Beautiful in warped dreams,
Cathartic, lethargic
Sick on self-pity,
You’re dead,
Like the way you bleed my soul
When I tell you that I love you.
You’re beautiful and dead,
Begging me to leave you alone,
Love hurts you in the morning.
Your tainted blood is not enough
To wash away the pain
You’re selfishly inflicting,
The lies that you’re living,
The lies that I’m loving.

Black eyeliner precious dying eyes,
Paint your ghastly face with lies,
Acid emotion dying swiftly,
Like the way you melt in my hands
When I touch your dead face.
Dead, pathetic, sweet necrosis,
A beautiful face of sorrow,
Contorted ecstasy,
Pain hidden in your mysteries.

Be alone, insincere,
Pay your final fee of flesh and blood
And exit your worthless life
The same way you came in,
Screaming, naked, and bloody.
I can make you scream
The way you did before,
Little dominatrix bitch,
The attitudes are fitting.
Is this how you want me?

You smell like rotted sex,
Emaciated caresses,
Transvestite junkie slut,
Tricks come and go,
You push them out of your life,
A new plaything every night,
A new lie to spew forth.
Let them love you,
Make them want you,
Just leave me alone.

An offer of submissions,
They want your flesh,
The way you want me
As dead as you,
Shit scraped off the corner
Of Desperate and Pathetic,
With nothing left to give
But lewd orgasmic thrills
In exchange for lost temptations.

You’re beautiful and dead,
The needle in your own vein,
Your own death.
Give me reassuring highs
And mind confusing lows,
Poison oral sex
Mixed with cheap thrills
The painted words of a desperate whore.

Something more to lie about,
Beauty is only skin deep.
Something more to cry about,
You’re so fucking dead.
You’re twisted in your own decay,
Nothing in a tweaked reality,
Nothing without a little pain.
You’re the poison of your own flesh,
Your own sick, twisted addiction,
I won’t lie to you,
I love you better that way.
I won’t cry for you,
So don’t cry when you push me away.
You’re not real to me,
You’re lies, beautiful and dead
You’re lies,
Tell me you still love me.

Let me love you,
Make me want you,
I’m nothing but you’re whore.
Chain me up, whip my tender flesh,
Beat me black and blue.
Make me hate the way I love you.
I hate to love you
You’re so beautiful and dead.


Gehenna 1997