eu thanatos

cradle me.
hold my head beneath the waves
as they rise to form my prison.
cover me.
spangle my body with the angel dust of lies.
tattoo my mind with the grafitti of illusion.
cloud my vision.
i'll believe you.
bind me with the webs of pretense.
drug me on a dream --
i will eviscerate myself with joy.
fill me.
suck me dry.
i will trust you and shut my eyes
as you promise me the colour of the ocean.
i will sing with you of sunday mornings,
share with you the daze of passion.
deny me.
destroy me.
dance me the rhythm of my death.
when all is over,
abandoned to the blooding,
i will collaborate in my own unmaking.