Elenath
A tale by Emily Kinsman
Rating PG-13
1.
Summer Templeton's grandmother had always told her never to talk to strange Elves in the woods, or anywhere else for that matter, or she might find herself swept away to another world never to be seen again. As a child growing up in rural Indiana, this warning had frightened her greatly and she always stayed away from the forests that grew and creeks that ran all about her house. Then as a teenager, she rolled her eyes at the very idea of Elves. Elves! She began to agree with some of the locals who said her grandmother had a few screws loose.
“Crazy old woman thinks she met an elf one day back in `76!” they'd guffaw when they thought that Summer was out of earshot. “I hear those mountains down south'll do that do a person - make `em think they see things they really don't.”
Summer never understood anything they were talking about and didn't much care. Having no memory of her father or mother, she bestowed all of the love she would have given both on this one dear old woman who had raised her from infanthood.
That love hadn't grown less now that Summer was 25, and that fact certainly didn't make saying goodbye any easier. Her grandmother was dying and Summer felt that her heart would surely break. On that final day as she waited for the Hospice nurse to arrive, the young woman slowly ran a brush through her grandmother's long silver-white hair and thought about all of the wrongs Grandmother had righted, and all of the hurts she had soothed. Junior high school had been particularly rough, she recalled. The other children teased her mercilessly because of her ears. They were not overly large and didn't stick out as is the case with most ears that are laughed at. In fact they were perfectly lovely ears aside from the fact that they were pointed. Oh, they'd called her names. Summer smiled as she remembered some of them, and Grandmother asked what she was thinking of.
“Do you remember the time I came home from school crying because the kids kept calling me `vampire bat', Grandma?”
“Oh, Summer,” the old woman spoke softly with a smile in her voice. “How could I forget? What was that other name they called you? The one that upset you so much that you tried to tug your ears right off your head?”
Summer laughed. “They called me Mrs. Spock and kept saying `live long and prosper.'”
“You couldn't stand the thought of being Mrs. Spock. You wanted to marry Captain Kirk. You were always such a fanciful child, thinking up grand adventures and writing poetry. And always singing too…. Would you sing a song for me now, Summer?”
“What would you like for me to sing?”
“Oh,” said the old woman, “Just make something up. Anything.”
Summer thought for a moment, twirling a ringlet of her dark auburn hair around her finger. Merriment danced in her hazel eyes and she stood up and put her hand over her heart and sang a song about a fair maiden who sat on a rock and did not want to marry a Vulcan named Spock.
The old woman's laughter filled the room for a brief moment before she sighed and closed her eyes. “You are the light of my life, Summer, and I love you dearly.”
Summer leaned down and kissed her cheek. “I love you too, Grandma. Now maybe you should rest.”
“No, Child. There will be plenty of time for that where I'm going.” She sighed. “Please sit here next to me because there is something that I would like to tell you. My time to do so grows short. I can feel it in these old bones.”
Summer pulled up a chair and sat down, tenderly holding the old woman's hand as Grandmother spoke soberly. “I have a confession to make, Summer. I'm afraid I've been a very, very selfish woman.”
“What?” she asked, “You certainly have not! You gave up everything to raise me when my mother and father ran away. How can you call that selfish?”
“I should tell you about your mother and father. I should have told you long ago the truth about them.”
Summer's heart was fiercely loyal and she shushed the old woman. “Grandma, if you found it necessary to not tell me about them, then I trust your judgment.”
Grandmother smiled and patted Summer's hand. “Then trust my judgment now, child, and know that it is necessary to tell this story. I pray that you believe what I say.” She paused and looked the young woman right in the eyes as she said, ”Your mother and father were Wood-Elves, Summer, and so are you.”
And the old woman told of the vacation she took back in the Summer of '76 to the Blue Ridge Mountains of North Carolina all by herself “because I was a stubborn old mule,” she laughed. She told how she had hiked deep into the mountains and found the most wonderful, pure mountain stream and had sat there on a rock just basking in the sun, listening to the burbling water and watching the trees sway back and forth when, out of nowhere, two radiantly beautiful people appeared, one with a small bundle in her arms.
“When I say they appeared out of nowhere, Summer, I mean it. They didn't pop out from behind a tree or a rock. One moment there was nothing and the next moment there were the two of them, panting and gasping for breath as if they had been running from something and very frightened. They were your parents and the bundle was you.”
She told how the Elven couple had spoken to her desperately, begging her to take the child and care for her until she was fully grown because their world was no longer safe for such a treasure. “They said they would come back for you, Summer, if the evil lessened in their land, and to keep you near water and wood that they might find you.
“I warned you away from the wood and water because I so came to love you that I never wanted to let you go, not even when you were fully grown. But now I am leaving this world and have realized the error of my ways. Of course you must go back, Summer, and soon.”
“B-but-“ protested the poor girl. “How can you expect me to believe this? Wood-elves, Grandma? It's impossible! You must be mistaken! And even if it were true, why would I have to go back?”
“I know it sounds crazy,” Grandmother spoke carefully. “Bring me the box hidden beneath the loose floorboard in my bedroom.”
She walked carefully away to get it, shaking her head. Poor Grandma. It was bad enough that the cancer had stolen her ability to care for herself and enjoy life. Now it seemed to be taking her mind as well. Perhaps she would never know the truth about her parents. Lifting the shoe-box out of its hiding place, her fingers tingled a bit but she took no notice. On the lid her grandmother had written the word “Elenath.”
“Elenath,” her grandmother whispered when the box was handed to her. It send a warm sensation through Summer's heart. “That was your Elven name, you know. Here.” She lifted the lid and pulled out a delicate chain of the purest gold Summer had ever seen. On it hung a green jewel that seemed to move inside when she gazed into it. “Look into the stone, child. I never could see anything, but your mother swore you'd be able to see right to your true home if you ever longed for it.”
Obediently, she looked and gasped at the forest that appeared there, the trees waving gently in the breeze. She looked harder and saw people moving about…. People with pointy ears just like hers. “This is unbelieveable.”
“It sure is, isnt' it? What do you see?”
“Others,” she answered, “Others like me.”
“See,” said Grandmother, “Your old Grandma still has her wits about her.” She took a map from the box as well and handed it to Summer. “You must go back. I've marked the place in red and I hope that they'll send someone for you. If not, there is a curious marking on one of the stones there. All you have to do is touch it and speak your name and you will be home.”
“But this is my home,” Summer protested.
“It cannot remain so, child.”
“Why not?”
Grandmother sighed. “Because, Elenath, Elves are immortal.”
That night long after her grandmother had gently passed on to her heavenly home and the hospice nurse had gone away, Summer sat and thought. She felt such great sorrow at the loss she had just experienced that she felt she herself might die. Restlessly pacing the old house, she realized that there was nothing here for her now. What would it hurt to follow the old map? Who would notice her disappearance aside from a few scattered acquaintances? What did she have to loose? After all, if she got there and nothing happened, she could always come back and return to life as usual. No one would blame her for taking a long vacation.
2.
She woke up late the next morning and had to rush to get ready for church. Her mind was much clearer now, and she thought of the two people she would miss the most when she went on her journey: her best
friend Kara who was due to return from a Caribbean Cruise later that day, and David, her Jui-Juitsu (martial art) and Ken-do (Japanese fencing) sensei (teacher). She sighed, realizing that she would be unable to say goodbye to either and wrote notes to both of them, detailing what her grandmother had told her the previous evening and
apologizing for leaving so suddenly. David would take it especially hard, she knew, for he was like an overprotective brother to her. However, it could not be helped and she left the notes on the kitchen table, picked up her few little pieces of luggage, and walked out of the door.
It was hard to leave that little church behind after the service that morning. The little fellowship of believers had become her safe haven in a world full of children who berated and made fun of her: little girls who were jealous of her pretty eyes and little boys who despised her because she could beat them at everything from foot-races to make-believe sword-fights. At the church, she had always just been Summer. Not Summer the Vampire Bat or Mrs. Spock. In fact she would never forget the words that Pastor Mike spoke to her the day after she got stood up for the Prom.
"That was the young man's loss, Summer. Now, I don't know everything, but I do know this: If God gave you pointy ears, then He had good reason to do so." The words gave her comfort, especially now as she prepared to leave
everything familiar behind because of those pointy ears. She stood contemplating this until Pastor Mike asked her if there was anything he could do for her. "I'm sorry to hear your grandmother died," he said softly, compassion showing in his kind eyes. Summer nodded. "She isn't suffering anymore. I will miss her terribly, but I know she's much happier where she is." "And you will see her again someday," he said. Unless I really do live forever, she thought but said, "Pastor Mike, do you believe in Elves?" His eyes sparkled, like a child's when it makes a new
discovery. "Well, now, I wouldn't say I believe in them. But I wouldn't say I disbelieve either. Why do you ask?"
"Just curious, I guess…" She shook her head. "You must think I'm
crazy." "No," said Pastor Mike, "But I do think that you're about to go on
quite a journey." "How do you know that?" she asked. The Pastor shrugged. "Just a feeling, I guess. Sometimes the Good Lord gives me an idea of what's to come. Don't forget your Bible." She smiled and hugged him goodbye, and soon found herself behind the wheel of her green Saturn driving toward the mountains of North Carolina with a backpack full of clothes, food, water, and a Bible. The old map lay on the passenger seat next to her and the Elven
necklace hung prettily around her neck. "By this time tomorrow, I will either be among the Elves… or I'll still be here." She laughed at her obvious statement and began to sing a song of her own about wonderful grandmothers and ridiculous quests and Pastors who seem to know too much.
***
The place her grandmother had been twenty-five years earlier had changed quite a bit, so much that Summer had to stop and buy an updated map at a gas station. The attendant gave her directions to the Blue Ridge Parkway which, he said, would be a good place to start if she were looking for natural beauty.
And it was beautiful; more beautiful than anything she could have imagined. She stopped at an overlook and peered down at the ocean of rolling purple and blue mountains below her. Here a hawk circled and
there a tendril of smoke rose from a distant cabin. But she knew she could not linger here for long, so she sat down on the grass, unfolded her grandmother's map once again, and sat puzzling over it for a long time. Finally a park ranger pulled off the road next to her and jumped out of his Jeep Cherokee, his hands in his pockets. "Well, then, you're lookin' kinda lost. Anythin' in perticular you're lookin' for?"
She smiled at his accent. It seemed to go perfectly with the setting she was in. "Yes, actually. My grandmother visited here a long time ago and hiked to a certain spot. I'm trying to find it, but the road has changed and so have the trails. Can you help me?" "Let me see…" he looked at the old map and smiled. "You only lack just a few miles. It's just down yonder, that a'way. Should be a sign there, says `Camp Creek Overlook.' Trail there'll lead you pretty
close to the place. It'll be a short hike, actually. Back in the day this map was printed, it would have taken you a good hour or two to hike in from the trailhead, but now it'll just take you about five minutes." And so, with many thanks to the ranger, she set off down the road toward the Camp Creek Overlook, becoming more nervous and excited by the moment.
Summer parked her car next to the sign the Ranger had told her to look for and climbed out. There were no other cars there, and for that she was thankful. She began to wonder, though, how wise it really would be to go into the woods all by herself without a weapon of some kind. It would be just her luck to get attacked on her way to
meet the Elves. Shrugging, she opened the trunk of the Saturn and took out her Japanese Katana. Many a sparring match she had won with the sword in her Ken-do classes back in Indiana. It felt perfectly natural tucked into her belt. That out of the way, she put on her day pack, took a swig of water from her canteen and started happily down the trail without even looking back. The trees were dense and green on either side of the path, and after she walked a short while, she saw more and more mountain laurel until it was so thick it seemed she was walking through a tunnel of it. Then suddenly, the path opened up to the rocky banks of a babbling stream. The place was exactly as her grandmother had described it - the pure mountain stream, the trees, the burbling water and mossy rocks. "Hello?" she called tentatively, hoping against hope that maybe someone would be here waiting for her. "Anybody here?" She chuckled, wondering if perhaps she had gone insane. "Any Elves around?"
She leapt spryly onto a rock in the middle of the water and looked around, breathing the fresh mountain air deep into her lungs. Is this where her parents had appeared? And where were they now? Were they still alive or… would she never come to know them? Slowly, she sat down and sighed, hoping that someone would show up to escort her home to… To where? She didn't even know that much. She looked into the jewel that hung around her neck once again to bolster her confidence and saw the forest and the Elves who roamed through it. This was no
trick of the light. What she saw through the stone really existed somewhere. Still, Summer figured she had no business trying to find it on her own and decided to wait for an Elven escort.
An hour passed, and then two and she began to eat a light snack of trail mix. She wrote a few things in her journal during the third hour and sang a little song during the fourth until finally she could stand the suspense no more. She would find the mark herself, unescorted, and pray that she did not get herself utterly lost in whatever new world she found herself. From rock to rock she hopped, upstream and down looking for the `curious mark' Grandmother had described. For a while she feared she would never find it, but then, just as daylight was beginning to fail her, she found a well-worn strangely scratched symbol on the side of a tall rock that was level
and smooth on top. Taking a deep breath, she touched it and spoke the name she would use from now on. "Elenath."
Immediately, the world began to spin fast around her and she clung onto the rock for dear life, screaming and scrunching her eyes closed. After what seemed like an eternity, the sensation stopped and she tentatively opened one eye and then the other only to find that she was in the exact same spot as she had been just moments ago: on a rock in the middle of a little stream. Only the light seemed a little different. And the terrain wasn't so hilly.
"Tampa! Mankoi naa lle sinome?" Shouted a male voice suddenly, and she scrambled to her feet. Turning around, she gasped. There were three Elven archers there, their arrows at the ready and fixed on her. So majestic were they that, if she was not in fear of her life, she would have thought they were angels. As it was, however, each of
the Elves eyed her sword suspiciously. "P-please don't shoot me!" she said quickly. "Look… I'm no threat to
you." Elenath held her hands up and away from the katana, pleading with her eyes for them to drop their weapons.
"Who are you?" asked the one nearest to her, "And why do you speak in
the language of Men to your own kindred?"
"M-my name is Elenath," she said and the Elves relaxed visibly, lowering their bows. "I am sorry but this is the only language that I speak... except maybe a little Japanese."
"Elenath?" asked the one who seemed to lead the three, "Did I hear you correctly? Your name is Elenath?"
"Y-yes," she stuttered relieved that the arrows had been retuned to their quivers.
The three Elves began to talk to each other in serious tones, using a language so rich and beautiful that it sounded as if it were made of the earth and the wind and the water. Elenath marvelled at it and wondered if she would ever speak so beautifully herself.
"Come," said the leader finally, offering a hand to help her over the water. He was smiling, a small braid or two adorning his long brown hair and tucked back behind his ears…. His _pointed_ ears.
Elenath eyed him warily for a long moment before giving in to her curiosity. She just had to ask. "Are you… an Elf?" she asked tentatively.
"Of course I am," he replied with a hearty laugh, "And so are you, Young One. My name is Thorondil and I welcome you to Mirkwood."
This answer seemed to satisfy her and she took his hand and gracefully leapt to the bank on which he stood. "Thank you, Thorondil. I… Please forgive me. Where I come from, there are no Elves." She paused. "Except for me, I guess, and I didn't even know I was one `til a couple of days ago."
"I can see that you have journeyed far, for I have never seen clothing such as you wear, nor can I place the origin of your weapon."
She looked down at herself and shrugged. What was so strange about her sturdy hiking boots, blue jeans, and flannel shirt? The sword was a little much, she had to admit, but a woman has to protect herself. Besides, the Elf seemed to be keenly interested in it especially.
