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Wake Up
Read Racist Eyes/Devils in Disguise
Wake Up
Unlearn His-Story's Lies/Truths they Hide
Wake Up
Reach the Skies/Not Drug Highs
Wake Up
Our People Cry/Our People Die
Wake Up
Look for Answers/By Asking Questions
Wake Up
Search for Protection/Before the Erection
Wake Up
Count your Blessings/Love your Complexion
Wake Up
Black is Beautiful/Beautiful is Black
Wake Up
Stop Abusing Liquor/Stop Abusing Crack
Wake Up
Been Down There/Not Going Back
Wake Up
Walk the Streets/Take them Back
Wake Up
Learn your History/Feed your Brain
Wake Up
Feast on Pork/Are you Insane?
Wake Up
Role Model Mama/Role Model Daddy
Wake Up
Devil Had Me/Devil Had Me
Wake Up
Stand Up Tall/Ok to Fall
Wake Up
This Black Lesson/For You All
Wake Up
This Black Man/Is God's Plan
Wake Up
The Middle Passage/A Damn Shame
Wake Up
Crossed One River/Never Ever Again
Wake Up
You Had Enough?/You Had Enough?
Wake Up/Wake Up


BlackTrashAmeriKa

Revolution was laid to rest today
Dead at the age of yesterday........
Buried alongside the great black men of our time
while we poured out some liquor and blazed up a dime
Prostitutes went back to getting  F*cked in the streets
and White Men brought back out their White Sheets
Young black boys lit up the bathroom stalls
with a Cocaine Cloud filling up the classroom hall
The Black National Anthem changed to a gangsta rap tune
And no one got their asses out of bed before noon
Where my Niggers At?
        Where my B!tches At?
                 Wave your Mutha F*ckin' hands in the air?
                            You been acting like you just dont care?
Drug Dealing now legalized as a marketable trade
finally a black owned business supported everyday
the streets stockpiled with ghetto pimps getting cash
and the police didn't have to wear that stupid mask
they just open fired on your ass
This is all so very f*cked up I know!
Revolution would roll over in his grave for sho'
Cause I'm rollin over in mine!
Was Revolution to be the second coming of our kind?
Or just a bunch of Niggers
with big thoughts in Small Minds?


For Huey and Bobby

As Huey looks down upon us
what does he say?
What's going on with my people,
why don't they cease the day?

Brother Man
stand up, stand tall
stand for something
or for anything, you will fall....
Does the Man having you so trained
that you can't turn away?
Are you so blinded by the red light in their eyes
that you can not see the darkness in which you live?
Can you release the slave from your mentality
long enough to alter the fate of your own Reality?
Can you not Re-Learn that which you were taught
about your people being sold and bought?

I have a question for my Catholic friends,
why again should we Repent for our sins?
what if Rap Brown got elected to government
or if Cleaver wasn't so militant
what if Nat Turner wasn't a rebel and a leader
or if the great Huey didn't pack a heater
but sported a white trench coat with a collar
or if Marvin Gaye didn't make you wanna hollar?

I wonder what Bobby would say
Looking down at the world today?
Brother Man
stand up, stand tall
stand for something
or for anything, you will fall !!!!
find those truths that escape your mental
which were not coincidental.... Brother
they were monumental
those truths that were hidden
were not detrimental..... Brother
they were fundamental
cause without those clear images
which have now been distorted
the next Dr. King was one of those babies aborted
re-Learn that His-story that you were sold
about the days of old
so when they tell you that Panther lives were ill-spent,
tell them,
thats until they stormed the government!!!

should I Repent for myself?
Repent for allowing the Ignited Stakes to shape and mold me
into something that they can control
Repent for allowing democracy
to yield before it crossed my threshold
Repent for saying that the Revolution is old
Repent for the mind I sold?

