My Sweet-c

An ode to my sweet:
Every time I try to imagine an angel � the only image that comes into mind is the one of my one love. She is all I ever want and all I ever really need. Everything about her just makes me want to love her more � the way she moves, talks and smiles.

In the begining

Well what can I say .. I am just crazy about Brenda. Okay, I admit we have been together just a short while and this would be what people call the "honeymoon" period. But I feel that I have gone through enough relationships to know exactly what I am feeling. Everything about our relationship is interesting. The way we met, the distance and how we coped and finally the life with each other.

What attracted me to this wonderful girl? Well.. lots of things but it was only after we got to know each other better that I know what the main thing was � it was her caring nature. It showed through in every thing she did � the way she talked and smiled and loved.
We first had our first meeting thru IRC (Internet Rely Chat) and for some reason we both just fell for each other. I can still remember all the late nights we had just chatting to each other about everything and it was weeks before she finally agreed to be my girlfriend. It would be weeks more before we could physically meet as I was overseas. The feeling of meeting someone you really love for the first time is indescribable but it was a great feeling. There she was, right before me � a beauty beyond words.

In this short time we have gone through a lot � like people coming in between us trying to break us apart and still we love each other only and still very much. I doubt if anything will ever change our feelings and I hope nothing ever will.

Part II: the second year

Well people, we have now entered into our second year. Things could not get much better than it is now. As I have learned more about Brenda, the more I have found that she just what I have been looking for all my life. I must admit, things have not been all that rosy but which perfect couple does not have their ups and downs?

Brenda is now in Australia with me, I had recently transfered to the same University as her and are pratically living together. I have spent alot of time looking at her especially when she is asleep in my arms. She has THE MOST angelic face!!!!

There are times when I wish I could just do more than just hug her. There are times when I wish I could be there with her all the time. It sometimes seems that I don't care enough for her and I do feel pretty bad about it but I guess it's a "guy thing" when I just make her do all the work. She says I love my car and the computer more than her but the truth is that I CAN live without those things but not without HER!

Brenda is a really wonderful girl and a special part of my life. I love her alot and hope that we will never part. The future is big blank page but it is a page which I want to fill with Brenda.

See you at the next update dear readers!