"Would you like to see the sword?" she asked, and he nodded.
She drew it in a graceful motion and offered it to him with both hands and a bow, just as she would do at Ken-do class. Thorondil gave her a bemused look and inspected the blade.
"It is a katana; a sword from Japan," she explained. "That is a nation far away from here and even far from where I came from."
"The shape is interesting," he agreed, "but the blade is far too dull for battle. We shall remedy that soon enough." He handed it back to her. She couldn't argue. "The blade is dull because I'm just a student. I
don't want to hurt anyone." "But how do you protect yourself?"
"I have a third degree black belt in Jui Juitsu," she said and was met with three bemused looks from the Elves. She sighed. "I'll show you if you want. One of you has to attack me." She set her pack on the ground and mentally prepared herself. "Go ahead. Try and grab me like you're trying to beat me up."
For a long moment, the three exchanged confused glances until suddenly one of Throrondil's friends obliged and lunged at her head-long. She simply stepped out of the way and he splashed into the water. He was up in a flash and grabbed her from behind. Before anyone really knew what happened, she sent him flying through the air
over her head and onto a soft pile of leaves.
All four of them laughed then, Thorondil regarding her with quiet amusement. "Come," he said at last, "We have far to travel, and Prince Legolas will be overjoyed to see you."
3.
“Prince Legolas?” she asked as she picked up her pack and started to walk with the Elves. “Who is that?”
“He is the heir to the throne of Mirkwood, Elenath. Do you not remember?”
These Elves seemed to know, or seemed to think they know, an awful lot about her. She wasn't sure if that fact should frighten her or not. “I was only a baby when I left this place. How would I remember?”
“Have you not begun to remember the life that you lived before this one?”
“What do you mean?” she asked, “I don't understand.”
Thorondil walked on, speaking as if he had explained this a thousand times. In fact, he had done just that, but always before he had explained to Elves much younger than even this one. “When our kind die-“
“Die? Grandmother told me that Elves are immortal.” She blushed, realizing she had interrupted. “I'm sorry.”
“We are, to an extent. We can be slain in battle or simply fade away if life becomes too cumbersome. And when that happens, our spirits travel to Mandos until they are ready to be reborn.”
Elenath thought about this as she walked in silence for a long while and the others seemed to respect her thoughtfulness. Finally, she spoke softly. “Thorondil, how did I die?”
He seemed to contemplate for a few minutes. “You died defending Prince Legolas from a vicious attack by orcs. You saved his life, and in doing so lost your own.”
“Am I supposed to remember this?”
Thorondil nodded. “But do not worry or be afraid. It has been different for you than for most of our kind. Elves are not usually reborn as children. In your case, the Valar made an exception that you might be protected from the wrath of the orcs. Maybe someday yet you will remember.”
“I wish that I could remember… But then I am glad I cannot.” She shuddered to think what an orc was.
They hiked for hours after that through the forest until Elenath began to grow weary and stumble over tree roots, rocks, and, once, even her own feet. It had been early evening when she left her former home behind and now it was late afternoon here. She must have arrived just after dawn and had gone nearly 24 hours without sleep. Finally they stopped for a short rest, during which she lay her head against a tree and fell fast asleep.
“How strange,” said one of her companions. “She sleeps with her eyes closed.”
“Her father's mother was a half-elf,” explained Thorondil. “Come, we must make haste to Legolas. The hour grows late and we do not want to be abroad this night.”
She stirred slightly when he lifted her, but did not wake. “I don't want to go to work,” she mumbled, leaning her head against his shoulder.
****
Legolas, the heir to the throne of Mirkwood, had been watching the shadows move with the sun as it crossed the sky. He worried about the small scout party he had sent to the Northern border of the Wood. They should have returned hours ago with news of the enemy's movements. With his father away, he took his responsibility to keep the realm safe seriously. The sun was dipping low in the sky when he called a small party together to go in search of the missing Elves, and just as he was about to mount his horse, he was stopped.
“Legolas. Look, they approach.”
The prince let out a relieved sigh and turned to see his scouts returning and Thorandil carrying something… or actually someone. Someone with long dark auburn curls and delicate features, he saw as the little party came nearer. She bore a strong resemblence to someone he had known, though it took a moment for him to place her. When he finally did, his eyes widened.
“Elenath…” Legolas spoke the name as if it were a prayer, and as he did so a change came over his face. Brightness returned to his blue eyes and joy to the curve of his mouth. Even his long blond hair seemed to shine with new luster in the setting sun. He gazed at the Elf in Thorondil's arms. “Who is this?” he asked, hardly daring to hear the answer. “And why do you carry her so?”
“Your wife has returned, Legolas,” said Thorondil gently. “She has traveled a long way and is weary.” He paused, seeming reluctant to continue. “Legolas… she remembers nothing. Not even our language.”
Trouble clouded the prince's eyes for the briefest of moments. “It matters not,” he replied, just gazing at her as she slept. He never would have believed it possible, but she was even more beautiful than she had been in her previous form. “She is home at last and that is what matters.” He leaned near and kissed her forehead lightly, whispering, “Cormamin lindua ele lle, Amaelamin. My heart sings to see thee, my beloved.”
****
Elenath awoke briefly in the night to hear heavenly voices singing hauntingly beautiful melodies in a tongue she did not understand. Had she arrived in heaven, she wondered? For a brief moment, she thought about getting up out of bed to find where the lovely music was coming from. Then she changed her mind, afraid she would disturb the singers and cause them to stop. In a way, she thought she was still dreaming, but she also knew that she was fully awake, though she drifted in and out of slumber. That feeling lingered as she woke the next morning with a song on her lips.
It came forth softly at first as she stretched luxuriously out on the bed and grew stronger as she rose and donned a silken robe that had been left for her. She sang as she carefully brushed her hair out and as she gazed out into the forest. Somehow the absence of solid walls did not disturb her here. She didn't care who could hear her, who could see her.
“Where can I go from your Spirit?” she sang.
“Where can I flee from your presence?
If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
If I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
If I settle on the far side of the sea,
Even there your hand will guide me,
Your right hand will hold me fast.
If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me and
The light become night around me,”
Even the darkness will not be dark to you;
The night will shine like the day,
For darkness is as light to you… [from the Psalms]”
The song trailed off and she hummed softly, beginning to realize fully where she was. Poor Thorondil must have carried me all this way unless I came here by magic, she thought, her song ending abruptly.
“Why did you stop?” a female voice behind her asked. “I was enjoying your song.”
Elenath gasped in surprise, spinning around and dropping her hairbrush in the process. Her surprise doubled as she met the gaze of the Elf who stood there and could have sworn she was looking into her own eyes. She opened her mouth to say something, but no words would come.
The Elf in the doorway smiled and moved gracefully into the room. “I am sorry for startling you, Elenath. Did you sleep well?”
“Y-yes. Thank you.”
She regarded Elenath for a long moment. “You have no memory of me, do you?”
“I'm sorry. No. I seem to have no memory of anything in this world.”
“My name is Llilwen. I am your mother.” Llilwen had come quite close now and she stooped to pick up the hairbrush.
“My… mother?” The Elf did not look old enough to be her mother, but then, she reminded herself, Elves live forever and age much more slowly than human beings.
“Yes. Twice have I given you birth. Twice have I lost you. And now have I found you again at last. I cannot tell you how happy I am that you are home. Nae saian luume. It has been too long.” With that, she stepped forward and wrapped Elenath in a warm embrace.
“Llilwen,” Elenath whispered slowly as a shadow of a memory crept into her consciousness. “Perhaps I do remember you… almost.”
“There is plenty of time for remembering,” said Llilwen looking her daughter up and down, “But right now we must prepare you. Prince Legolas awaits your arrival along with all of Mirkwood.”
There was that name again. The one she had died to save. “I will meet with the Prince? I have never been in the presence of Royalty before, Llilwen. Will you show me how I am to act?”
Her mother's musical laughter seemed to fill the room and even the wood beyond it. “Oh, Elenath. How does one usually act when greeting her husband after a long absence?”
“My WHAT?!” Elenath had never been one for fainting spells and did not intend to faint now, though the room seemed to tilt at an odd angle. She sank into a nearby chair and closed her eyes for a moment, taking deep breaths. “Thorondil failed to tell me that Prince Legolas is my husband.” It felt strange to say that word, and she suddenly felt oddly cheated. She had been on precious few dates, had never been truly courted or proposed to, and now she found out she was married. She began to be afraid. “What if I don't like him? What if I don't want to be his wife? What if I don't want to be a princess? Will he toss me in the dungeon?”
Llilwen did her best to calm her as she helped her daughter to bathe and arrange her waist-length hair prettily away from her face so that it cascaded beautifully down her back. The gown they chose was pale green and seemed to shimmer in the light.
“You will like Legolas,” said her mother. “He is gentle, good and kind, fierce in battle and skilled with the bow… and very handsome. Many an Elf maiden wept on the day that you married him. He would never do anything to hurt you, least of all lock you in a dungeon. He loves you very much. On the day that you died we almost lost him as well, so strong was his grief. As for being his wife, you already are that, the same as you are already a princess. Do not worry or be afraid. The memories will come.”
Elenath turned to her mother. “Will they?”
“They always do, Lirimaer. Sometimes it just takes time.”
“What is Lirimaer?”
“So many questions… Lirimaer means `lovely one.'” She twined flowers through her daughter's hair and smiled at the effect.
Elenath looked into a mirror and almost didn't recognize herself. The ears she had so long tried to hide were uncovered for the whole world to see, and she liked them. The flowers twined through her hair made her look like something from a fairy tale, and the color of her dress caught the hint of green in her hazel eyes perfectly.
“Come,” said her mother. “We are a little bit early. Let us surprise your husband.”
4.
Elenath had never been so nervous in her life. She wrung her hands as she walked through the wood with her mother, trying to put herself into the shoes of the Prince. She knew he must remember every moment of their life together while she herself remembered nothing. He had loved her very much according to Llilwen. What would it be like for him to look into the eyes of his beloved after… how many years?… and see no hint of recognition there? Well, Elenath had had her heart broken too many times in that other world to wish the same pain on anyone else. If the prince really did love her she would try her best to return that love. “Help me, Father,” she prayed under her breath. “Help me remember him. Help me not to be afraid. Let him not be disappointed in me.”
Even though she had never met the Elf named Legolas, she still did not want to be dismissed by him. “Llilwen, how long has it been since I died?”
“Fifty years,” she answered, noting the almost panic-stricken look on her daughter's face. She stopped and took Elenath's hands in her own. “My daughter, why do you fear so?”
“Do I look very different from the way I used to?”
Llilwen smiled. “You bear a slight resemblence, as much as one might bear to a sister. You worry that Legolas will not like what he sees?”
“Well, yes,” she admitted, wringing her hands again.
“Dismiss your fears, Daughter. He was the first to greet Thorondil who carried you home last night. Do you want to know what he said to me this morning?”
“What?” asked Elenath nervously.
“He said, `I could not have imagined one more beautiful than the wife I said goodbye to fifty years ago, but she is, Llilwen. I was practically stricken speechless by her beauty.'”
Elenath felt the warmth of a blush creep into her cheeks. A shy smile played on her lips for a moment, and then faded away.
“Do not worry, and do not fear,” continued her mother, “For the Prince most certainly liked what he saw last night.”
But Elenath could not help her fear or her worry. The fact remained that she did not remember Legolas, however he must love her, and she could not stand the thought of seeing the pain in his eyes when he realized this.
Prince Legolas was pondering the very same thing as he drew back his bowstring and took aim at a target far off in the woods. It had been fifty long years since he had held his wife in his arms. Fifty years! Was it true that she remembered nothing? He had only gazed upon Elenath's sleeping face once since she returned to him, yet though her appearance was certainly different than before, he already knew that she was lovelier than ever. And the spirit within her… of course that would have remained unchanged.
Her spirit had always been a veritable canvas of vibrant colors: the gentleness of a lamb mingled with the fierceness of a warrior; delicate femininity entwined with strong independence; cool detachment mixed with fiery passion. Her complexity, along with her beauty, was what had attracted Legolas to her in the first place; and now it was also what held him to her. That, and his love. His heart had never known such love.
The arrow flew to its mark and he sighed, worrying that he would not be able to control himself in her presence. He longed to kiss her, hold her, caress her, whisper words of love in her ear. But he did not want to frighten her. He had waited for fifty years, and he would wait a thousand more if necessary.
Footsteps sounded faintly in the wood and he set his bow and quiver aside, turning slowly to greet the two Elves who waited quietly beside him.
Llilwen spoke softly to the pale, frightened Elf next to her. “There. There is Prince Legolas.”
Elenath could only stand there staring in unbelief, her hands trembling visibly despite her effort to still them. He was the most beautiful creature she had ever seen. Legolas stood a good six inches taller than herself; he had chiseled features and long blond hair adorned with a very few small braids. Her fear subsided a little bit when she saw his eyes. Eyes bluer than any sky she had ever beheld, and filled with more love than she thought could possibly be directed at her. How could she ever forget such eyes? Surely it would be impossible. Yet, try as she might to remember, she had no recollection of him.
“Elenath…” he spoke her name softly and gazed at her as if he could not quite believe she was standing there before him.
His voice sent shivers up her spine and suddenly her legs seemed to have a mind of their own. They carried her closer to him where she knelt on the leafy forest floor. Opening her mouth, she was utterly surprised at what came out. “Amin naa tuall Caun Legolas.”
The Prince was speechless for a moment. Choked with emotion, he took her hand and kissed it, sinking down next to her. “Melamin…” A tear trickled slowly down his cheek as he drank in the sight of her. “Vanimle sila tiri.”
She tore her gaze away from him and glanced back at her mother, questions in her eyes. Llilwen seemed to read her mind. “You just said, `I am your servant, Prince Legolas.' It is in this way that you greeted him upon your first meeting over one thousand years ago.” With that, she turned and walked away saying, “I will take my leave now.”
Elenath turned her gaze back Legolas who said, “My love, your beauty shines bright.” He pulled her toward himself gently and held her close for a brief moment, realizing by the rapid beating of her heart and the slight tremble of her breath that she was still afraid. How could she be afraid of him? He felt a painful tugging at his heart but backed away at once and let her go. “I am sorry.”
“No,” she said, “Don't be sorry. I… I just…” She reached up as if in a trance and brushed away the tear that still lingered on his cheek, her gaze one of unguarded curiosity.
Her touch warmed him to his core. “You do not have to explain, Elenath. You have no memory of me, do you?” The question was asked very gently.
“I don't remember you,” she confirmed, “but I feel as if I should. And I don't know what came over me just then when I knelt…”
He smiled, hope welling up within him. “Your memory is slowly returning. I have been told that it always begins thus.”
“How do you mean?”
“Saying things you did not expect to say, dreaming of things past…” he paused thoughtfully. “Often a simple touch will bring back a memory.”
Her brow furrowed a bit. “I want to remember… but then I don't. It's all so strange to me. My mind is full of questions.”
“Come,” said Legolas, picking up the quiver and bow, “Walk with me, and I will answer your questions, if I am able.”
5.
Legolas guided Elenath all around the realm of his father, over river and rill, under maple and evergreen as she asked question after question. “I have met my mother, but where is my father?”
“Your father has traveled with my father to Rivendell. He councils with Elrond to-” he stopped, noticing the blank expression on her face. “He is traveling with my father on important business.”
The answer seemed to satisfy her. “Why did they abandon me in that other place? And how did the crossing point come to be? And can I ever go back?”
