Lyrics from the Staind album titled "Dysfunction"
Dysfunction Track List:
1. Suffocate
2. Just Go
3. Me
4. Raw
5. Mudshovel
6. Home
7. A Flat
8. Crawl
9. Spleen
Lyrics-
1. Suffocate
I feel nothing
Longing for something
Relax take a minute to take your mask off
show me what your made of
Pain
To soothe me
CHORUS
All Alone
Leave me here I'm dying
All Alone
Just kick me in the face
All Alone
All alone and trying
All Alone
I Suffocate
I'm not gifted
Slightly twisted
Try hard; try harder just to see if I can push you any
further
Pain
To soothe me
CHORUS
Please believe, You save me rearrange me
I can feel, You're feelings running through me
Take away, My sorrow, my tomorrow
Cradle me
CHORUS
Suffocate
I'm kinda numb
It's so distorted
You've left me here with
This damage that you've caused
My tortured faces
Those messed up places
In my memories
None of them I've lost
But
CHORUS
I haven't been here long enough to know
Every time I feel this I just loose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything that's
beautiful
I wish that this would just go....go
It's kinda sick
I feel dirty
It's kinda tragic
I'm kinda insecure
But I know
That I'm not the only
One that can fix
Whatever's wrong I'm sure
But
CHORUS
I feel so numb
From all I've become
I'll take you down
I feel so down
I'm water while you drown
You're lifted while I'm down
I'm cancer in your womb
I'm the needle in your spoon
But
CHORUS
Just Go
With these stupid Lies
All these stupid Lies
3. Me
I hear you talk about your family life
I wish I knew just what that means
I guess my mother never loved my dad
And now I wear it on my sleeve
My sister called me just the other day
It felt so good to hear her voice
My problem is I don't have much to say
I guess she doesn't have a choice
And I'm sorry
CHORUS
Look at me
I'm so pathetic
Can't Believe
I'm just an addict
I never needed anyone to help me I begging you
To please come save me from myself
Save me from my...
My mother's always tried to change herself
She never learned to let things be
She doesn't know how bad that messed me up
Cause now she seems so fake to me
But I Love Her
CHORUS
You push me but I won't fall
I've been programmed to take it all
And shove it way down inside
Like my father
Like my father
CHORUS
I'm so pathetic
Can't believe
I'm just an addict
I try to be
I'm failing at it
Life to me
Is just a habit
I hear you talk about your family life
I wish I knew just what that means
4. Raw
Raw
The pictures left with me won't fade
These images effect me every day
Cause of you I feel I don't deserve
The life I see in her
Just don't leave me...Raw
CHORUS
Inside I'm so cold
Inside I'm so cold
I've never been someone who knows
My choices haunt me everywhere I go
Finally did something right for myself
My life for you and no one else
Just don't leave me...Raw
CHORUS
I feel so cold
I can't take this
CHORUS
Raw
5. Mudshovel
You take away
I feel the same
You take away
I feel the same
All the promises you made to me in vain
I lost myself inside your tainted smile again
Cause...
CHORUS
You can feel my anger
You can feel my pain
You can feel my torment
Driving me insane
I can't fight these feelings
They will bring you pain
You can't take away
Make me whole again
I feel the betrayed
Stuck in your ways
And you rip me apart with the brutal things you
say
Can't deal with all this anymore I just look away
Cause...
CHORUS
You take away
I feel the same
All these promises
You promised only pain
If you take away
And leave me with nothing again
Cause
CHORUS
You will feel my anger
You will feel my pain
You will feel my torment
Driving you insane
I can't fight these feelings
They will bring you pain
You can't take away
I'll be whole again
6. Home
I force myself through another day
Can't explain the way today just fell apart like
everything
Right in my face
And I try to be the one
I can't accept this all because of you I've had to walk
away
From everything
CHORUS
I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
I'm afraid to come back home
Another sleepless night again
Hotel room my only friend and friends like that just don't
add up
To anything
And I try so hard to be
Everything that I could never take away from you
again
I heard you say
CHORUS
I cannot forget
I live with regret
I live through this
I can't see through this
I can't do this anymore
CHORUS
7. A Flat
Trust in me can't trust
I know, I don't believe it
All my life so scarred
What for, you can't conceive it
Everything you fear
I'll be, you couldn't live it
I whisper in your ear
So loud, why can't you hear it
I'm OK
All my faith is gone
You think, I couldn't find it
Pieces falling down
Shattered, nothing behind it
In my mind alone
Lost here, I'm separated
Crawl deeper in my hole
Safe here, from what I've hated
CHORUS
All the demons in my head won't leave me
I know, I can hear them
All the sacrifices made for nothing
Don't show, can't believe in
Wanna show you that I'm good for something
I can't, you won't let me
All your artificial words won't heal me
Because you can't accept me
And I hate myself
And I hate my face
And I hate my world
And I hate my ways
I'm not OK
I'm OK
CHORUS
8. Crawl
I'm so lonely
You're so beautiful
Not the only
One who's pitiful
Stretched and torn I lay here in pieces
Craving all of your deadly vices
Like to think I'm not addicted
But I guess I wear it well
CHORUS
And I crawl, while you spit
And I crawl, through all your
Here I am now
Not a lot has changed
Nothing better
Everything's the same
Late at night I can hear your voices
Talking bout all my choices
You would think that you've known me forever
Just because you know my name
CHORUS
Everything falls apart
CHORUS
9. Spleen
Can't breath
Empty I give everything to you
Can't breath
I feel there's nothing left to do
Can't breath
CHORUS
I don't like today
Take it all away
Just like what you say
I don't want you
Kinda like the way
Everything is gray
Just like what you say
I don't need you
I don't look like you
Do the things you do
But I'm screwed up too
I need you
Can't breath
I feel you are what saves my soul
Can't breath
CHORUS
I don't understand it you're killing this planet
The scabs on her face it's such a disgrace
I blame you
I... Blame... You
Can't breath
CHORUS