Chapter 5

My birthday finally got there. It had took it long enough! Taylor and I still weren't speaking very much, nothing really more than grunts and looks. He was not letting me live down my choice not to date him, and I felt horrible about it. By this time I wasn't even noticing feeling cold anymore, it was people commenting on how cold my skin was. I was always icey, but my doctor said it was nothing but a winter chill. Tessa and Reese were spending the night and the guys could stay at my house til 1, considering my parents were going to be up at grandma's that night the guys would probably end up staying til 3 or all night. No one really cared, it was just whenever things winded down. We were going to order in some Chinese food and chill watching videos in the family room. Just cute stuff that wasn't a huge hassle to plan or prepare.

The night it finally arrived, my birthday that is, I was a nervous wreck. I was nervous about Tay. Everytime we were in my house together we always flirted and were more physical that we would be outside or at his house, even when he was just carrying something in while we were fighting. Somehow he'd always sneak a tickle in or something, then we'd wake up and realize we were fighting and this wasn't supposed to happen and go back to reality. But this was a whole night with him, a whole night I had to stay away and in reality. I thought I could do it, since I'd been in a dream world so long with Nick that being in reality was always my preference.

Reese was the first to arrive, though she brought Michael and Tessa with her. Tay insisted he'd be along in his own car, he had something to do for his mother before hand. It was Friday night and I had had my mother pick me up before she and dad left for wherever they were. I didn't keep track of them. Tay came by just as the food arrived. We spread it all out on the coffee table and popped in Blair Witch Project. Taylor sat behind me on the couch, and Reese and Tessa and Michael sat on the couch with him. I liked the floor better for some reason. Somewhere in the middle of the third movie Taylor tapped me on the shoulder and leaned down close to my ear.

"Can you show me where the bathroom is?", I looked up at him with a look like 'what the fuck?' and stood up and made our way to the bathroom. I walked through the kitchen, opened the door to the hall, through the hall and to the very center of the house. I reached in the door and switched on the bathroom light.

"There ya go, Tay-dahling.", I said stepping out into the hall. He stepped in the bathroom, looked around a minute and smiled. I started to walk away but he grabbed me, pulled me into the bathroom with him and pushed me against the door. I stared at him wide-eyed.

"Syn, I'm sorry if wanting to date you is a sin, but if I don't at least kiss you, right now, I will kick my own ass for years to come.", he said pressing himself against me. I could feel his warm breath mingling with mine, and I could feel every muscle in his tight stomach against mine. I reached up and put my hand on his cheek, letting it slide to the nape of his neck.

"Are you always this warm?", I asked not looking at him, but looking my own hand.

"Only when I'm around you.", he said, taking the hand he was using to support himself against the door to hold my neck while he leaned in and let his lips touch mine. I pulled him closer and moved my lips against his own. He smiled and backed off.

"I knew what you said was bullshit.", he said, opening the door and leaving me baffled. How could he just leave after a set up like that! Uuugghhhhh!!! At that moment I was so frustrated and furious at Tay I could have killed him, but god I wanted another taste. Even after eating Chinese food he tasted good.

I walked back and took my seat against Taylor's knees. I could feel him nonchalantly playing with the back of my neck, and girls, you know that it makes you incredibly horny when guys do that. I swatted his leg with my hand to try to get him to stop, but it just made him do it softer and slower. I shifted uncomfortable, knowing I was hornier than hell and in a room with my friends did not ease the situation.

"Guys I'll be right back, I have a slight headache and I need to lie down upstairs for a second.", I lied, excusing myself from their presence. Tay knew it was cuz of him and gave me a secret smile, knowing he knew what the real reason was. I traveled upstairs to my room and laid on my bed. I closed my eyes and tried to calm the thoughts running through my head. I lay there a few minutes, almost fully succeeding when I felt someone lay on top of me. Just by the scent of apple shampoo I knew it was Tay. I opened my eyes and surely enough there was Tay staring down at me evilly. I groaned and ran my finger through some of my hair. Tay laughed lightly and slid so he was laying very close beside me, but not on me anymore. He leaned close and whispered things in my ear that I'm sure God raised his eyebrows at, making me even hornier than I was before. He let his finger encircle my very hard nipple through the cloth of my shirt and bra which only cause more friction. I could not stand teasing. It wasn't right to tease a person so, but I didn't lift a hand against him.

He kissed me once and let his hand travel under my shirt, his warm hands against my cold skin. It felt so good, yet it was quite scary. I shouldn't let us get this involved. He was just like 16, he shouldn't be all up on me. He shouldn't....oh but his hand felt so good unsnapping the front snap of my bra and sliding away the confining material. I loved the feeling of the his cool fingers as they unbuttoned my shirt, and even more the feeling of his warm lips and wet tongue against my nipple. I'm sure by this time I was moaning out loud and not just in my head. Suddenly, a cold rush of air hit my nipple, and Taylor was no longer in the room. I sat up and fixed my clothes and brushed my hair. I couldn't believe he'd done that once again! UGH, THIS IS SO NOT FAIR!!! He shouldn't be teasing me like this, it's evil! And it's only 9 o'clock.

By eleven he was back to doing whatever he was doing. He was standing in front of me while me, Michael, and him watched Tess and Reese play in my back yard. Mike eventually went to go with them and Tay and I stayed on the porch. He'd use his elbow to rub against my nipple and tease it. I could see the smile on his mouth and I knew it wasn't from watching those geeks.

"Hey anyone want hot chocolate or something?", I called backing away from Tay. They all yelled 'yah' in response so I went into the kitchen and put some hot water on to boil. Tay came in, as I was afraid, but knew, he'd do. He smiled evilly down at me again and backed me against the counter. He kissed me and this time didn't stop, we just stood there and made out. I was getting very very into his kisses when he broke away because everyone else was coming inside. I hated their timing tremedously but poured the water into the cups of cocoa mix and served the drinks. We all sat at the kitchen table laughing and drinking. I decided if I was going to get any tonight I had to get Tay to know I was interested. I sat by him at the table and let my foot rub his leg lightly. He looked over at me and smiled a daring smile, I returned it with a lil tongue licking my upper lip.

"Hey guys, know what would be great? If we had some ice cream and some cheetos.", Tay jumped up and said.

"Yeah!", the other three cried in unison at his brilliant idea.

"But we don't have any at the house.", I said ruefully.

"Thats okay, I have a car and you have money. Guys, we will so be back in like 20-30 minutes.", Tay said grabbing my hand and dragging me out the door barely taking time to get the money or the keys. We drove towards the gas station a few miles from my house and he pulled over.

"We always seem to end up pulling over when we're in cars together.", I said looking out the window for a second but turning to look at Taylor. He gave me his mischievious smile and slid over to my side of the car. I kissed him once and we ended up making out in his car for a good 10 minutes. Right when I knew he was hard against my leg and definetly wanted to go further I pulled back.

"We have to get the cheetos and ice cream. You said 20-30 minutes, we've already wasted maybe 15." I said, sliding back into a sitting position. He looked up at me from where I'd left him laying on the seat. He sat up and pulled me into his lap, completely taking off my shirt and bra this time and slipping his off in the process. He pressed me against himself, and down a little to where I could fully feel his hard on. I laughed a little and grabbed my shirt from the seat and buttoned it up. I slid in drivers seat and started the car, driving us to the gas station. Taylor sat and pouted in the passenger's seat. He just had to learn not to mess with an older woman who knew his game.

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