He answered the second question first. “I do not know how it came to be, but the crossing point, called Andotempla, or Magic Gate, by our people was made long ago. It has been there for as long as I can remember.”
“And how long is that?”
“Almost three thousand years,” he answered, sitting down on a fallen log.
She sat next to him. “Three thousand years? No wonder Thorondil called me `Young One.'”
Legolas chuckled. “He has the right. He is twice as old as I.”
Elenath tried to comprehend what the Elf was telling her, tried to imagine living for that long and she could not. “How old was I… before?”
“You,” he smiled, “were nearly two thousand years old.”
“Don't you tire of living?” she asked.
He shook his head. “How could I when I have one as beautiful as you by my side?”
There was that blush again. If Elenath could change one thing about herself, she would wish not to blush so easily.
Legolas continued, “As for your other question, your parents abandoned you on the other side of Andotempla to save your life.”
“From what?”
“Mirkwood used to be overrun with evil things. Orcs - hideous creatures. They prowled about the wood seeking to kill, steal, and destroy. You died fighting them… and you took their leader with you. That is why the orcs hated you so much. They swore they would find and destroy you when you came back, so you were gifted with a new body in hope that they would not be able to recognize you. Unfortunately, shortly after you were born, they learned of your identity and tried to hunt you down. It was then that you were brought to the crossing point and left with a human woman who was supposed to tell you who you were, where your true home was, and how much your people loved you, when you were old enough to understand.”
“Are the orcs still around?”
Legolas nodded. “Though much reduced in numbers and scattered without their leader. The Elves who found you last night were patrolling for them…. It was lucky that Thorondil found you when he did. And as for your last question, Elenath, I do not know. The Gate opens for whomever it so wishes. I tried many times to pass through in search of you, but it was not to be. Thorondil tried as well.”
Thorondil intrigued her almost as much as did Legolas. “Why was Thorondil so interested in my sword?”
“Because he is your mother's brother and he cares about your safety. Besides, he has always been interested in such things,” chuckled the prince. “It is his way. He taught you everything you knew about how to fight, from the moment you could walk until…” his voice trailed away. “Until the moment you gave your life to save mine.”
“Tell me about that day,” she requested softly.
Pain clouded Legolas' face. “I cannot bear to remember, let alone speak of it, Elenath. Please do not ask me to do so.”
She sighed and gazed again into his eyes. “I wish I could remember the one who seems to have loved me so much.”
“I love you still,” he replied. “And I will until the end of my life.”
She hardly knew him, yet that simple statement made up for a lifetime of loneliness, broken commitments, and jeering male voices. “Legolas?”
“Yes, my love?”
“What if I never remember our life together?”
“You will remember.”
“But what if?”
He smiled at her and traced the outline of her lips with the tip of his finger. “Then I shall have to court you until you fall in love with me anew.”
She smiled softly and stood up, beginning to walk away. “I think that I might enjoy that, Prince Legolas.”
He overtook her quickly and smiled. “Then it shall be so.” He took her hand and escorted her into more populated areas. Now and then an Elf would greet the couple with a nod or a smile. Many reached out to grasp Elenath's hands as they passed, speaking brief words that she did not understand. Some even kissed her hands, her cheeks, or even her forehead.
“News travels fast in Mirkwood,” explained Legolas. “They are greeting you, Princess; welcoming you home.”
She giggled. “Princess! Only in childhood fantasies have I been given such a title.”
Legolas paused and looked at her, unbelieving. “Was there no prince in that other world who found his heart to be stolen by your beauty?”
“You are too kind,” she said, blushing, “Princes are hard to find where I come from. And if one ever had noticed me, it would have only been to laugh at my ears.”
Legolas's eyebrows shot up in surprise. “Why would anyone laugh at such delightfully lovely ears?” He brushed a tendril of hair behind one of them.
She shrugged. “There are no Elves where I come from. Only humans, and humans do not have pointy ears.”
Legolas looked thoughtful for a moment. “It is not entirely true, what you said about there being no Elves where you come from. There was one sent after you through the Gate. I would be curious to know what befell him - if he ever found you or was able to help you in any way. He was a half-elf.”
“What was his name?” she asked.
“Well, all of his human friends called him `Mike.'”
“Mike. Is he a tall guy, dark hair, brown eyes, little scar across his chin?” she asked.
“Yes! That is him.”
She laughed. Pastor Mike. “Yes, he found me and he helped me. He was my Pastor. He helped me learn about spiritual things. But why did he not follow me back here?”
Legolas shrugged. “Perhaps he has come to love that place and does not wish to leave.”
She sighed. “More likely, he has pity on those who live there and stays to offer them comfort.”
“Was it really so terrible?” he asked.
“There is evil there. Things that I could never begin to describe to you.” She thought of nuclear weapons, domestic violence, and the cruelty of men hungry for power. “If I had known how wonderful this world would be I would have…”
“Would have what, my love?”
“I don't know. I just wish…” she felt suddenly very lonely.
Seeming to sense this he squeezed her hand gently. “There were perhaps others in that world that you would have liked to bring with you?”
Nodding, she replied, “There were two.” And she told him about Kara, her best friend. “She has such a kind heart, always willing to help. She has this guitar,” Elenath laughed, “and we used to stay up all night long writing songs. She wrote the music and I sang the words. She was always there for me when I needed her. Always. I cannot believe I left her behind… I guess my mind was just clouded by the grief of losing my grandmother… and the desire to see if this place really existed.”
“And who is the other?” asked Legolas.
Elenath drew a deep breath and let it out slowly. “His name is David,” she said. “He taught me martial arts and swordplay.”
She seemed to want to continue but did not and Legolas began to worry. “Do you love him, this David?”
The tiniest of smiles tugged at the corners of her mouth. “Yes … no …” she shook her head and looked at the Prince. “Forgive me. Yes, I love him but not in the way that you mean.”
“I do not understand,” he said.
“David is like… he is like a brother to me. Does that make sense?”
Legolas nodded, breathing a sigh of relief. “Tell me about him.”
Elenath smiled and said, “He is probably really mad at me right now, running off like I did.” Then suddenly her smile faded. “David would have loved it here. I would not be in the least surprised if you told me he were an Elf. It was always as if he had come from some other place, or some other time.”
“What do you mean?”
“Well,” she tried to explain, “For example, he pledged his sword and his life to protect me a few months ago. Just out of the blue, he got all serious and knelt in front of me right in the middle of a crowded park and said, `I will follow you anywhere to protect you.'”
Legolas thought that he might like to meet and thank the person who had sworn to protect his wife, the Princess of Mirkwood. “What is so strange about that?”
“It just isn't done in that other world. For one thing, most people do not carry swords. For another… nobody cares about anyone else like that! It is a very selfish world.” She paused. “When I asked him later what he meant by his promise, he said, `I meant just what I said.' When I asked him why, he could only shrug and tell me he knew… somehow he knew that I was different and special and very important. He said he would not be surprised to find out,” she laughed at the irony of it, “that I was a fairy princess of some sort.”
“Elven Princess,” corrected Legolas, “He could probably sense your nobility just by looking at you.” He smiled. “I would have liked to meet your friends. To thank David and hear the songs that you sang with Kara.”
At that moment, a merry band of Elves approached, singing and dancing along the path. They stopped before the Royal couple and bowed. “Prince Legolas and Princess Elenath, Tula vasa ar yulna en emereth! Come, eat and drink of the feast. There will be much merriment this night to welcome home the one who was lost and is now found!”
The Prince smiled. “And who has arranged for this great feast?”
“Have you not heard, O Prince? Your father King Thranduil returned from Rivendell today! He was overjoyed to hear the news of Princess Elenath's return.”
Elenath knew what this meant. Her father had also returned and she was in for yet another meeting with someone who loved her and whom she did not remember. She wasn't sure how much more she could take and grew very quiet as they walked toward the woodland palace.
Legolas watched her as they walked, saw the worry crease her brow and his heart went out to her. He put a hand gently on her shoulder. “Elenath, Mani naa taa? What is it that worries you, Beautiful One?”
She sighed, half from the warmth of his compliment and half out of dread. “I go to meet a father I cannot remember. I wish I could just remember everything and be done with it!”
“Do not wish for such things,” he said gently. “It would be too much for you all at once. You must have patience.”
“Patience has never been one of my strengths, Legolas.”
“Patience comes easily when you remember that we have an eternity to work out the puzzles of life,” he said. “For twenty-five years you have believed that you are a mortal human. That belief weighs heavily on you. Hear me Elenath! You are not a mortal!”
The firm tone of his voice startled her a little bit but it seemed to do the trick. The truth of his words began to sink in. What was the rush? Why hurry? She had forever to remember; forever to live; forever to love, forever to recall her father and mother. Realizing this, she stopped on the path and laughed.
The entire party stopped and looked back, but the prince waved them on. “Tell my father that we respectfully send our love and will join him…” he glanced at his wife who looked about as if she had been given new eyes. “We will join him when the time is right,” he said at last.
The sound of the party faded down the path as Elenath turned to Legolas and smiled. “I am sorry. You must think that I am a very strange Elf indeed. Laughing at nothing and-” she spun around a couple of times- “dancing when there is no music.”
He found himself laughing with her. “I love seeing you like this,” he said, “so young and full of wonder at everything in the world. Did you not realize that you would live forever?”
“Not really, until just now,” she replied. “And I feel so much better about everything, Legolas. Thank you. Let's go and meet our fathers.”
As they walked, she began to sing about magical gates, enchanted forests and beautiful Elven princes named Legolas. The Prince walked alongside her, his heart filling anew with awe and wonder at the world around him and especially at the Lady beside him.
6.
Elenath and Legolas entered the Great Hall of King Thranduil hand-in-hand and smiling, and all around Elenath heard the lilting tongue of the Elves. She wished that she could understand what they were saying because it seemed that all eyes were on her. She was feeling much more confident than she had that morning and met their admiring gazes with gracious smiles and even reached out to a few that she recognized from her long walk with Legolas.
She was especially happy to see Thorondil and wrapped him in an exuberant hug. “Why did you not tell me you are my Uncle?”
He was delighted and kissed her cheek. “I did not wish to overwhelm you, Elenath. And I could scarcely believe you had finally returned.”
Continuing on her path to the king, she looked back at him. “I can scarcely believe it either, Uncle. I look forward to our first lesson.”
They had almost reached the throne of King Thranduil when Elenath met the eyes of a raven-haired Elf who stood smiling. As soon as their eyes met, a memory flashed through her mind; followed quickly by another and another until her mind reeled with them and she held tight to Legolas's hand to keep from losing her balance. He slipped an arm around her waist to help steady her as happy tears came to her eyes.
“What do you remember?” he asked softly in her ear.
She did not answer him but suddenly broke loose from his embrace, launching herself at the raven-haired Elf who now stood with arms open wide. “Ada! (Dad!)” she cried as she lost herself in his embrace. “I remember you, and our moonlit walks through the wood and songs sung late at night and…” her voice trailed off. “It is good to see you again!”
“Iellamin (My Daughter),” he chuckled delightedly, “Welcome home. Welcome home!”
Legolas watched, laughing with the rest of the Elves as the happy father and daughter embraced. It was only a matter of time now, he knew, until she would remember him as well. Llilwen appeared at his side smiling. “She wins all of our hearts anew. It is as if she never left us.”
“She has certainly won mine, Lady Llilwen,” agreed the Prince as her father escorted Elenath back to him.
“I am sorry, Legolas,” she said almost breathlessly as he took her hand again.
“Do not be. You and your father have always been inseparable. It almost killed him to leave you on the other side of the Gate.”
Finally, they greeted the King, who turned his attention first to his son.
“Legolas,” said King Thranduil, “You are looking very well, my son. Better, in fact than I have seen you in years.” He smiled. “Perhaps it has something to do with the return of your lovely Princess?”
“Yes, Father. I feel as if life has been handed to me anew.”
The King turned his attention to Elenath who offered a low curtsy. “Your Highness,” she greeted him and he pulled her near and kissed her cheek.
“You have brought the joy back into my son's eyes,” he whispered.
The merriment went on for two days with such feasting, dancing, music, and tale-telling as she had never known or even dared dream of. The foods were unfamiliar but wonderful to taste; the wine potent and sweet. She had to be careful not to drink too much too fast. The elaborate dances intimidated her at first, but Legolas coaxed her gently until she joined him. At first she only muddled through, but soon enough her feet seemed to remember the steps and she spun faster and faster with the others until she fell dizzily into Legolas' arms. There she stayed while she listened to the heavenly Elven music, enjoying his closeness and sighing at his voice when he joined in the singing. She began to nod off during the tales, the rhythmic Elven tongue lulling her until she felt herself being lifted and she shook herself awake.
“Let me walk,” she protested. “I still feel terrible that Thorondil carried me all that way.”
“Manka lle merna. As you wish,” Legolas said softly squeezing her before setting her down. “May I escort you to your room?”
She smiled up at him. “Someone needs to or I'll get lost for sure.”
He kissed her forehead gently when they reached the doorway. “Seek me out when you wake, beloved. I will be counting the moments until I see you again.”
She could only nod and gaze at him starry-eyed. She had never fallen so hard so fast for anyone. Her eyes did not leave his until he finally turned to go.
“Legolas?”
He turned silently to face her.
Elenath sighed and thought hard for a moment. “Diolla lle. Thank you.”
“Why do you thank me, Melamin?”
“Because you waited for me,” she replied.
He took both of her hands and kissed them. “I would have waited forever.”
***
The next morning when she began to wake up she felt something soft and silky on her face and hands, under her fingertips and upon her bare shoulders. Opening her eyes, she gasped, then giggled. The whole chamber, including her bed and herself, had been covered in rose petals.
Her mother's laugh joined her own only a moment later as she entered the room. “Good morning, Elenath,” she smiled, “It appears that you have an admirer. Oh! But it smells heavenly in here!”
“Who did this?” she whispered, sitting up and looking around. The petals hung in her hair and stuck to her skin here and there.
“I should hope it was Prince Legolas,” laughed Llilwen. “No one else would dare. Courtship is a sacred ritual among our people. Come, your part is now to wake him with a song.”
They got ready quickly, crushing some of the petals between their fingers and rubbing the fragrance in Elenath's hair and on her skin. Six perfect thornless roses had been left intact on the small bedside table and her mother wove them into a crown for her, setting them gently atop her head and choosing a silvery white gown. The effect was quite dramatic and Elenath had never felt so beautiful in her life.
Legolas's room was not far from her own, just down the hall and around a corner or two. She peeked shyly inside, wondering what she would sing and gasped, jumping back out of the doorway. “He is already awake!” she whispered to her mother.
Llilwen peeked around the corner and whispered, “No, he still rests, though his eyes are open. Most of our kind do not close their eyes to sleep. You will get used to this.” She began to walk away. “I will see you at breakfast!”
Elenath took a deep breath. What to sing? Her mind shuffled through a thousand love songs, but none were quite right. So she made one up, singing softly from the doorway, the Prince's open eyes unnerving her a little.
“Who am I to have won your heart
O beautiful Golden Prince?
I am but a wonderer traveling through,
My home such a long way hence.
“But in your arms I might well rest
Forever and a day
If you can convince my wondering heart
That you wish for me to stay.
“O kiss me with the kisses of your mouth
For your love is more pleasing than wine
Shower me with your kisses, my love
Your kiss is more pleasing than wine!”
The Prince blinked once, then twice and turned his head to look at her, smiling.
She continued, gazing steadily into his eyes.
