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He got caught up in addiction of drugs and abuse Wish he learned to stop - before it killed him. This page is too let people know the dangers of drugs - it's not written by a Doctor, Lawyer or Police (it's written by a sad relative of person seduced by CRACK COCAINE... If you haven't tried Cocaine - but are thinking about it (Please Run In The Other Direction) - Cocaine comes in many forms: You can get on the street - crack is what they sell (white or beige) mixed with GOD only knows what - to be smoked in a CRACK PIPE.
Powder Cocaine is mixed with baking soda & water and cooked in a spoon... Ever think you needed more excitement in your life... Ever think you wanted to hang out with friends and be cool... The CRACK Cocaine habit caught Uncle Jim in its web, its grabbed his soul before he knew what hit him, slowly killing him with it speedy and deadly impact. turned him into a fool attached to a crack pipe... He was my favorite uncle - only 8 years older than me Anybody ever been there???? Anybody Admit They GOT A PROBLEM!!!!! making you weaker and weaker, more and more dependent upon it - making you lie, cheat, beg and steal things you never thought you'd do Without the flavor, the power, and the happiness you think it brings, however short-lived it might be, you think at the moment that the feeling you receive the euphoria that you feel will last forever, so you will do anything to stay high, to stay happy, to be free... YOU ARE NO WHERE NEAR FREE... you have no desires, no dreams, no friends, no cares, no will, and of course NO MONEY. While your wasting all your hard-earned $$$ on crack and cocaine - The dealers you buy from... You think the're you're friends... You work deals - think you're getting the best deal for your $$$'s He has gold rings, necklaces, and drives either a Cadillac or a Lincoln. Did you ever realize that while you are WASTING your hard-earned $$$ on crack-cocaine, the dealer's gettin' richer and richer helping you commit suicide. Not too mention - the fact that they laugh at you as you drive away HE PAYS $25 PER GRAM (You pay$20 per rock, $50 per gram) How many people out their admit their an Addict? What nobody realizes in the beginning of a drug addiction, Is that it is really the beginning of the end... the end of your relationships with others and your relationships with your family will dissolve at a rate almost as fast as the CRACK melts in your pipe. The smoke that lingers in the air becomes a tension so thick it could be cut with a knife.  Those stupid white rocks - cost our family a valuable lession - but not soon enough to save Uncle Jim - this is what happened to him... .. I wasn't with him - never hung with him when he did drugs but my brother was there and he came home really scared. Jimmy picked up the pipe laden with crack, lit the end - drew in a large breath - then all of a sudden he started to shake - fell on the floor... had convulsions and died... Right there in his house, with my brother and the rest of his addict friends. And still after all that my bother still can't quit (it's not that he doesn't want to... but he's an addict) He has a Disease... Drug Abuse is a Disease! Believe it or not... our family is an average american family living in a normal neighborhood, We all have jobs. We have a cat, go to movies and to the grocery store... we have all our teeth. (WE ARE NOT STREET BUMS, but still some of our family members grew up to be addicts). My brother has tried to quit a bunch of times, even tried to blame his family for his addiction (that's called denial). He has realized that this is nobody's fault - it started out as an experiment on his part - and now it's the disease calling him, whispering sweet nothings to him, coming to him in his dreams, motioning for him to pick up the pipe, snort the line...sell his soul... to the devil Sleep doesn't come easy to an addict... eventually needing the aid of sleeping pills, pills make it easier, pop a few pills (Zanax or Lorazepam) sleep a few hours - less hours of withdrawel to deal with, or so my brother amd jos friends say... BROKE HIS OWN GOLDEN RULES ABOUT DRUGS AND ADDICTIONS", Cut his own throat, filled his own body with drugs and bad choices. He have tried to get clean... I guess watching my uncle die would at least make you re-evaluate the quality of your life (at least I would hope so)... He is much stronger now... most days he can control his urges... his desires... HE'S ASKED FOR HELP... that's what made me create this page - so maybe if nothing else I can prevent some other family from going through the same tragedy. My brother knows he has disappointed our folks a great deal in his choices, but at least by being honest with them - he was able to salvage a relationship with them, They still love him and would do anything to help, it took a lot of courage for him to tell them - even to admit he is an addict... I'm sure it's taken them a lot of courage to accept him as he is (even if he does make mistakes). If you use drugs and think you need help - talk to someone (a friend, relative, clergyman, or use one of the links at the bottom of my page). You are not alone, and if you should feel the need to talk or get out some of your feelings there are alot of places you could contact - Narcotics Anonymous has local chapters in most cities (you could find the local number in your telephone book.) 
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