ...we spoke at times....he
was talking about Freddie....I wouldn't have brought the topic up but he
did....saying he couldn't do the notes Freddie did, and that when they
were touring with Queen Freddie would always take himself back to the hotels
and just rest because it was such a strain to keep himself and his
voice in tiptop form.....I think I
might
have looked at him a bit strangely because he said that a lot of what is
written about Freddies wild lifestyle is all crap......to be the musician
he was he had to wrap himself in cotton wool on tour and he just couldn't
do the things they reckoned he did. I think this came up because
I mentioned the inhaler on the table, He was sick, he
said if the show had been the night before he couldn't have done it...he'd
been with doctors and voice specialists all day..so he couldn't sing Business....what
a let down.....or No One But You...but compensated by adding in Too Much
Love will Kill You.
He
talked about how he doesn't want to get together with the others as Queen
even though Roger is keen...he feels they'd end up looking like a cabaret
act in a senior citizens centre if they tried it. From the way he
spoke he wants to keep doing the solo thing and will tour again very soon.
He was looking in my eyes!!!! ohwow.
So
Julie asks us to then politely get moving so they can get dressed for the
show. I suppose we spent about 15 -20minutes in there with him .
I asked him to sign my picture which he did...I'll scan it....and he added
kiss, kiss, kiss to it..and said it as he wrote it....To Kim , with love,
Brian May, kiss kiss kiss. I didn't feel right about asking him to
sign anything else after that but Ross got his mispelt Somebody to Love
signed and something else, I've forgotten now. Then for the pics
I asked him for one to show my hubby....he put his arm around my waist
and gave me a big cuddle...standing up....then I said I needed one for
me and asked him to sit down...he got afraid but when I sat on his lap
he put both arms around me and we had a lovely cuddle....oh wow.
Then
it was time to leave, and he held my hand again....for a long time.....it
seemed like hours.....like in soap opera when everything goes in slowmotion.
I don't know what I said. God I hope the pics turn out.
So
we floated out of there and Julie led us back to the theatre. I was
on a high and didn't know how I would calm down after that. Ross decided
we both needed a drink. I hadn't eaten since about 11am, because
Iwas too nervous too and we had planned on having a chinese feed with Peter,
but it was too late for that now. So we got a glass of red each and
then found Peter. I didn't realise just how excited I was until I
rushed over to him and started gabbling about what had just happened...he
was in hysterics and awe and it was a lot of fun. He had beenwaiting
for us at the chinese resturant and ended up in a bar meeting a DJ from
Mudgee ( and for those of you that don't know, Mudgee is a country town
here, bush town) who was down for the show and the DJ
was
saying that he had 4th row seats and how cool was that.....Peter had a
ball saying, yeah, well I've got front row and my friends are in the dressing
room with Brian right now...ahahahahhah.....well naturally this
DJ
just had to meet us...it was a scream...I've got an interview all
lined up in Mudgee whenever I go .....ahahha.
We
mingled in the bar area and had another drink while the support band were
on...saw a lot of familiar faces from the convention and also from 'past
musical lives'....it was a big musicians night in Sydney, let me assure
you.
So
onwards to the show.
FRont
Row..Centre...god I hope the pictures turn out..you'll just scream when
you see them.....SOOOOO CLOSE.... I could have touched the Red and
the Legs...no problem.....it was a dream come true. Couple of people from
the internet introduced themselves to me. Then I spotted Gladdy and raced
over to him....poor bloke, I'm sure I was still babbling at that stage....just
ask him, he'll tell you for sure...I don't even know what I said I was
that
excited. And then it was on. I can't explain it. Just
imagine seeing everything you ever wanted to see in a concert, hearing
all those words that you've sung for all those years, being close enough
to see right up his nostrils and see the small pox scar on his shoulder
and the hairs on his arms...and to watch those fingers play the guitars...to
see those knobbly fingers pull those sounds out of that little instrument
is something amazing....and to hear the voice.....that voice that has been
in my loungerooms and bedrooms and car for most of my life.....there, in
front of me, singing to me....oh wow. I cried...I knew I would....Love
of My Life did it for me.....my smile still stayed on but the tears were
in my eyes....the bloke behind me was sobbing...he cried a lot during the
whole show, very emotional person....I'm usually emotional but this fella
took the cake...obsessive
I
would say. The crowd went crazy...if that wasn't a good reception
then I don't know what is......the man could do nothing wrong....and if
he did, who cared?...not a person in that audience...he was our guitar
god and he
was
there playing for us.....and we loved it ...every bloody precious second
of it. I looked over at Gladdy at times and the smile on his face
was just as wide as mine....too old headbangers from way back in the front
row and leading the chorus.....beautiful. Brian played for 1 hour
and 54 minutes to be precise but it seemed so short....he could have
stayed for days and we'd still be there cheering him. I think that
if he hadn't been ill he would have played longer.
When
we left the atmosphere outside was just as happy as it was during the show....sometimes
when you leave a concert and get outside it all sort of stops and reality
hits you again......not last night, what a high
The
songs? Space, Another World, On My Way Up, Driven by you, Hammer
to Fall, Tie your Mother Down, Love of my Life, 39, We Will Rock You,...on
and on and on it goes....All the Way to Memphis was the finale
song...Ian
Hunter would have been proud of us.
By
White Queen