“I'm lost and alone in this faraway land
And I fear that there is much to learn
But if you would allow me to stay here, my Lord
For home I will nevermore yearn.
“Oh kiss me with the kisses of your mouth
For your love is more pleasing than wine
Shower me with your kisses my love
Your kiss more pleasing than wine!”
With that, not knowing what else to do, she turned and walked slowly toward the great hall, blushing wildly. Where had that song come from? She had never even felt his kisses, at least not in her memory.
She reached the great hall which was already full of breakfasting Elves and sat down next to her mother. The two exchanged knowing glances and shared a long laugh at the secret ritual that had just taken place.
“Did you wake him?” asked Llilwen quietly after ten minutes of small-talk.
Elenath did not have to answer her as Legolas appeared suddenly at her side and swept her up into his arms. “My love,” he whispered warmly in her ear, “Have you remembered my kisses or were you just imagining them?”
She gazed happily into his eyes, surprised that she was not trying to push him away as she would with any other man who snuck up behind her like that. “I… I don't know,” she said breathlessly.
“Tualle,” he replied, “I will help you to remember.” With that he brushed her lips softly with his, expecting then to release her. But she looked at him with such trust in her eyes that he kissed her again with a slow and gentle passion that warmed her to her toes and brought back the shadow of a memory to her.
Moonlight. A bridge near a waterfall. Sweet whispers and gentle caresses. And those eyes gazing at her with such love. Legolas' eyes.
“Ahem…” The sound barely reached her ears as she clung to Legolas, lost in her memory.
It took her a moment to realize that Thorondil was trying to get their attention. She stepped away from Legolas reluctantly and turned her attention to her uncle who stood chuckling at them.
“If his highness has a moment,” he began with a friendly smirk, “We have captured two intruders and are at a loss as to what to do. They ask for one called Summer Templeton.”
Elenath went pale. “That was my name when I lived on the other side of the Gate.”
At this Thorondil became very serious. “They have been very demanding, violent really, in asking for you, Princess. Did you have many enemies on the other side?”
“No, Uncle. None that would harm me.” She wondered who it could be, hoped against hope to see Kara and David. “Perhaps you can bring them in?”
He nodded and left the room as Legolas wrapped her in a possessive embrace from behind. “Be careful, Melamin. We do not know who they are.”
She only nodded in reply and let out a relieved breath when she saw David being escorted under heavy guard and Kara apparently asleep in the arms of one of the Elves. David looked about himself as if in complete awe of everything, unbelieving, and not a little afraid.
“We take you to the Prince,” David was told, and his eyes seemed to search the great hall, landing on the empty thrones and then the long tables set with a great banquet.
Finally, David's eyes met Elenath's, traveled to the Prince's, and filled with rage. She knew right away that he wasn't himself. He wasn't thinking straight. He thought she was in some kind of danger.
“Jesus…” was all she had time to pray before he moved like lightening and acquired one of the guard's swords. Why had she allowed herself to be left unarmed? He was coming fast and she reached back instinctively to the last place she saw a blade - at Legolas' waist - and drew it with a long hissing metallic sound. Not a moment too soon she swung it around to block the powerful blow that David had aimed at the Prince's head. Sparks flew as the two Elven blades met. A dozen archers surrounded them in an instant, arrows nocked and fixed on David. Seeing this, she shouted, “Drop your weapons!” and her eyes locked with those of her old friend.
His eyes were full of surprise and questions; full of confusion and then, suddenly, understanding. He stepped back and sent his blade clattering to the floor, lifting his hands in the air. She had never seen him speechless before and it was a little unnerving to see him that way now.
7.
Elenath wasn't sure what to do. David stood before her, brown hair tousled, anger and concern in his blue eyes, every inch of his muscular frame tensed, though he stood in a posture that said “I surrender.” She wanted to hug him and yell at him for attacking Legolas all at once. Instead she turned to her husband and returned the intricately carved blade with many apologies. “Are you all right?”
“Yes, thanks to you… again,” he said, returning the weapon to its scabbard.
She turned her attention back to David then who seemed to be recovering slowly from his speechlessness. “Summer?” he said and she could stand it no more. She ran to him and let herself be hugged and kissed by the young man who was, for the first time since she met him, having trouble keeping his emotions in check. She was not surprised to find that happy tears were falling from her own eyes as well.
“David!” she gasped, “I thought I'd never see you again!”
Finally regaining his composure, he looked at her, a serious expression on his face. “What in the HELL were you thinking, coming out here all by yourself?”
“Well I-“
“You could have been killed! Kidnapped! Raped or worse! You know better than to pull a stunt like this, Summer Templeton. I know you know better because I taught you myself!” He grabbed her by the shoulders and shook her a couple of times. “Didn't I tell you I would follow you anywhere? Didn't I? Why didn't you call me?”
The Prince began to step forward but Elenath held up her hand to stop him. “You are right, David,” she said, “I was stupid to come out here by myself and I'm sorry. I don't know why I didn't call you.”
His tone softened a bit. “We were worried sick, Summer. We thought… Everyone thinks you're dead. And now look at you! You're wearing a dress! I was so shocked when I saw you I thought I must be dreaming. And I thought you were in some kind of trouble….”
She shook her head. “Honestly, David. Do I look as if I am being kept prisoner here? You just tried to kill…” she almost said, “my husband,” but thought better of it… “the Prince of Mirkwood.”
“And for that I most profusely apologize.” He nodded to the Prince who looked on curiously along with the other Elves in the Hall.
She looked at him, speechless for a long moment before she finally blurted, “How on earth did you find me?”
“Pastor Mike told us how to find you. Of course thought you'd both gone crazy at first with those notes you left, but… we had to try.”
“And what's up with Kara?” Elenath walked over to her slumbering friend and gasped at what she saw. The left side of Kara's face was black and blue, her arms bruised and battered. She had to look closely to be sure her friend was still breathing. She turned on the Elves who brought them in, fire in her eyes. “Who DID this to her?”
David's calming hand was on her shoulder immediately. “It was not your new friends,” he said softly. “She will tell you what happened when she wakes. And then we can take you home.”
Prince Legolas paled at this comment and he stepped forward to protest, but Elenath stopped him with a glance.
“David,” she said gently, “This is my home.”
“What do you mean? Your students at the dojo miss you. Your Sunday School class is beside themselves with grief. The hospital is short one very good nurse. And you see what's happened to Kara.”
“What do I have to do with Kara's condition?” she asked, her eyes wide.
He shook his head, unwilling to speak.
“David, look around, okay? Look at me and look around and tell me that I have not come home. This is where I belong!”
“Then you will not return with us?”
“Then you will not stay?” she shot back.
David scowled. “Summer, I told you once not long ago that I would follow you anywhere to see to your safety, and I meant it. My sword and my life are yours to command. If you stay, then so will I.”
They regarded each other in contemplative silence for a long moment.
“We have much to discuss,” she told him finally. “Let me take care of Kara and then… may I offer you some tea, David?”
He stood up and nodded. “Tea sounds like a good idea.”
8.
She did not stir as she was made comfortable in an Elven bed, even as her silky raven-black hair was brushed and her wounds tended by palace servants who stared and stared at her copper skin.
“Call me if she wakes,” Elenath said to them before she left in search David. She found him where she had left him in the great hall still looking around in utter awe. Prince Legolas intercepted her before she reached him.
“I enjoyed your song,” he said, “Your voice is like that of an angel.”
She smiled. “I enjoyed your kiss and would sing a thousand songs to win another. I remembered something about a waterfall and a bridge…”
“We will talk of it later,” he said, lightly touching her cheek. “Right now we have your guests to tend. Are they in need of anything?”
“I only need a private place to speak with David.”
“I will not leave you alone with him,” he said, “until I know for sure that he has control of himself.”
“He's not going to hurt me, Legolas.”
“I will not take any chances,” said the Prince.
She yielded with a nod. “I need a kettle of hot water and tea leaves. And cups. Three of them if you will be in attendance.”
“Consider it done,” said the Prince, already giving orders to servants.
Moments later Elenath found herself seated at a small ornate table in an especially beautiful palace chamber. David sat across from her while the Prince looked on from the side.
Legolas watched curiously as his wife made quite a ceremony of pouring the hot water, adding tealeaves, mixing, and turning the cup a certain way before handing it to him with a bow. She did the same for David who took it with a bow, and then for herself. They sat in silence drinking the bitter liquid for half an hour. Legolas could not help but notice that each movement and motion seemed to be meditated upon by the other two and he couldn't help but be lulled into the intricate simplicity of the ritual.
David and Elenath were both visibly more relaxed when she finally put her cup down on the table and said, “Welcome to Mirkwood, David.”
He took a deep breath and smiled. “Mirkwood…”
“You are now among the Elves,” she said, “If you hadn't figured that out.”
“Of which you are one,” he commented. “You said as much in your letter.”
“I have much to tell you.”
David nodded. “I can't argue with that. But first, Lady, I… have a proposition to make.”
She raised her eyebrows in question.
“Look,” he said, “I know this isn't very romantic and we aren't even alone. But… You know that saying, `You don't know what you've got till it's gone?' I've done a lot of thinking since you left. A lot of thinking about us.”
“There is no us, David. You made that clear years ago. You are not the type who wants to settle down with a wife. End of story. Don't go there.”
“I have to,” he said, “It's true I've always told you that I'm not the kind of guy to want to settle down with anyone. But you're different, Summer. Something about you just…. You need to be protected. And I would be honored if you would agree to let me protect you, as your husband.” He slid down onto the floor on one knee. “Summer Templeton, will you marry me?”
Legolas' teacup went crashing to the floor and Elenath sat straight up in her chair. “David, please!”
“I am completely serious,” he said.
“You can't be! You can't! I've had a crush on you since I was ten and now suddenly you want to marry me? David, as flattered as I am, I can't marry you!”
“Why not?”
“Because,” she said, “I am already married.”
9.
“WHAT?” Demanded David. Much to Elenath's amusement, there was a great deal of relief evident in the Sensei's face, along with the surprise.
She laughed. “Even you can't hide how relieved you are, David. Sometimes I think that you take your self-imposed duty a little bit too seriously. You don't want to get married any more than I want to eat a big `ol bowl of lima beans.”
He looked sheepishly up at her and shrugged. “Well, if I had to get married, I would want you to be my wife.”
She motioned to his chair, “I'll take that as a compliment from you. Have a seat, and I'll tell you everything.”
“First of all I want to know if you're happy and who you've married,” he said, settling back in his chair and shaking his head. “You've only been here for a couple of days. What was it, an arranged marriage?”
Elenath looked over at the Prince and smiled. “Yes, I am very, very happy. David, please meet my husband, Prince Legolas, heir to the throne of Mirkwood.” She smiled and motioned to the Elf who had only just recovered from the shock of watching someone propose to his wife.
David was mortified. His head dropped into his hands. “I tried to kill your husband. Then I proposed to you right in front of him. Summer, I am so sorry. Prince Legolas…“ He could do nothing but shake his head. “Please accept my apology.”
Legolas would have forgiven almost anything at that moment, having heard Elenath's declaration of happiness. He shook his head. “You thought that Elenath was in danger, and you wanted to protect her. I would have done the same.”
“What is that you just called her?” asked David.
“Elenath. Among the Elves, her name is Elenath. It means…” he thought for a moment. “The closest translation would be `night sky' or `the stars.'”
David looked over at Elenath for a long moment. He had never seen her look so beautiful, the roses matching the slight blush in her cheeks; her skin seeming to shimmer in the sunlight that streamed into the chamber. “Elenath…” he chuckled. “I wish that jerk who stood you up for the prom could see you now.”
She just laughed. “Me too, I must admit.” And she spent the next two hours explaining everything she had learned since her arrival in Mirkwood.
“I always knew you were a fairy princess,” David said when she had finished.
“Elven princess,” she corrected him with a grin.
At that moment a maidservant appeared in the doorway of the chamber and spoke softly, “The one called Kara is awake.”
Elenath leapt to her feet. “Excuse me,” she bowed to David and reached out her hands to the Prince. “I will return to the feast as soon as I am able.”
They watched her leave the room, her step hurried and full of concern for her friend.
David turned to Legolas. “You are one very lucky Elf,” he said, merriment in his eyes, “I hope that you're worthy of her.”
“I hope so too.” Legolas was dead serious. “Thank you for looking after her on the other side of the Gate.”
“It was my honor,” replied David, “and my pleasure. In fact, I plan to continue looking after her, and if you ever do anything to hurt her - Your Highness - so help me, I'll kill you.” With that he bowed and walked away, smiling as the Prince's laughter echoed down the corridor. They understood each other very well, it seemed.
***
Kara was out of bed dressed in an Elven gown when Elenath arrived at her chamber. The swelling in her face had gone down considerably and the bruises were barely visible. In her three years of nursing at the local hospital, Elenath had never seen anything like it.
“Elvish medicine must be powerful stuff,” she said softly and her friend spun around and launched herself at her, hugging her so tightly she could not breathe.
“Summer? Look at you!” she exclaimed. “You're wearing a dress!”
Elenath laughed. “That's the same thing David said when he saw me. I didn't realize how shocking that would be to you guys.”
“You look absolutely radiant,” she added, sitting down on the bed.
“You don't look half bad yourself,” replied Elenath.
Kara looked into a mirror and shook her head. “So what is this place? Are we in Heaven?”
“I wondered the same thing when I woke up here. No, we're not in Heaven.”
“Elves, Summer? You went off to search for Elves…”
“I know it must have sounded crazy to you-“
“You went off searching for Elves and you left me behind?!”
Elenath smiled at her friend. “I did, and it's one of the stupidest things I've ever done. I can't tell you how happy I am to see you.”
“Well, have you found them?”
“Yes. This is their king's palace.” Elenath took a deep breath. “Oh, Kara, what happened to you? Who gave you those bruises?”
She shook her head bitterly. “My husband did.”
“Kyle?!”
“Yes, Kyle. The jerk. I can't believe it. He was so nice before we got married… Then on the honeymoon cruise he started getting weird. Our first night back home I was so tired and I didn't want to… and he did… and he beat the crap out of me.” She bravely choked back a sob. “But I held my own. I'm still alive anyway.”
Elenath's heart went out to her friend. Kyle had seemed like a perfect gentleman. Every girl's idea of a knight in shining armor. “Oh, Kara…” She held her friend in a comforting hug.
“I ran out of the house and got in the car - Thank God we only have one - and came right over to your Grandma's house. I was pretty sure you'd be there and not at your apartment since she's been so sick.” Kara's tears were really flowing now. “I… I'm sorry to hear that she died,” she said and broke down sobbing.
“Shhh…. Kara, it's okay. You're safe now…”
“I found your note there and just passed out right on the kitchen floor. That's where David found me the next morning.”
A stab of guilt seared through Elenath's heart and she also began to cry. “Oh Kara, I'm so sorry. After all of the times you've been there for me and the one time you need me I've run off looking for Elves!”
With that, the girls looked at each other and laughed through their tears. “Elves!”
“I thought you'd lost your mind for sure,” Kara hiccupped.
“I think I did there for a while. How else could I have left the way that I did?” sniffled Elenath. “But then I found myself here… and… it's so wonderful. Please tell me you'll stay here forever with me. Kyle can't find you here and David has already agreed to stay.”
“Are you kidding?” she asked, “You think I'd leave the Garden of Eden to go back to that pit we came from? Of course I'll stay.”
“You seem to think that Middle Earth is a perfect paradise,” came a quiet voice from the doorway.
