What's the
hardest thing about the age gap between you and Nick?
Sometimes
Nick's attention span is a little short, but I'm not sure if it's down
to the age gap, or just because of the kind of person he is. I like to
work, get stuff done and then go and play, wheras Nick likes to work and
play at the same time. We have very different personalities, but that doesn't
cause massive problems or anything.
What's the
difference between Kevin Richardson and Kevin Backstreet?
Kevin Richardson's
a little more laid-back and less serious, much more chilled out. I like
to goof off and play around when I'm not working. Sometimes I just need
to hang out with my friends and get rowdy. Kevin Backstreet's very focussed
and hard-working.
Who do you
talk to when things get on top of you?
It depends.
sometimes I'll run things by Howie, or Brian, or Aj. And occasionally Nick
and I will talk about things he's going through. I also talk to my big
brothers when I go home 'cos they're my best friends.
Have you
ever felt like giving it all up and leaving the band?
There are
times when I'm on the road and it gets frustrating. Sometimes I miss home,
or I'll not be getting on with the other guys. There have been times when
I've thought, 'Maybe this isn't for me.' It's not always easy, but the
feeling fades and it all blows over. I think you need to go through times
like that to appreciate what you've got.
Do your
strong religious beliefs prevent you from having fun?
No. The
fact I was bought up the way I was just instilled certain morals in me
and certain ways I feel in my heart. I always make decisions based on how
my heart feels.
Have you
ever been in love? (Cagily) Uh-huh. When?
It was
like four or five years ago, and it felt great. I felt like I was totally
happy when I was with this person.
Have you
ever had your heart broken?
Yeah, when
I was in eighth grade in high school. I took a girl to a dance and as soon
as we get there she ran off. I really liked her. She was a lot older than
me and I had a massive crush on her, so I guess she kind of broke my heart.
Is it tough
not being able to have relationships?
Yeah, it
gets lonely. Sometimes you wonder what people's motivation is when their
sucking up to you - you wonder wether they're being genuine. All these
people who, in the beginning, wouldn't have given you the time of the day
suddenly start kissing round you. We just stick with the people who were
there in the beginning - they keep us grounded and real.
How do you
deal with the loneliness?
When we're
out on the road, we have each other. Occasionally, we'll party and maybe
meet someone and try to date them. We also try to date girls when we're
back home. It's not easy, but... well, that's just the way it is. The lonelinest
times are when you're lying in your hotel bed late at night and you wish
you had someone there to cuddle and watch TV with you. I miss the everyday
relationship-type things.
Do you want
to settle down eventually and have a family?
I definately
want that someday, because I came from a big family. I love kids - everytime
I see a baby, I'm like, 'Aaaaahh.' When I was at the airport yesterday,
a lady asked if I'd have my picture taken with her baby becauseI was playing
around with her so much. (Thinks) Yeah, I definately want a family someday.
Do you ever
feel like telling fans to leave you alone?
Sometimes
I have to say, 'Hey, calm down or my security will take me away!' I never
get angry if I see them out - if it wasn't for them, we wouldn't be here.
but if I'm asleep in my hotel room and a fans call... well, that's a different
matter!
When you're
old, what will you remember most about the Backstreet Boys?
There are
tons of great things. Probably just the fact I got to see the world, to
see so many happy faces and make a lot of people happy.
What's been
your happiest moment?
Oh, that's
really hard - I've had so many great moments. One of them was when we signed
our record deal. Another was when we won our first award - it was actually
a Smash Hits award. And winning five Smash Hits awards last year as well...
I mean, how cool was that?