Why did I write "Damned"
When I know you won't know?
Why am I leading
When I know you won't follow?
Why do I fantasize
When I know it won't come true?
What am I standing here for?
Why am I gawking at you?
Why do I dream of you
When it's all so unreal?
Why do I still hope
When you don't even know how I feel?
How will I handle these emotions
That make me giddy with love?
Why are you this person
If you're sent from above?
Copyright � 1997 by Bardic Curse
Don't be fooled by the cheeky title. This short but very thoughtful poem sprang up in my mind when I was writing "Damned." This just goes to show how sentimental I can get. I am very into the beautiful, happy, sad and queer feelings a person experiences when he is in love. This poem is for the same person I wrote "Damned" for. He and I can never be together, thus the lines "Why are you this person/ If you're sent from above?"