“Uncle Thorondil!”
He smiled a little sadly, holding a sheathed sword in his hand. “The realm of Northern Mirkwood is indeed a wonderful and beautiful place, and you are safe here. However, beyond the borders, there are many dangers and much evil. We never leave Thranduil's kingdom unarmed. Indeed it is wise to carry a weapon any time you leave the palace.”
“Legolas told me about the orcs,” said Elenath, trying to hide her tears, wiping them away.
“He was wise to do so. There are orcs and there are other creatures who will kill anything they can get their hands on. Here.” He handed her the weapon in his hand. “You proved this morning that you have at least a basic knowledge of sword technique, even without remembering all of the years that you trained with me. Keep it at your side at all times.”
She pulled the blade from its sheath and was in awe of its beauty. It shone brighter than silver or gold and had swirling patterns engraved on the hilt. “It's beautiful, and light as a feather. Is it strong?”
“Much stronger than the weapon you arrived with, and much sharper. It will do until the sword that really belongs to you can be retrieved from Rivendell.”
She looked at him, questioning. “Rivendell?”
“The place of your birth. Prince Legolas sent our fastest riders out this morning. They should be back in four weeks' time if they are not attacked or held up. And if your Grandfather Lord Elrond does not insist they stay for a time. He is renowned for his hospitality. One day soon, we shall take you to visit him.”
With that he stood up and left the room, leaving Kara gaping at the doorway. “That's your Uncle?”
Elenath nodded.
“He doesn't look any older than me!” she said.
“He's about five thousand years old,” smiled Elenath and began to explain everything she had just told to David.
She had just finished telling Kara about Legolas with many blushes and giggles when the Prince arrived at the door with an apologetic look on his face.
“I am sorry to intrude,” he said, “But if you do not object my father requests your presence in the great hall. Many are asking after their Princess. And… David and I have a gift for you, Kara.”
Elenath stood up. “Yes, of course. We'll be right there. I'm sorry I was gone so long.”
He smiled and took her hand. Brushing his lips across the back of it he sighed, “Lle naa vanima, merilamin,” before taking his leave.
To her surprise, she understood him and a deep blush crept into her cheeks.
“What did he say?” whispered Kara when he had gone.
Elenath just sighed.
“You'd better tell me or else I'll … I'll do something horrible to you in the middle of the night!”
She laughed. “Okay, okay. He said, `You are beautiful, My Rose.'”
Kara sighed. “So… um… does this Prince of yours have a brother?”
Elenath shook her head. “Come on. Let's go… You won't believe the party that's waiting for us.”
10.
Elenath felt that life could not be any more perfect. She swept into the Great Hall with her best friend at her side, laughing at Kara's description of David's reaction to being taken captive by Elves.
“Really, it was hilarious,” she said. “He was like, `What is this? Don't point that thing at me pretty boy! Where is Summer? I demand to see Summer!”
Their bubbling laughter echoed though the Hall as Legolas and David met them at the entrance and escorted them to their seats at the great banqueting table.
Kara's eyes grew large. “Wow! This really is like heaven. You know… like that Bible Verse about the banquet hall…”
Elenath nodded, a shy smile tugging at the corners of her mouth. “Song of Songs Chapter 2 Verse 3…
`Like an apple tree among the trees of the forest
is my lover among the young men.'”
She looked up into Legolas' eyes. “'I delight to sit in his shade,
and his fruit is sweet to my taste.
He has taken me to the banquet hall,
and his banner over me is love.
Strengthen me with raisins,
refresh me with apples,
for I am faint with love.'”
“You will have to sing this Song of Songs for me,” Legolas whispered in Elenath's ear, so quietly that only she could hear him.
“I will… sometime,” she answered equally softly. The memory of the waterfall became clearer at his whisper.
He smiled as Kara swatted her. “I only meant the part about the banquet hall! You love-sick thing you!”
Elenath was not in the least bit surprised when Legolas handed her both apples and raisins during the feast.
After they had eaten, the merriment began anew as a small group of Elven craftsmen presented Kara with the most beautifully ornate guitar she had ever seen.
Elenath was so excited that she jumped up and down and clapped. “It will be just like old times!”
Kara could only thank the Elves again and again and was otherwise speechless. She set about tuning it at once.
“David showed us how to make it,” they said. “A most interesting instrument. Will you play for us?”
She nodded. “If you like, I'll play a song from where I was born.” Grinning, she added, “Elenath will dance.”
“I'll what?” she asked. “No way!”
Kara played a bar or two of lively Mexican music, stopping to fine-tune the strings. The guitar had a bit of an other-worldly resonance to it but the intonation and quality of sound were perfect. “Yes you will. Ever since I taught you Flamenco, you have said you wanted to dance it for your husband one day. Well, today is the day!”
She looked down at herself. “I can't Flamenco in this!”
“Sure you can.” She set the guitar aside and got up to assess the situation. “The skirt is plenty full enough. Look.” She took the silver-flecked overskirt and held it out to demonstrate. “All you need is…” She gently removed the roses and took the hair tie out of her own hair, using it to put Elenath's hair in a loose bun, revealing the smooth curves of her neck and shoulders. The Elves looked on, intrigued. “And maybe…” Kara stepped back for a moment and looked. “Just a little…” Reaching forward with a sly grin, she slid the loose straps of Elenath's dress just barely off her shoulders.
“Kara!” Elenath was bright red.
“Well,” Kara defended herself, “You can't Flamenco with your shoulders all covered up like that. Ruins the whole mood. Okay, ready!” She clapped her hands as if she were a dance instructor lining her pupils up for recital.
Elenath reluctantly assumed the starting position for the dance she had done so many times in the privacy of her own apartment over the past few years. She took a deep breath.
The music started and she stepped forward toward the Prince, immediately losing herself in the rhythm. The music seemed to move her. The sweep of her skirt, punctuated clapping of her hands, and flirtatious glances into Legolas' eyes as she danced around him combined to awe both the Elves and Kara who had never seen her friend dance like this.
As Legolas stood watching her, he had to fight for control of himself. This was a dangerous dance - a dance full of passion. No wonder she had saved it for her husband and no one else. Elenath had not even touched him. Not even once. Yet his skin felt as if it were on fire and he longed to take her in his arms. He was at once relieved and disappointed when the music ended and she stopped in a symphony of cheers and shouts for more from the Elves.
Legolas put that to a stop, however, saying a bit shakily, “I think… that is enough of that… for now.”
The hall filled with laughter and he drew her close and kissed her gently. “Diola Lle (thank you) Elenath. Lle sana thulamin odamin (You take my breath away).”
“Ta nae amin seasa (It was my pleasure),” she replied.
“You are remembering our language,” he said. “Soon you will remember me.”
“There is no need for remembering, Legolas. You have already captured my heart.”
11.
Scarcely a week had passed since the celebration of Elenath's return to Mirkwood. A week spent in learning about the new world around her, taking moonlit walks with her mother and father, and starlit walks with Prince Legolas. She began to learn the Elven arts of war and to teach Thorondil a few things about Jui Juitsu. And she watched the Prince; indeed she could not take her eyes off of him. It did not matter if he was in council with his father and his advisors, singing merry songs with his friends, helping with everyday Palace tasks, taking his own lessons with Thorondil, or simply resting beneath a tree. He was exquisite… beautiful in spirit and in body. Often she would wake in the middle of the night to hear him singing to her, though he always remained out of sight. He sang of the love they had shared, the places they had been, the sweet passionate secrets they had learned in one another's arms. Though her mind remembered none of it, she knew that her spirit must. For whenever he came near, her heart warmed. When he was away, she longed for him and especially for his sweet kisses, which he gave in plenty whenever they found a moment by themselves.
“My Beloved,” he called her, “My love, my beautiful princess, my life…” The passion in his eyes was unmistakable, yet each night he left her at the door to her room with a gentle kiss and the same request, “Seek me out when you wake, my love. I shall count the moments until I see you again.”
A mere week it had been since she first saw him, yet she could not imagine her life without him. Her prince, her beloved, her life. She laughed as she walked through the wood that morning thinking of the looks on the King's advisors' faces yesterday when Legolas left them mid-sentence to present her with a particularly lovely wildflower. He had whispered something outrageous in her ear before taking his leave and she had blushed. What had he called her? Oh, yes. “Lothamin; My Flower.” He had whispered, “I could not have created one more perfect than you, Lothamin,” as he let his eyes roam over her body. She blushed again just thinking about it.
Her life in Mirkwood was like a wonderful dream. Only one thing ever troubled her and that was her confusion regarding her faith. It was this confusion that had woken her this morning and driven her out of the safe haven of Thranduil's kingdom. She was beginning to come to terms with the fact that she was not human, not a descendent of Adam and Eve. Who then was she? What was her place in God's Kingdom? Did Jesus die for the Elves too, or were Elves beyond the need for such a sacrifice? The only thing she knew for sure in her heart was that God created everything and that He still reigned over all. She clung to that knowledge and often quoted the Psalmist who said, “Let everything that has breath praise the Lord.”
“While I yet have breath,” she sang, “I will praise the Lord…”
Her song was disrupted by the sound of hoof beats in the wood that grew rapidly nearer. She looked around and realized how far from home she was, but before she had time to even think about hiding, three Elven riders galloped by, followed by a fourth rider - a Man - who somehow managed to reach down and take hold of her as he raced past, hauling her up and slinging her over his saddle. Dirt kicked up by the horse's hoofs smacked her in the face as the trees streaked by.
“Let go of me!” she shrieked. “Who do you think you are?”
The rider said nothing but held onto her tightly so she would not fall. She struggled in his grip.
“Be still!” he commanded in a gruff voice.
For five minutes, she bounced around on the saddle, her ribs screaming their protest. Finally, he reigned his horse sharply in the Palace courtyard, dismounted, and set Elenath gently on her feet.
She spun around in a rage, catching him across the face with a backhand that sent him reeling for a moment. Staggering back, he reached for her. “Stop! I-“
“Don't you touch me!” she shouted as a large group of Elves came running.
“But I-“ he tried to reach for her again and she kicked him sharply in the shin.
“I'm warning you!”
Finally, he got the hint and stood back, staring at her.
She regarded him with a mixture of contempt and curiosity. His shoulder-length brown hair was a mess, one of his eyes already beginning to blacken from her strike. Unshaven and a little ragged, he appeared to be somewhere between the ages of twenty-five and thirty-five. It was hard to tell. He stood there with his hands up, staring at her.
“Stand down, Elenath,” chuckled Legolas as he came up behind her. “Estel will not harm you.”
“Elenath?” spoke the Man. “This is Elenath?” He stepped forward again but stopped dead at one glance from her.
“Don't even think about it,” she said.
Estel chuckled. “If what Lord Elrond has told me is true, then she hasn't changed a bit, Prince Legolas.”
The two shared a short embrace.
“What happened?” asked the Prince.
“We were being pursued by a band of orcs,” he said, “And were almost to the safety of your realm when I saw this vision of beauty standing in the wood.” He turned his attention to Elenath. “You should not wonder outside the borders of Northern Mirkwood alone or unarmed, My Lady. I couldn't just leave you there-“
“So you yanked me off the spot where I stood with no explanation or apology,” she said. “Look, Estel, or whatever your name is, I don't know who you are or where you come from-“
He bowed. “Forgive me, Princess. My name is Aragorn; known to the Elves as Estel. I rode out three weeks ago from Rivendell under the authority of Lord Elrond.”
“On what business?” she demanded.
“To bring you this.” He held out a sword sheathed in a scabbard so ornate that she knew it must be worth more than her grandmother's whole house. Bedecked with stunning metalwork and precious stones, it glinted in the sun and seemed to whisper her name. It was almost like seeing a long lost friend. She reached out her hands to take it, but Legolas stopped her.
“Now is not the time, My Love. Trust me.” He took the blade and put it carefully aside. “Estel, how did Elrond hear of the Princess' return?”
“Gandalf felt that she would soon come home. They sent me out from Rivendell at once, Prince Legolas. Princess Elenath is in grave danger and she must have her weapon at her side.”
Legolas pulled her possessively nearer to himself, brushing his fingers lightly through her hair. “What do you mean?”
Estel sighed. “The orcs have learned of her return and have chosen a new leader. A great band of them pursued us to the edge of your kingdom. They cried her name in rage when they saw us, Legolas. They have only one thing on their mind, and that is revenge.”
12.
Elenath stood, stricken silent by Estel's talk.
“The orcs are bent on finding and destroying the Princess,” he said.
“I should have never returned,” she whispered. “I have endangered you all.”
“No,” said Legolas firmly, “This is your home and no evil thing will drive you out of it, Elenath. We must finish them this time. We must fight.”
At that moment a loud shout came from the watchtowers of Mirkwood. “To arms! To arms! An army approaches!”
Elenath's body seemed to go numb with shock as Elves rushed around her, arming themselves for battle. Legolas left her side at once in search of his father, then returned moments later wearing armor and leading a horse. “Do not let yourself be seen, My Love,” he said, embracing her. “I must fly.”
“But I - I'm coming with you!”
“No! You will be more hindrance than help on this mission. They seek only to destroy you.” He kissed her forehead. “And we seek to keep you safe. Now hide!”
“Who will watch your back?” she shouted as he mounted his horse.
David rode up swiftly. “I will. Now go! Hide!”
They galloped away and as suddenly as the confusion and noise had started, it stopped.
***
The wait was the most torturous thing that Elenath had ever experienced. She huddled next to Kara with a small group of female Elves who had stayed behind and they could hear the sounds of vicious battle not far off. She slept fitfully, waking at the faintest noises and crying out to God for the safety of her friends.
Finally at the dawning of the new day, the Elven army returned, bruised and beaten, but victorious. Many were wounded, only a few seriously. Two were on the very brink of death.
When she saw her father being stretched out on the floor she began to weep. For though the Elves did their best to work their magic, he had lost too much blood. She could tell by the pallor of his skin. She took his hands and kissed them. “Ada (Dad), ada, I love you. Please don't leave me.” He was quickly slipping away and she cried, “Don't we have a way to do a blood transfusion?” The Elves looked blankly at her and she knew there was nothing to be done.
An eerie silence fell when the King was brought in, arrows piercing his flesh in more than one place. Her training as a nurse told her at first glance that he might be saved if he did not go into shock. The blood loss was much less than in her father. “Ada,” she whispered, “I love you. I must help the King.”
“Go,” he said simply as Llilwen knealt by his side.
The Elves tended Thranduil gently and in complete silence as Legolas leaned near to him, concern etched in his face. He himself had a nasty gash on his forehead but seemed to take no notice of it as he listened to his father's final words, which were inaudible to everyone else. Now and then a cough wracked the King's body and he grew weaker and weaker even as Elenath bound what wounds she could. He was fading fast.
Finally, Legolas looked up with an expression on his face that nearly broke Elenath's heart. “King Thranduil has breathed his last.” With that, he fell to his knees and wept bitterly.
Rage and denial and hope welled up in Elenath's heart all at once. “Not if I can help it!” she said. “Kara! David! Help!” She practically pushed Legolas out of the way to kneel there, her ear close to the King's nose and mouth, her fingers expertly finding the pulse point in his neck. Her friends came running as she announced in her calm emergency room voice, “He has no pulse, no respiration. Kara see to those wounds. Don't let them bleed. David, help me count. Now!”
She began to administer CPR to the fallen King and the Elves seemed to think she had gone mad with grief. They tried to pull her away, but she would not be moved.
“Stop it!” shrieked Kara. “She's a nurse! She knows what she's doing!”
