"why does it come as a surprise to think that I was so naive? Maybe didn't mean that much, but it meant everything to me"

I love you more than anything......you make me wish that I was dead.....

I let you keep me at the bottom,
Breaking my will,
Scarring my pride.
I let you have everything,
My fragile heart,
My broken soul,
My last trace of innocence.
You take it as you will,
Using me up
And leaving me empty
Burning inside.
I let you tear me apart,
Time after time,
Then hand you
The decaying fragments
Of my wounded heart,
Hoping that you'll piece them
Back together again.
I'm dying inside
Because of you,
Nothingness
In the warped oblivion
You've created for me
I let you hurt me,
Because I love you.