But still I wonder what they would say
Looking down at the world today
Those Brothers saw the light of change
with Revolution flowing through their veins
While flying high with black heroes wings
Creating a reality out of "Negro" dreams


Complain'N on the Late Train

Niggers don't take the early train they just sit home and complain.
Complain about why the station is so far away from their houses.
Complain about how crowded the train is with other niggers always
        riding back and forth to work on the early train. They rather catch
        the half-empty train cause that's the way they were trained.
Complain about how many stops there are between home and their work station
 but never seek out a new destination.
Complain about how they don't like to come out in the rain
 so they sit at home and take the late train.
Complain about how they gotta get up to catch the early train
 and how they can't sleep late.
 Complain about their day
 but when the boss asks, "how is your day", They say....I can't complain
Niggers complain about why they have to work five days straight with no time
off
 so that they can sit home, sleep late, and Complain about there being
nothing to do all day.
Complain about who received the  promotion that they didn't deserve because
they haven't been on the job long enough. Complaining about how they keep
getting passed over and about how much cash they don't bring home because
the high tax keep takin it but refusing to vote because you gotta get on the
early train to get to the election poles.
Complain about how expensive it is to ride the train
but never takes the time to stop at the store for correct change.
Niggers don't take the early train they take the night train.
 Complain about the high prices in their hoods
 and how cheap the wine is on the other side of the tracks
 but won't get their asses on the train to catch that deal, they'd rather
complain.
Niggers are paying for the right to complain
 but don't have the right to complain cause they still paying to ride the
late train.


Don't Shoot the Messenger
Dear Bill?
Can I take the time to let you know what's on my mind.
Take back your soul and maybe even make it to heavens door.

        I know that you're busy up there dictating
        the needs of our nation
        with oil dripping from your palms,
        carrying out foreign policy with children
        starving in our slums,
        and defending your good name
        when it's you who deserves the blame.

But I still wonder, with so many people displaced,
how in the hell do you keep your place,
        stand the taste,
                 or show your face.

Don't get me wrong,
this is not hate mail for the power which you hold,
and Not a letter bomb, but it's truth will explode.

I am not the scope'd gun that killed our Reverend,
The thrown switch that sparked the chair,
or the night stick that I must fear.

I don't shout
        Democrat or Republic,
                 Communist,
                        Idealist,
                                 Racist,
                                        or Terrorist.

I cry against
   The Police Brutality and Injustice
      that your eyes don't see,
         the Gun and Drug Infestations that live and breathe,
              and the Political Greed on which you feed.

Feast on this:

The Answers to the Questions you Fail to Ask Yourself,
Stand,   naked as the products of the policies
you ponder in pestilence,
Scream,  from the rooftops of the structures of our ghetto
neighborhoods,
and Fall,
victim to homelessness when our economic walls fall.

Oh shit! Now I can relate,
We're the terrorists with which you won't negotiate!
Not God's people, you and me,
but me enpoverished while you run free.
You Bastard Child, Spider Freak,
looking through his web of deceit,
With promises as far as the eye can see,
and screams you hear but refuse to see.


If We Don't Learn

Chaos will plague our city streets
and the Magnificent Mile will be cut up into blocks

no more boutiques, no more shops
If we don't learn before the cops

Respecting elders and their simple ways
will turn to senseless shootings and unmarked graves

quiet evenings in the family room
will sing like lightening playing the devils tune

classrooms teaching the A,B,C's
to counting bullet holes 1,2,3

One stop shopping at the corner quick-mart
will be shook down by Korean Cops

Korporate American and the games they play
will have to make money the old fashioned way

Amusement park rides on the bumper cars
will be hit-and-run driving just for fun

Reform schools where catholic children play
will be barred with chicken wire to house their stay

Addicts will become more addicted
Their mind will become more conflicted
If we don't Learn........

FreakNic, Parties and the Summer Months
our children turning tricks and tokin' on blunts

The subways will be filled with sewer rats
that eat up their victims after they attack

Jehovah Witnesses' will be on the corner of Vincinnes & 112th
trying to remember the difference between Worship and Wealth

Drive by shooting will become the White Mans Burden
then the hammer will fall like the Iron Curtain

Our childrens dreams will die in the dark
their light of hope will become a spark

Our Revolution is dying for a chance to burn
But It'll never exist If We Don't Learn......