“She's gone mad!” They insisted.
“No, you must trust her!”
David counted loudly over the pandemonium as Elenath thrust her palms against Thranduil's chest. “And five and six and seven and…”
A minute passed, but it seemed like a lifetime to Elenath. She stopped to check the Elf's vitals and almost leapt for joy. “We have a pulse!” she exclaimed, bending over him to breathe life back into his lungs.
“Breathe!” she begged him between breaths, her tears wetting his face. “Come on, breathe!”
Kara began to pray at the top of her lungs, “Oh God please let him live. Please!”
And King Thranduil took one horrid, rasping breath of his own accord, followed by another and another until it sounded almost normal. His eyes came back into focus and he tried to speak.
The Elves were utterly astounded and immediately began to care for him again as Elenath quietly made her way back to her father, away from the throng. Llilwen cradled his head in her lap, tears falling softly down her lovely face. She looked up at her daughter and said, “He has gone to Mandos. I am sorry.”
“Oh, Nana (Mom)!” sobbed Elenath, “I'm so sorry! I couldn't save them both! Ada lost to much blood and there was no way-“
“Shhh…” Llilwen comforted her, “You did well, my daughter. You did well.”
“But it's my fault,” she cried. “I should have stayed far away from here. Then he would still be alive!”
Llilwen's tears fell harder, “It is true, Elenath, but our hearts would still pine for you. And for an Elf, that also means death.”
13.
Legolas knelt next to his father King Thranduil who, a few moments ago, had been dead. No breath had Thranduil taken; his heart had ceased in its rhythm. And, aside from the grief at loosing his father, Legolas had only had one thought during those few minutes when Elenath had seemingly gone mad:
“I am not ready to be King.”
But Elenath had not gone mad. She had come with some kind of powerful magic that caused Thranduil's heart to beat again; caused him to draw breath anew. Only the Valar was capable of such miracles, yet she had done it, seemingly at the sacrifice of her own father.
“I could not save them both,” he heard her say to her mother. His heart sank as she continued. “I should have stayed far away from here! Then he would still be alive!”
“And I would have no wish to continue living,” Legolas murmured to himself, longing to run to her side as she picked herself up off of the floor and embraced Llilwen, crying as if her heart was being torn from her body.
But he could not run to her. His father was speaking to him. With the Elves' ministrations, color had returned to the King's face though he still lay helpless on the floor, going on and on about seeing the Valar. “He says there is one whose ways are strange but who can stop an advancing army with a song. One who can raise the dead. One who can push back the darkness that has come to our Kingdom.”
“Elenath…” whispered Legolas. “But she is only one. It will take many to overcome the armies of the orcs.”
“I know not what it means, my son. But I was dead. I had left this world and at her touch I returned.”
The Princess' sobs had died away after only a few short moments, and when Legolas looked up again after a time, she had calmed herself and walked among the wounded, healing with the herbs given to her by the other Elves. It seemed that she brought comfort with a glance; eased pain with a touch.
He longed for that touch now as his head throbbed painfully. He sat back on the floor as his father was taken away to a comfortable bed elsewhere in the Palace. He closed his eyes for a brief moment to try and stop the world spinning around him and when he opened them, Elenath was there, kneeling next to him. She said nothing but her eyes spoke volumes. At first, they were so full of pain and regret that Legolas feared for her very life. Then after a moment, some of that pain began to melt away into the love that she had for him; love and also anger. The two seemed to war within her for a moment until her love for him overflowed in the form of tears.
“Lie down for a moment,” she whispered through them. “Close your eyes.”
He dared not disobey after all she'd been through and he did as she asked. The poultice burned like fire when she applied it to the wound on his forehead and he let out a slow, hissing breath. The sensation did not last but a few seconds and was followed with the relief of cool water on his face and the gentle patting of dry cloth on his skin. All pain was banished from his body as she kissed his forehead.
“Diola lle,” he thanked her as he opened his eyes.
She helped him to stand and then stood quietly in his arms as he embraced her, whispering words of comfort in her ears. “You did well, my love. Your father would be proud. He smiles down upon you even now, I know. One so young would usually panic at such a scene as this….”
She stepped back from him and met his gaze. “Legolas, I have seen far worse than this. Daily, on the other side of the Gate, people would bring their sick and wounded to me. It was my job to care for them. Only there, I had medicines, equipment to give people new blood if they needed it…. That would have saved my father.”
“I am sorry,” was all that Legolas could think to say.
“You will not ride off to battle without me by your side again,” she said firmly.
He shook his head. “We must see to your safety.”
Her brow creased angrily, “Legolas Greenleaf, I have never run from anything in my life, and I do not plan to start now!”
“But-“
“My father is dead!” she shouted, “And yours nearly was!” She jabbed her finger into his chest. “I will NOT cower helplessly in the innermost chamber of a palace while my kinsmen die for me! Where is my sword?”
“Here, my Lady.” Estel had come alongside her and knelt there, offering the sword with both hands.
“Please,” begged Legolas. “Not yet. It will be too much for her.”
She turned on him. “With God as my witness, Legolas, I will not be caught unprepared again!”
“You don't understand. That sword was with you always-“
“And so it shall be again!” she reached out and took the blade in her hands, let out a loud shriek, and passed out cold into the Prince's arms.
14.
White light. Blinding white light that enveloped and blinded her. Elenath felt as if she were floating through space with no sense of direction. Then shapes began to appear as if a fog were lifting. Her eyes adjusted. She found herself on a horse, sword drawn, looking into the face of the ugliest creature she had ever seen. Legolas was behind her, fighting two of the beasts off with the skill of a master. Legolas. Her heart seemed to expand with love at the very thought of him. He must be kept safe. At any cost, the Prince must not die.
***
Legolas stood with his wife lying limply in his arms and cast a look at Estel that could have peeled paint off a wall.
“Forgive me, Prince Legolas,” said Estel. “It was Lord Elrond's wish that she be given the sword at the first possible opportunity.”
“Estel, she has only just remembered our language. She remembered her father and had begun to remember her mother. Aside from that she remembers nothing. Nothing!”
“Elrond feared that it would be so.”
“Then why did he insist on handing her an object that has the ability to bring it all back at once? Not only does the sword carry two thousand years of her own memories. It carries thousands upon thousands of years more of the memories of other Elves who have wielded it in battle!”
“She needs to remember, Legolas. Otherwise, how will she defend herself?”
“You forget, Estel. Elves do not remember in the same way that Men do. We walk through our memories and experience them anew.” He looked down with concern in his eyes at his wife. “This could kill her if she is not ready.”
“She is ready,” said the Man with confidence. “If she was not, the sword would not have called to her.”
Legolas sighed. He could not deny hearing the blade whisper his wife's name when Estel presented it to her the first time. “She is so young and vulnerable. You have not seen her as I have, exploring this world with the eyes of a child. Is it wrong for me to want her to enjoy that yet a while longer?”
Estel placed a comforting hand on the Prince's shoulder. “I have seen her, my friend, standing in the Wood like one newly born, too innocent to realize the importance of being armed and lacking the good sense to stay inside the borders of your father's kingdom. It is a dangerous time for children. Lord Elrond is wise to give her back the wisdom of her true lifetime.”
The Prince shook his head and walked away, toward Elenath's chamber. Estel followed, along with David and Kara. They watched as Legolas laid her gently on the bed and kissed her lips, whispering words in her ear that they could not hear.
“She will remember the last first,” said Estel quietly.
“Her death.” replied Legolas. “Amin dele ten he. I am worried about her. Does she have the strength to withstand such an ordeal?” He looked at David and Kara.
“She can do all things through Christ who strengthens her,” said Kara with confidence.
Legolas looked at her with questions in his eyes. “Who is this Christ you speak of?”
David stepped in. “That is a question that Elenath will want to answer herself. Suffice it to say he is a great King.”
Kara would not be stopped. She lay her hands on Elenath's unconscious form and whispered, “Jesus Christ: Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.”
The Prince's eyes filled with even more questions and Kara smiled. “He is a King with many names. Here is another: Immanuel. It means God with us. She will explain when she wakes.”
David lay a hand on Elenath's arm and closed his eyes. “Kara and I know her better than anyone else in the world from which we came. She is anything but weak, Your Highness. In fact, a great strength flows through her.”
Estel rubbed his bruised cheekbone. “You can say that again.”
Legolas shook his head. “If she dies I will follow her this time. I swear it.”
***
The sword seemed to fight of its own accord in Elenath's hand, the motions strange to her. It was very unlike the Japanese style she was used to. More and more she began to feel a spectator in this battle, at once involved and detached, as if she were trapped in a very vivid nightmare.
The blade in her hand spoke to her with a voice like the waters as she fought. “Fear not. I show you what has passed that you might face what is yet to come.”
“Where am I?” she asked it silently. “What is happening?”
“You are just outside of the realm of your Grandfather. Rivendell lies over the rise to the East. The one you fight now is the leader of the orcs. You will slay him.”
“And I will die,” she finished for it.
“It has already been written, Elenath. All the days ordained for you were written in the Father's book before one of them came to be. There is a purpose for all things under Heaven. Do you trust me?”
“I trust you,” she replied mentally.
“Then remember and do not be afraid.”
The battle was fierce but she was skilled with the sword. The orcs had let out a horrendous scream when their leader fell beneath her blade. Hours upon hours they sought their revenge against her until the sight of blood no longer disturbed her and the pain of her thus-far superficial wounds no longer bothered her. She was weary… so weary. But the sight of Legolas fighting hard strengthened her.
“Destroy the Prince and the Princess will follow!” shrieked one of the monsters.
She raced to Legolas' side. They would not touch him while she drew breath. Other Elves surrounded him, bravely beating back the hideous creatures until they were almost defeated, some already fleeing into the dark places of Middle Earth. It was then that she saw the arrow, drawn back and pointed at her Beloved. The one who would fire it stood not twenty feet away. Too far to slay him before he shot. Too near to hope for a miss. She spurred her horse forward as the orc let fly and took the arrow through her heart as the enemy retreated.
Her vision clouded. The earth rushed up to meet her, and the last things she saw were the Prince's eyes, full of grief and pain; full of the knowledge that she was leaving him.
"Melamin," he whispered desperately, "Be strong. You must live."
But she could not. She felt the life slipping rapidly from her. With all her strength she reached up to touch his beautiful face. "Amin mela lle (I love you)."
“Elenath… My Beloved… I cannot follow where you are going."
"No," she whispered, "You must stay with your father. Know that I will return to you if I am able. My heart..." she closed her eyes... "will never forget you."
Legolas held her close, showered her face in kisses. "Cormamin niuve tenna ta elea lle au. (My heart shall weep until it sees thee again.) Namaarie. (Farewell)."
"Namaarie," she replied with her last breath.
All was white again. White that enveloped and blinded her. White that made her tears fall harder. How could she go on without him? Her heart had been pierced for the love of him and only the Valar knew when or if they would see each other next.
***
15.
The Prince of Mirkwood stood helplessly by as his unconscious wife shrieked in pain, tears forming in the corners of her eyes and running in streams down her face. Kara and David paled and reached out to her. “What is it?” asked Kara. “What's happening?”
Estel stood calmly in the doorway, though deep concern burned in his eyes. “She has just remembered her death.”
“Legolas!” sobbed Elenath in her sleep. “Please…”
Legolas bent over her bed and gathered her up in his arms, trying to kiss her tears gently away. He did not like this feeling of powerlessness. What good was being a prince at a time like this? He could not command her to wake up. He could not command the memories to stop. He was at the mercy of a higher power. “I am here,” he said softly, his own tears mingling with hers. “Elenath, if you will only just come back to me, I am here.”
Just as suddenly as she had cried out, her body went completely limp. She whispered his name one last time. Her skin grew cold and her heartbeat and breathing slowed.
Kara watched in horror as the color drained from her best friend's face. “What is happening? Is she…?”
“She lives,” answered Legolas. “Barely. Estel, should she not awaken now? Surely the sword will not require more of her.”
The Man shook his head. “Perhaps she has chosen to answer the Valar's call.”
“But the sword cannot help her remember that,” said the Prince. “It did not travel with her there.”
“You should know, Legolas. The Valar can call at any time. She goes to him now, yet still holds onto life.”
***
“Elenath…” a gentle whispering voice pierced the whiteness. “Come to me, my daughter. I wait for you with open arms…” Continuing to weep and wishing only to return to Legolas, she did not move. “Elenath…” the voice comforted her, caressed her every sense. “Do not be frightened…”
“Who are you?” she asked, peering into the whiteness and seeing nothing. “I… I know your voice from somewhere.”
“Of course you know my voice, my child. I am.”
Elenath's voice caught in her throat. Joy rose in her heart.
“Will you come to me?” asked the Voice.
“I will,” she replied, standing unsteadily, “If you will but show me the way.”
She heard a sound like a deep breath being exhaled, felt a warm breeze caress her face. Momentarily, the whiteness lifted and she found herself on a path - A path made of pure gold that led to a gated city of jasper and gold inlaid with every kind of precious stone. Feeling a presence behind her, she turned slowly and gazed into a pair of brown eyes that seemed to look into the depths of her soul.
“My Lord,” she whispered, sinking to her knees and stretching herself out flat before him. She could see only his bare feet. Scarred feet.
“My child,” he replied with joyous laughter in his voice. “I have waited since the beginning of time for this day.”
She chanced a glance upward and found him to be smiling at her, hands extended to help her up off the path. “I have waited not nearly so long, My Lord, but it seems so.” Elenath rose to her knees and took the hands in her own, one at a time, and turned them palms-up. Her tears fell upon the scars she saw there. “Who am I, Lord, that you stand here waiting for my arrival? I am but your servant.”
“You are my Beloved Child,” he corrected her gently, taking her into his arms and holding her close. “Everything that I suffered, I would gladly suffer again just for you, Elenath.”
“For me?” she whispered.
He nodded, and she saw the scars upon his brow, the immense love in his eyes, the joy of his smile. Warmth filled her as he kissed her forehead, and she thought briefly of Legolas. “Am I dead?” she asked.
“No, Daughter. Though the thread of life grows ever thinner.” He dried the tears that still lingered on her face. “You must go back soon.”
“Must I?” she asked, gazing at the city. “This place is so beautiful. And you, My Lord… Must I leave you?”
“I am always with you, even until the end of time,” he answered. “I am there in your heart, just as I have been since the day you invited me to live there. You needn't be here to be with me.”
She did not answer, but looked longingly around her.
“I hear your prayers,” he continued. “I hear every song you sing. I see you when you dance for joy and when you weep with grief. Your laughter is the sweetest sound to my ears…”
“But,” she whispered, “I am an Elf. It was for Man that you died.” She looked down at the golden path.
“There is much yet to be revealed to you, child. But you must never think that you are any less precious to me because of those pointed ears.” He touched them. “I was there when my Father created you, Elenath. I know the plans that He has for you - plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Your purpose in that world has not yet been fulfilled.”
“In my heart I believe you, but I still do not understand.”
“You have great faith,” he whispered in her ear. “Now you must return to those you left behind.”
She embraced him. “Can't I stay here with you just a while longer?”
“Your friends and your husband weep for you. Kara's and David's prayers for you do not fall upon deaf ears. Even Legolas' heart cries out to my Father.”
“Legolas…” she said quietly. “Is he well?”
“He is weak with worry for you.” He smiled. “I was there also when my Father created Legolas the Elf. The Prince of Mirkwood was made for you, and you for him. You are a perfect match. Does your heart not feel completed in his presence?”
