Devils inside threaten
Ripping corpses there to shreds
As I kneel on ruined knees
Imploring petty gods of dead.
"Start what you have finished"
Rasped harshly from behind
A paradox of jealousy
Rotted in my mind.
A dark mirrored blaze
Shields from hinting glares
Can't begin to imagine
All the pain held in there.
Forced to give faith
Yet, you're too blind to see
Death is your incubus
And carnal sins me.
Imitated by dire words
As you survive to desecrate
We're drawn to disbeliefs
A celestial impregnate.
I seek a new drug
Desperate for escape
Cornered by libidos
Scream to feel new rape.
Ebbing wisps of me
So brittle, modulate
I'm losing who I am
To become all that I hate.
After all I let you do to us,
Terrorized with lies,
All my strength is gone
So weak, I cannot cry.
I feel so damn dirty
For still clinging to facades,
Dirty for all I've done
To ever make you feel like god.Gehenna� 1997
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