Feelin' Real Black

I was feeling real black today
As  I walked down the city streets
Tapping my fingers to the beat
I passed by a house with a man out front
Drinking on his wine and getting drunk
I say hey ole' timer what's new?
He looked back at me and said ...You
I turned with a smile and continued my stride
Then a brother from my block pulled up in his ride
Chromed out wheels with a gun at his side
He said hey black man what's to it?
I said brother you got a gun, you must be goin' through it!
He said I'm just a black man trying to survive
Protecting my family and protecting my ride
I said brother who is the enemy that you fear?
He said shit, any brother trying to roll up from the rear
I said if you fear that man then he ain't your brother
Why don't you try to love one another?
He said man go on with that, what makes you so right
I said brother I walk these streets every night
Fearing nothing but God and his infinite might
He said peace out black man I gotta jet
He rolled up his window and away he went
As I turned to walk away I heard some shots
Sounded like they were coming from up the block
I turned and ran to the corner and before my eyes
The same brother in the ride, now paralyzed
He looked up at me and said please help me now
I said turn to your Master and he will show you how
He said brother why did this happen to me instead of you?
I said brother I was sent down here to help you
I fell to my knees wrapped my arms around my brother man
I said if you believe in God please take my hand
Our hands joined together and together we flew
You see your brother man could be the angel looking out for you
today...Peace
STOP KILLING EACH OTHER BROTHERS!!
Konfederate Flag
Can you smell the smoke rising in South Carolina
as the Statehouse flag falls to the ground
Polit(e)-trick-sins swimming around
naked in their white pool of deception
castrating black balls and calling it Natural Selection
while using the Confederate Flag to hide their erections
Standing in a united Front at the Election Polls
full blown perverse Racists reading their Constitution scroll
having stimulating chats about the lives they stole
while still AmeriKa's agenda remains two-fold
claiming independence on every dirty page
as a constant reminder of the "ole' slave days"
Does waving that Confederate Flag make you a Cum-fed-her-Clit Fag?
everytime you brandish your swastika toe tag
face down drinking stamped tea from a body bag
His-Story teaches us that great men do prevail
That's why Abraham Lincoln is burning in Hell
"Now We are Enslaved as Civil Whores
molesting that Nation or Any Nation
who Bleeds and Still believes Racisms has a Cure"
sacred text ripped like societies red fabric
raped and regurgitated back out in typical PolitiKal Fashion
As less we forget Gov. Barnes' Polit(e)-ics
cause "his plate is too full to add flags to the mix"
words fly from his mouth that drip lies laced with cum
like smoke from the barrel of AmeriKas loaded gun!!!!!!!!!

Last Days of the Ghetto Geechy

Everybody, look and stare
at that ghetto geechy over there
sharp as a tack and dressed to kill
flexing his will as strong as steel
confident with intellect
but also blind in retrospect

see that's the one that walks past his brother man
and denies him just respect cause he think he can
seen that shit it time and time again
walking around with his designer smells
uncle tom'n his way straight to hell

not a quarter to spare on a block club party
but living fenced off
and can't hardly speak to nobody
his success is measured in nickels and dimes
so he'll pay for those crimes 15 times

not a brown penny to put back in his black community
but living wealthy in poverty so that everyone can see
matter fact you're worse than the night sticks I fear
you're the reason affirmative action programs disappear
why our childrens faces are riddled in shame and tears
why black progress has been stifled for years

I don't like you......
You're one of the ones we could use, ones we need
to teach your brothers about this game of greed
you could educate them on a better way
greater later, through progress today

No more playing them instants all day
we could play this card game to win
spading our brothers again and again
helping build a firm structure to hold up our ghetto walls
get ourselves together to help our own

No more el-train monopoly car ridin' for us
we'd carpool to work and return at dusk
is it fear that keeps you from helping out
or is it those high-sudity words crawling out of your  mouth
your mentality keep you down much lower than me
that same brother that passed you on the street
remember, when you didn't bother to speak
my brother

you see, I own that wealth you seek
a sense of black pride and unity
these gifts your Benz can't drive you to
this wealth your Cash can't find a use
Black man, Black Sun trying to shine
through the white clouds of our times
get out of our way, your time has passed
cause the day of the Ghetto Geechy is dead.