“Yes,” she answered. “Only in your presence do I feel as whole. I will return as you wish. But I shall always long for this place and for your presence.”
He wrapped her in a warm embrace. “And I shall always long for you, my child. Do not forget the sound of my voice. I am ever with you.”
“I love you,” she whispered, closing her eyes.
“And I you,” came the reply, echoing deeply in her heart.
When she opened her eyes, she saw the light of early morning streaming into her chamber at Mirkwood and felt Legolas' arms around her tighten.
16.
Legolas' touch felt like fire against her bare arms, her skin had grown so cold. She gasped for air and shivered violently beneath the heaps of blankets that had been piled on top of her. The light gown she was wearing had become tangled about her legs and she could hardly move at all. Her teeth chattered, though she knew it must still be summer by the green leaves dancing in the morning light outside her chamber.
“You are awake,” said Legolas softly.
His voice sounded like music to her; music that reminded her from whence she had come
“I am c-cold…” she answered, still shivering.
Legolas kissed her cheek. “Kara said that your body temperature dropped far too low… that your… “ his brow creased as if trying to remember the word, “metabolism dropped to almost nothing. I do not know what this means. But she said that because of this you would feel cold when you woke up.”
She snuggled closer to his warmth. “How long was I gone?”
“Three days.”
“It did not seem so long to me,” she said, attempting to relax her muscles, to stop the shivering.
“It seemed much longer to me, my love,” sighed the Prince, tightening his embrace. “I thought I would lose you.”
Elenath thought of the battle, of saying goodbye to Legolas, of her journey to the outskirts of the golden jasper city. “Death is not such a terrible thing, my Beautiful Prince.”
“Perhaps not,” he answered. “But I have had no experience in such things.”
Her body was finally warming, an occasional shudder still coursing through her. “Legolas… I remembered that last battle, when I died.”
Legolas had remembered too, hoping that doing so would help her somehow. He remembered the way she looked at him as she said goodbye, the deep sorrow he felt at losing her. Mostly he remembered the sight of her blood. Blood on his hands. Blood shed to save his life. “Elenath… Lle naa belegohtar. Lle ume quell. You are a mighty warrior. You did well.”
She turned toward him, though it took almost all her strength to do so, gazed into his eyes, losing herself in them. “I would die a thousand deaths for you.”
“I could not bear to lose you even once more,” he replied, his hand still resting upon her chest where it had remained while she slept, monitoring the slow beating of her heart. “Your heart grows stronger now.”
She smiled up at him, lifting her hands to toy with his hair. “Amin mela lle (I love you).”
He answered with a warm kiss. “Amaelamin (My Beloved)…”
She rested against him, listening to the gentle beating of his heart and almost drifting into a peaceful sleep as he held her and sang to her. “Lle kaim,” he whispered. “Go ahead and sleep. I can tell that you are weary.”
She closed her eyes against the velvety softness of his tunic and sighed as she sensed the presence of others entering the room. She did not care and was not on her guard. She felt completely safe in the Prince's arms.
He smiled at her trust as the Elves spoke quietly. “My Lord, a delegation has arrived from Rivendell. Lord Elrond is among them. Your father requests your presence in the Great Hall.”
“How did he arrive so quickly?” asked Legolas. “We only just sent messengers three days ago.”
“He left Rivendell only hours after Estel, eager to see the Princess, his granddaughter.”
Legolas propped himself up, gently running a hand through Elenath's beautiful hair. “Tell my father that Elenath has only just come back to us and I will not leave her side. She is weary and needs to rest - and I with her. Give my apologies to Lord Elrond.”
The Elf smiled at the good news and nodded, leaving the room with a bow.
“Legolas,” she spoke softly when they were alone again. “Though I would delight to stay here with you forever… I think that I would like to see my grandfather. He has traveled a long way, and I have many questions about the sword that he sent.”
He nodded. “As you wish, my love.” He helped her to sit up shakily against the headboard and brought her a goblet of water which she sipped slowly as he sat next to her. “Shall I send Kara to help you?”
“Please.” She attempted to peel the covers back off of herself and failed miserably in her weakness. She sighed. “Legolas… how is my mother?”
He pulled the covers back for her. “She mourns your father, but has been holding to the hope that you will recover. She rode with our messengers to Rivendell. Said she needed to flee from this place for a time. Now, I will go to my father. This is twice since his return that I have refused his summons. I fear you have been a bad influence on me and I have become rebellious.” His smile warmed her heart.
She laughed softly. “Oh, Legolas. Give my apologies. I will be there just as soon as I can drag myself out of bed and make myself presentable.”
He stood and looked at her, raising one eyebrow. “Presentable? Elenath, even now you are no less than beautiful. You have a… certain glow about you.”
She smiled. “If you had been where I just was, you would glow too.”
***
“I have good tidings,” said the Elf at the foot of King Thranduil's throne. “The Princess has returned to us.”
The King smiled joyfully, his wounds almost completely healed after three days' time. “And my son?”
“He sends his apologies and refuses to leave her side, Your Highness.”
The King laughed and turned to his honored guest. Lord Elrond sat in a throne next to the King's. He was tall and regal with long brown hair and blue eyes that radiated a strange combination of power and kindness. An Elven crown of woven silver rested upon his head.
The king's laugh turned to a chuckle. “It seems that my son has become so entranced by your granddaughter's beauty that he rebels even against his own father! This is the second time since my return from your kingdom that he has refused my summons.”
"Ah, Prince Legolas," mused Lord Elrond. "I must say he has proven a worthy mate despite my misgivings about the match over a thousand years ago."
"You mean OUR misgivings, Elrond," said the King. "If you'll recall, I was just as hard on your lovely granddaughter as you were on my son. Yet their marriage has brought about many good things, and I have come to love Elenath as my own daughter. She is the most beloved Princess that Mirkwood has ever known."
Elrond smiled. "I'm sure that Rivendell would feel the same about Legolas if he were to join us there."
***
Legolas paused in the doorway of the Great Hall. Having heard his father's comments and those of Lord Elrond, he could not help but recall the events that preceded his marriage to Elenath. Rivendell and Mirkwood had nearly gone to war as he courted her, his heart unwilling to conform to his arranged marriage with another young maiden in Rivendell who no more wanted to marry him than an orc. He stepped into the Great Hall with a bow and a flourish before smiling at Lord Elrond. "As much as I would enjoy living in your beautiful city, my lord, I am the only child of my father and must remain here in Mirkwood with my lovely wife."
Elrond stood up, smiling broadly. "Legolas! So you decided to join us after all? How are you?"
Legolas clasped hands briefly with his grandfather-in-law. "I am well, now that Elenath has returned, but weary."
"And my granddaughter?"
Legolas paused before answering, surprised at the anger that leapt up in his heart. He wanted to say, "Fine before you sent that blasted sword," but held his tongue. "She is weak and needs her rest, but she wishes to see you first, My Lord."
17.
Lord Elrond seemed to sense Legolas' anger and leaned toward him. “Legolas, I love her too. I would not have sent the sword if I did not believe it to be safe.”
“With all due respect, My Lord,” returned the Prince, “You were not here to see her suffer during the past three days. She cried out in pain in her sleep. Her skin grew icy cold. She lay as one dead, and I could do nothing for her. Absolutely nothing. If you were not my wife's grandfather and a good friend of my father, I would not hesitate to tell you in no uncertain terms what you can do with that sword.”
“Legolas!” Thranduil's voice was stern, but Lord Elrond silenced him with a gesture of his hand.
“Legolas,” said Elrond, “I understand your anger and would feel the same if I were you.”
“Then why did you send it here?” demanded Legolas.
Elrond sighed. “If I had known that she would experience her first battle, lose her father, and save King Thranduil's life all in one day, I would not have sent it when I did. I made a mistake.” He paused and regarded the Prince with an apologetic look. “Legolas, I am sorry. Will you forgive me?” He held his hand out.
The Prince was taken aback. He had expected a much tougher resistance from Elrond. But the old Elf seemed sincere. Legolas sighed. Of course Elrond loved his granddaughter and would never knowingly do anything to harm her. The younger Elf reached out slowly and grasped the hand that was offered for a brief moment. “Yes, of course I'll forgive you Lord Elrond. I am sorry for my harsh words.”
***
Elenath still sat on her bed, trying to muster the strength to stand, when Kara arrived.
“You're awake!” said Kara, tackling her friend with a great hug. Gazing at the sky she added, “Thank you Jesus! Thank you!”
Elenath could not help but smile, weakly returning the hug. “He hears you, you know. I saw him. He told me.”
“What?”
She told all about her journey with the sword, beginning with the last battle she had fought. While she told the tale, Kara gently helped her out of bed and into a tub of hot, bubbly water where she sat for twenty minutes.
“I can't believe you saw Immanuel face-to-face, Elenath.”
“Neither can I… but then I cannot deny it either. He kissed me on my forehead. My tears fell upon the scars in his hands. He held me close and told me he had been waiting since the beginning of time to greet me there. I… I didn't want to come back.”
“Oh, Elenath… Legolas would never have understood. He was distraught the entire time you were out. Last night, I poked my head in to see if he needed anything and he was bent over you, just weeping as if his heart was broken, saying something over and over in Elvish. I just left him alone. What else could I do?”
“What did he say?” She unsteadily climbed out of the tub with Kara's help, dried off, and donned a light green gown.
“I do not know… it sounded like… Amen… Kill love-“
“Amin khiluva lle a gurtha ar thar, Melamin.” came David's voice from the doorway and both girls jumped.
“David! I was just in the bath a moment ago! You should knock or something!” exclaimed Elenath.
He smiled sheepishly. “It is wonderful to see you up and about. Prince Legolas sent me… I'm not sure why… to see if you are in need of anything. Perhaps he worried for your safety.” His hand traveled to the sword at his side.
“Perhaps he knew I would need an escort to the Great Hall.”
“Wait a minute,” said Kara. “What was that thing he said? Amen kill -“
Elenath sighed. “Amin khiluva lle a gurtha ar thar, Melamin. I will follow you to death and beyond, my love.”
***
Legolas grew restless as he exchanged pleasantries with his father and Lord Elrond. He idly ate grapes off of a huge platter of fruit as he listened to their talk of days gone by. He wished that he had stayed with Elenath instead of coming here. Finally, he summoned David and asked him if he would see that his Beloved had everything she needed.
“You need only command,” David answered, but Legolas corrected him.
“One who fights so bravely in battle to defend a prince he hardly knows should not be commanded. David, you are my honored guest. I am glad that you came here.”
David simply nodded and left the Great Hall.
“He saved me from injury many times on that battlefield three days ago,” Legolas explained after David was gone, “For one so young his technique is amazing. He fights like a lion.”
***
Kara swept Elenath's hair up into a long braid, spiraling it loosely in a bun at the nape of her neck and then stepped back to do a final assessment.
“She looks stunning as usual,” commented David. “Let's go.” He offered an arm, but she sighed and sat down on her bed.
“What's wrong?” he asked, and she explained all that she just experienced, especially her sojourn in Heaven.
“I just have so many questions that seemingly cannot be answered. I wish that Pastor Mike was here,” she concluded.
“I just wish we had a Bible,” said Kara.
Elenath's eyes grew wide. “Pastor Mike…. He said, `Don't forget your Bible' and it seemed odd to me at the time. I wonder…” She pointed to the small trunk at the foot of her bed. “My Bible is in that trunk,” she said, a little ashamed that she hadn't cracked it open even once since her arrival in this place. Kara rummaged for a moment and then handed it to her.
“Well, at least one of us was smart,” said Kara.
“It's not a matter of being smart,” she answered. “It was a matter of a certain Pastor who reminded me to bring it. She took the book gently by its spine and dangled it in the air, shaking it a few times and watching as objects began to fall out of it: three bookmarks, assorted church bulletins, a photo of her grandmother, and one envelope with the name “Elenath” scribbled on it. The handwriting was that of Pastor Mike. “I knew it!” she exclaimed.
18.
Elenath leaned over gingerly and picked up the envelope, turning it over in her hands slowly.
“The Prince is waiting eagerly for you,” David said. “Surely the letter can wait until after-“
“No.” Elenath sighed. “I've been far too confused for far too long already. I'm sure Pastor Mike will shed some light on my situation. After all he knows and has always known what I am.”
David crossed his arms and tapped his foot. “You've got a lot of nerve making two kings and a prince wait for you while you read a letter.”
Kara laughed. “She's allowed. After all she is a princess!”
“By marriage and birth, apparently,” added Elenath as she sat down and carefully tore into the thick envelope. Her friends watched over her shoulders as she pulled the letter out and unfolded its many pages. Elenath planned to read it slowly and glean all of the knowledge she could from it. Her eyes hungrily found the first line of ink and her heart fell. “Oh no!”
“What?” asked Kara. “What is it?” Elenath handed the letter to her. “Oh no!”
“What is that?” asked David, pointing to the strange almost Arabic-looking characters on the page.
“Feanorian script,” sighed Elenath. “The alphabet of the Elves.”
“Can you read it?” asked Kara.
Elenath shook her head. “I can't remember the characters. I have been trying and Legolas has tried to help but their meanings remain clouded to me.”
David took the pages and folded them carefully, tucking them back into their envelope. “My Lady,” he said, “The Prince was almost bored to tears listening to his father and Lord Elrond. Perhaps we should-“
“Okay, okay!” she interjected grumpily, “Let's go!”
***
The three made their way slowly toward the Great Hall. Every 20 feet or so, Elenath stopped to rest, leaning her head against a column and murmuring a prayer for strength. She had never been so tired. Finally when they were about halfway there, she sank to the floor, rested her head in her hands, and tried not to cry.
“This is crazy, Elenath,” said Kara gently, hugging her friend. “You should be in bed resting. Let's go back.”
“I can carry you,” agreed David.
“No,” she said weakly. “Just… I think I just need a little something to eat. Maybe an orange or something.”
“I know just where to get one,” he said, and walked off quickly toward the Great Hall.
***
David found the Prince sitting in a throne to the right of his father, tossing grapes into a goblet on the floor a few feet away. Each one landed with a muted splash that sent droplets of wine into the air. David could tell Legolas did not want to be there and chuckled at the contrast between the two noble kings and the melancholy prince.
“Your Highnesses,” said David as he entered the hall.
Legolas sat up straight quickly and tried to hide the grape in his hand. “My friend! How is she?”
“She has requested an orange. And I believe that your presence would be helpful as well, Prince Legolas.”
Thankfulness showed in the Elf's eyes as he picked an orange up from the platter. “Of course. Where is she?”
“About halfway here, my Lord.” And the two marched out of the Hall as if on a mission of utmost importance.
***
Kara and Elenath sat quietly on the Palace floor, gazing out into the late summer splendor of Mirkwood.
“So… what was Jesus like?” asked Kara.
Elenath smiled and said, “Wonderful.”
“Wonderful. Is that it?”
The princess thought for a moment. “Awesome.”
Kara laughed. “Wonderful and awesome.”
“He is everything the Bible says he is. He is Love in its purest form. Love, righteousness, holiness, and peace,” said Elenath. Then she began to sing softly.
“O Lord, our Lord,
How majestic is your name in all the earth!”
Kara joined in, singing harmony, their voices blending and echoing, weaving to and fro like the threads of a tapestry.
“You have set your glory
Above the heavens.
From the lips of children and infants
You have ordained praise (from the Psalms)…”
Elenath heard footsteps approaching and cut her song short, looking up just in time to see Legolas kneel down next to her with an orange in his hand.
