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Disconnected
separate myself from my world.. again
between two lives i am torn... again
ashamed of these reflections.. wasting youth

i've lost myself inside my filth again
like a blackened day that never ends
communication's to hard for me
it's the feeling inside when you loose all your pride
and you're lost!
and i'll never see
who's my friend and who's my enemy
too full to listen, yet too blank to send
when did this madness begin and then when does it
end

staring off into space....
when you talk i'll nod my head
so you can tell that i'm listening
a response?
not likely
inhibitions keep me locked inside

i've locked my being inside my cell again
lost the key and lost another friend
seem to conduct myself with control
yet so unstable and about to explode
and you're gone!
get it all out of me!
it's the only way that i'm really free
too bored to listen , too busy to send, when did this madness begin and then when does it end?

and i feel
like i never got to say
what i wanted to
i save for another day

its now easy
to look the other way
when everybody i know says i'm ok
but i wonder what i'm doing
wonder why i'm doing this
now that i've come so far

i feel i always say goodbye to those i want to keep
so close to my soul
i let them GO!!!