I have never felt such pain
Truthfully
I can feel nothing else
I think of nothing else
I am consumed
Verily I believe I would be dead
But for the pain
My whole essence is exhausted
Drained
Left open and exposed
I am detached
Seperated from myself and the world
Suffocated under the weight of self
Fantasy and reality yet entwined
Creating images that only I can see
Making a clarity of mind so jumbled and twisted it cannot be heard
The voice of my heart screams
Again and again I hear it
Its voice so full of sorrow
It draws blood from my eyes and tears from my veins
Do you hear it?
For he cannot
He is deaf
And so my pain may never end
For he is the key that can unleash the Hope
A bright glimmering light that lies beyond the horizon
Just beyond my reach
Railuma