“David,” she said, “You always go above and beyond. I asked for an orange and you bring me a prince with an orange. Thank you.”
Legolas laughed. “I think that he was as concerned about me as he was about you. I was dying of utter boredom in there. Here.” He handed her a slice of the fruit and she ate it slowly. When she finished, he handed her another.
Finally, she had eaten the whole thing and leaned her head back against the column again. “Give me just a moment…”
Legolas gently took her face in his hands, his thumbs resting on her temples. “Elenath, look at me… in my eyes.”
She did so and smiled, warmed by the very sight of him.
“Ama poldora,” he whispered.
She suddenly felt stronger - certainly not strong enough to run a marathon, but definitely strong enough to walk down the hall. “What? What was that?”
“Do you feel better?” he asked.
“Yes, but-“
“It is the way of the Elves to bring strength and healing, Elenath. You will remember this soon.” He helped her to her feet. “Come, your grandfather awaits.”
19.
The Elf on the throne to the left of King Thranduil would have terrified Elenath if she had not seen something rather familiar in his eyes. He had the air of one who was used to commanding and being obeyed; one who she would not want to anger. She felt as if she should fall on the floor before him, but settled for a small curtsy next to her husband instead.
Lord Elrond was taken aback by the beauty of the creature before him. Was this really Elenath? It must be. He could see a slight resemblance about the eyes and mouth, but she was much more fragile-looking than she had been in her previous form. About three inches shorter and with a much more delicate frame, she gazed at him with eyes the color of spring leaves flecked with amber. Eyes that regarded him with curiosity and reverence. She received his embrace graciously, even kissing him lightly on the cheek as he drew away.
“I do not remember you,” she said to him quietly.
“But I do remember you,” he replied, “You were born Princess Elenath of Rivendell to my daughter Llilwen.” He motioned her to sit in the throne next to Legolas'.
She eyed the chair warily and sat instead at Lord Elrond's feet, on the floor. Her grandfather sighed. “Always the reluctant princess.”
“What do you mean?” she asked, reaching for another orange and rolling it gently around in her hands.
He just chuckled. “You never were much for sitting on thrones and wearing pretty gowns. You were always learning some new craft or weapon. It was because of this that you were chosen as the first female to carry the Sword.”
She looked at him with questions in her eyes. “The sword…. It speaks to me. Can you tell me about it?”
Elrond's eyes widened and he leaned forward. “It speaks to you?”
“Yes,” she replied, peeling the orange. She noticed that suddenly everyone was staring at her as if she'd made some kind of earth-shattering revelation.
“And what does it say?” asked Lord Elrond.
“It speaks Truth and encouragement to me.”
“Truth?” asked King Thranduil.
She nodded. “The word of God our Creator and of His Son Jesus Christ. Words of hope.”
They looked blankly at her and she sighed. “You don't understand, do you?” She felt very alone at that moment, wishing that Kara and David were with her to help explain. “I have a book in my chambers that contains the history of the world from which I came and tells a story so amazing that few believe it, though many seek after its Truth. Many who were inspired by God himself wrote it. The Sword speaks to me mostly using the words of this book.”
“What story is this?” asked Elrond thoughtfully.
“It is a long tale,” she replied slowly, “About God who created the world and everything in it, but the most precious of these creations were Man and Woman. He loved them very much and they were like His children until they rebelled and disobeyed Him, causing all kinds of terrible trouble and trials for themselves. Worst of all, they so distanced themselves from God that they no longer remembered His awesome love or desired to be with Him. It is hard to explain fully in a short time, but suffice it to say that God sent His own Son, Jesus, to make things right again. Jesus sacrificed Himself, taking all of the punishment that should have been given to Man and Woman so that they could have a relationship with God again. He died a terrible death at the hands of those He had come to help.”
“How did he die?” asked Legolas.
She took a deep breath. “They made a cross of wood and….” She shook her head. She had told this story so many times before, but now that she had seen Him, touched the scars in His hands, and heard His voice full of love for her, it seemed so much more real; so much more terrible. She whispered, “They drove nails through His hands and feet into the cross and put a crown of thorns upon His head. They raised the cross up and let Him hang there until He died, mocking Him and spitting at Him even as he said, `Father forgive them for they know not what they do.'” Elenath set the orange she had been peeling aside and wiped her tears away without apology.
Elrond shook his head in astonishment. “So the slain Son's words were recorded along with the words of the Father into a book, and the Sword speaks these words to you?”
She looked up at the three Elven Lords and mustered a smile. “Yes. But my story is not finished yet.”
“Please continue, then,” prompted Thranduil.
She nodded. “Jesus conquered death. He rose from the dead three days later and appeared to those who had followed Him and who had loved Him. Then He returned to the Heavenly Realms to sit at the right hand of His Father where He lives still, to this day. I saw Him there after I remembered my own death. He greeted me as His child and I touched the scars in His hands. He is just as alive as you and I, and He sees and hears everything that happens everywhere.”
Her audience was quiet, mulling this over for a long moment before Elrond finally spoke. “The Sword, which is called Calmacil, was given to the Elves at the beginning of time by the Valar himself. Its bearer was to be a guardian and protector of our people, taking insight and direction from the blade. It has, however, remained mostly silent for many thousands of years, speaking only the name of its bearer for all to hear. No one knows why.”
“It speaks to me,” she said, unsheathing it. “It speaks to me even now.”
“What is it saying?” asked Legolas, leaning near as if trying to hear it for himself.
“It says,” Elenath replied,
“`Lift up your heads, O you gates;
Be lifted up, you ancient doors,
That the King of Glory may come in.
Who is this King of Glory?
The Lord strong and mighty,
The Lord mighty in battle.
Lift up your heads, O you gates;
Lift them up, you ancient doors,
That the King of Glory may come in.
Who is He, this King of Glory?
The Lord Almighty -
He is the King of Glory (Psalm 24:7-10).'”
“But what does it mean?” asked King Thranduil.
“It sings the ancient songs,” Elrond answered. “Songs long ago forgotten by most of our kind. I only recognize this one because I read it in an old book not long ago. I do not know what it means.”
“The meaning is unclear to me as well,” said Elenath. “I am confused about many things right now, My Lords. Much has changed in my life in a very short time and I am still trying to make sense of it all.” She leaned on one arm and closed her eyes for a moment, the weariness she had felt in the corridor welling up within her anew. “Legolas, if you are able to help me later, I have a letter from Mike that will, I hope, explain things to me. But it is written in the alphabet and language of the Elves.”
Legolas had left his throne and now sat at his father's feet next to Elenath. He reached for the orange and put it gently into her hand. “Of course I will help. Now eat, Melamin (My Love). You have not had sustenance for three days except for the water Kara somehow managed to give you.”
She obeyed, savoring the sweet taste of the fruit. “Where did these come from?” she asked Legolas. “Mirkwood does not seem the right climate for growing oranges.”
He smiled. “They are sent often as gifts from Lothlorien. The Lady of the Wood grows them in her magical gardens.” Then he rang a large bell next to them and a servant appeared at once. “Please bring a meal for the Princess.”
“Bring one for all of us,” amended King Thranduil. “The hour grows nigh for luncheon.”
***
Elenath almost fell fast asleep face-first into her food twice during the meal, though she tried valiantly to pay attention to the talk of her Grandfather and King Thranduil and eat as much as was polite. Elrond watched her with concern in his eyes until finally he said, “Ed iear ar elenea (By the sea and stars), Legolas! She is exhausted! Take her to bed and go there yourself. You are looking quite weary as well.”
“Diola lle, Heruamin (Thank you My Lord),” replied Legolas, standing up and gently lifting Elenath into his arms. He realized just how tired she was when she did not protest but lay her head against his shoulder and promptly fell asleep.
A maidservant waited in her room and removed Elenath's gown as the Prince gazed out into the hazy afternoon. Leaving the Princess wearing only a silken chemise, she nodded to Legolas and left the room. “The Princess should be comfortable now.”
Legolas waited for the maidservant to leave and then sat on Elenath's bed. He arranged the blankets snugly around her, remembering how cold she had been just hours earlier, and kissed her whispering “Quel kaima, Ai Lirimaer (sleep well, Little Lovely One)” before starting toward the door and his own room.
“Legolas?”
Her voice was barely audible, but he heard it and turned to face her again. “Mani naa ta, Melamin (What is it, My Love)?”
“Must you go?”
He smiled. “Do you wish for me to stay?”
“Yes.”
“Are you sure?”
“It was wonderful to wake up next to you this morning,” she replied. “I hope it is not customary for Elven husbands and wives to sleep in separate rooms.”
He chuckled and touched her cheek softly. “No, Elenath, it is not customary. I waited only for your invitation as is the tradition for newly married couples.”
“But we aren't newly married.”
“No,” He agreed, “I must admit that I remember every moment of our thousand years together before you died. But at least for now I am new to you, and that is enough to prompt me to wait.”
“Well, you are invited, My Prince. Come and sleep next to me.”
“Sleep?” he asked with a chuckle, his eyes gleaming.
She unabashedly watched as he removed his boots and outer clothing and folded it neatly on her chair. He was beautiful - all smooth creamy skin and muscle. “I fear that I haven't any choice in that matter, My Love. You saw me almost fall asleep in my lunch.”
He slid under the covers with her and wrapped her in his arms. “So be it. I shall rest here next to you, Elenath, and keep you safe from all harm.” He smiled as she nuzzled closer to him and closed her eyes, sleep claiming her almost at once.
20.
Elenath woke up the next morning to a pair of blue eyes staring intently into hers. She had woken up in the dead of night to find Legolas looking at her in the same way, and now warmth filled her as she remembered the sweet kisses, warm caresses, and the passionate love they had shared in the moonlit room.
“Quel amrun (Good morning),” he whispered.
She smiled, twining her fingers in his silken hair, toying with the braids there. “Good morning, Legolas.”
They could hear someone in Elenath's bathing chamber drawing a bath for them. Legolas chuckled. “We've been seen,” he said. “News will be all over the kingdom that Mirkwood truly has a princess again by the time we arrive for breakfast.”
“I thought I already was Princess of Mirkwood.”
“In our hearts, yes. But by law, you were not until…” he smiled, “about midnight last night.”
“I see,” she giggled.
***
Kara did not come in to help her that morning. Neither were any maidservants sent. In fact, it seemed as though everyone purposefully avoided Elenath's chambers after the one who drew their bath had retreated in delighted silence. That was fine with the royal couple as they helped each other get ready for the day. They took their time with lingering touches and not a few kisses. Legolas sighed as she brushed and braided his hair, still wet from the bath. Then he turned and did the same for her.
When they were both ready, she leaned back in his arms and closed her eyes. “I would be happy just to stay here with you forever.”
“I as well, Amaelamin (My Beloved),” he agreed. “But I can guarantee that the entire Kingdom awaits us in the Great Hall. Our union is truly a gift to them in this time of mourning for your father.”
She sighed, her heart longing to see her Ada again. “Would he be pleased, Legolas?”
“Yes,” he whispered. “Even when your Grandfather disapproved, your father and mother both knew that your heart had found its home with mine.”
“Lord Elrond did not approve?”
Legolas laughed. “Not at first for a long while, but we have resolved our differences. I am sure you will remember it eventually.”
“What's so funny?” she asked him.
He shook his head. “I was just remembering the argument you had with him when I left Rivendell to return to Mirkwood. He swore you would never see me again and you told him he would have to shackle and chain you to make you stay. When you were not there to bid me farewell the next morning, I came in search of you, much to the chagrin of Lord Elrond. I found you chained by your wrist to one of the pillars in your room, weeping bitterly. Your father was with me and he was furious.”
“You're joking. Lord Elrond had me chained?”
“He did, though I never could figure out how he managed to do it. It must have been while you were asleep.”
“Well, what happened then?”
“My father was summoned from Mirkwood and a great council was held between the high-ranking Elves of both kingdoms. I tell you, Elenath, war almost broke out. Rivendell did not want to let you go, and Mirkwood could not let the only heir to their throne walk away, even though I offered to give up my crown and my throne for you. The conclusion was reached that nothing could be done. I would return to Mirkwood and you would remain at Rivendell. It was to be for the good of both of our kingdoms.”
“What changed their minds?” she asked.
“You did, Melamin (My Love). You fell ill that very day from the grief of knowing we could never be together. `Why must I stay here?' you asked them, `I will never sit on the throne of Rivendell. There are many in line before me for that honor.' They thought that you would recover, but you grew weaker and weaker until Elrond finally gave in. Since your birth, you have always been his light and his joy, Elenath. He could not bear to see you suffer so. He came to you on his knees begging for your forgiveness and giving you permission to come to me if that was what you wished.”
Elenath could not imagine Elrond coming on his knees to anyone, begging for forgiveness. He was far too regal and powerful. “On his knees?”
“I know, it is hard to believe. But, I saw it with my own eyes. You recovered quickly and we were wed at Rivendell not a month later. Even that was an ordeal. We had the ceremony at Rivendell but you did not truly become my wife until we arrived at Mirkwood nearly a month later. That was the deal that was struck at yet another council.”
She shook her head in disbelief and stood. “Unbelievable. Shall we go?”
He nodded and offered his arm. “I'm afraid there will be no more sitting on the floor for you now, Elenath. Your throne awaits, along with your kingdom.”
They walked leisurely down the winding corridor until they came to the entrance of the great hall where they were stopped by Thorondil.
“Come,” he said motioning them to a side room. “The entire Kingdom has arrived to greet you, but I have gifts for you from Lord Elrond.” He regarded Elenath with pride. “I'm glad to see that you are armed.”
The Sword, Calmacil rested at her left side. “I learned my lesson from a certain ruffian named Estel,” she replied. “You shan't catch me unarmed outside the Palace again.”
“Good,” he replied. “The orcs have retreated for now, but it is almost certain that they will return.” He turned to a small box on the table behind him and pulled out two crowns, similar in style to the one of woven silver worn by Lord Elrond. One was larger and thicker than the other and he handed it to Legolas. The more delicate one he gave to Elenath. “The Elves in the Great Hall expect to see their Prince and Princess crowned properly this morning, it seems.”
And indeed they did expect it. When Legolas and Elenath entered the Great Hall, they were greeted by the cheers and well-wishes of their subjects who threw flower petals over them and danced for joy. “Long live the Prince!” they shouted, “Long live Princess Elenath!”
She could not believe it when Kara, her best friend, curtsied before rushing to give her a gentle hug. “I guess I won't get to be your matron of honor,” she whispered happily.
Elenath laughed. “First of all, don't be curtsying me, and second of all, I'm sorry. Apparently the ceremony took place over a thousand years ago at a place called Rivendell. Now I'll never get my revenge for that horrible dress you made me wear at your wedding!”
The merriment went on all day, and it was early evening before Legolas finally took Elenath back to his chambers where all of her belongings had been placed. The Bible lay in the middle of their bed with the letter from Pastor Mike next to it. David had left a note there as well. It read: “Thought you might want to read this, El. Also wanted to let you know that I've already threatened Legolas' life if he ever hurts you. Ha ha. Seriously, he is one lucky Elf and now I have two of you to look after. Just don't make it three for a while yet, okay? I am only one man, after all. Love, David.”
She chuckled and showed the note to Legolas who laughed as well, saying, “I am glad that David came here. I might have been in worse shape than my father after that battle if it were not for him.”
Elenath raised her eyebrows. “Really? No one ever told me. I'll have to thank him.”
“But for now,” replied Legolas, sitting on the bed and reaching for Pastor Mike's letter, “Is this the letter you wanted me to read to you?”
To be continued...
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