I would swallow my pride
I would choke on the rinds
But the lack there of would leave me empty inside
I would swallow my doubt turn it inside out
Find nothing but faith in nothing
Wanna put my tender heart in a blender
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion
Rendezvous then I'm through with you
 
I burn, burn like a wicker cabinet
Chalk white and oh so frail
I see our time has gotten stale
Tick tock of the clock is painful
All sane and logical
I wanna tear it off the wall
I hear the words in clips and phrases
I think sick like ginger ale
My stomach turns and I exhale
 
So Cal is where my mind states
But it's not my state of mind
I'm not as ugly sad as you
Or am I origami?
Fold it up and just pretend
Demented as the motives in your head
 
I alone am the one you don't know you need to keep feed your ego
Make me blind when your eyes close
Think when ya get close
Tie me to the bedpost
I alone am the one you don't know ya need
Ya don't know ya need me
Make me blind when your eyes close
Tie me to the bedpost