Lord Only Knows I's Tried

swelling up with broken pride
while salty tears long to roll from her eyes
trying to hold back the hurt that's brewin inside
as she steps into the darkness
of a damp cell to witness
the hell that she prayed she'd never have to visit
then he arrives
draped in chains from his waist
to his wrists that fall down by his sides
{How's you doin' baby? You gittin' nuf tu eats?}
Lordhave'smurcygimmestrenf she prays
as she looks into his eyes and says
"We needs fu you be strong,
until you's can makes it back home"
with both hands pressed against the clear wall
staring into the scared eyes of her daughter's first born
the images startle and shake her heart
taking her back to the ole'  schoolyard
back to a time when life was real tough
battling the demons that couldn't hate enough
{she smiles and says}
we gots you a good lawya baby
you gon'  be out soon,  ya here
jus pray to God before ya lays down to rest
cuz baby you's one uh God's best.....
years of the struggles wear and tear
scream from her body
as she rises to leave her chair
a deep helplessness fills her body
as she fights to breathe
inhales the stale air
and falls to her knees
Lord my baby ain't hurts nobody she cries
as she reaches out to the heavens
with her hands held high........
Lord Let him out!!!
LORD LET HIM OUT!!!!......

Unnatural Selection

*Free Love Generation* the black seeds were spread
that hit brothers like Aw-Nugit to the head
scars of black track stars
wearing arm badges of shame
while killing black pride membrane by membrane

*COINTELPRO
Corrupt Congress,
and chemical welfare with no Geneva Convention
to counter the intelligence of Nixon's Nicaraguan Invention
this root infestation
or new system-addict plantation
producing
pacifying
instantly gratifying
while PRO's plottin' and chemical tracking
black folks were fallin' in love with the reaction
cooking up a $10 temporary reprieve
with a permanent deposition thru drug fruitition
which left our black power base in a fetal position
and our minds in remission
not cancer but Assimilation-ism
that's right ASS-HIM-I-MENTION-HIM!!!
W.E.B's Formula for Education Theory
that won't ride with me
because his Ass-ended belief causes me grief
that my mind can't conceive
a mental deception before my time
of educating only 10% of black minds
to pave the way for the rest of our kind?
Are you blind or just left behind
Brother of the spoken word
here's a new black proverb I heard
If you teach a man to swim he may make it back
try teachin' him how to construct a boat
and he'll float above the pack....Jack!

Phase II
Hereditary Circumstance and lack of intervention
producing grown up weeds from the above mentioned
Adult Crack Babies,
Welfare Checks and
Genetic Fallout Effects of Crack's Classical Condition
creating a newly formed systematic black lynching
Dope Dealing kids line up one after another
cause their clients are their older brothers, sisters, and mothers
redistributing the wealth back to the COINTELPRO
that distributed it to your father years ago
finance game with no results
everybody wants to help themselves out
Crack-heads are the business
ignorance is the sin
that you inherited down from your brethren
Mo Money, Mo Money, Mo Money!!!
Take it and run
cause you think your getting over
Are You Still Having Fun?
but while you're  killing black minds for a sale
the Governors' warmin' up his chair
your ASS is the meat and the jail is the oven
how to roast Black **Per Stirpes* is the new topic of discussion
'Three Strike - Fuck Philosophy'
was their next attack
'Give em' a strike, then takin' it Back'
Ingenious Pacifist Injunction
Three step program with intent to dysfunction
So now we have Niggers steady going' inside
Stripped of all of their juice
and no longer able to reproduce
Damn, Darwin's Theory was true!!!
because they are no longer of use
Screaming Nigger this and Nigger that
Where all my Nigger's at?
Cause I don't see no role models left to bat
Our children are sold out like ghetto hope
watching their black people strung out on dope
without a rope and bound by fate
to follow the only Role Models left to emulate
the Media's TV Bastard Race
screaming' 'Bout it, Bout it' on video and taking blunts to their face
I hope you choke on the taste
because that potent pain reliever can not replace
the Extermination of the Black Race!!!

* COINTELPRO - FBI's Counterintelligence Program approved by Nixon, designed
to "expose, disrupt, misdirect, discredit or otherwise neutralize" groups he
called "black nationalist, hate type organizations.

* Per Stirpes - Legal term   PER STIRPES - Lat. Term used to designate a
system of inheritance under which children take among
them the share which their parent would have taken had he survived the
decedent. Thus the children are said to claim their shares by representing
their parent.

Same Definition

Turning back through his-story's sticky page
got my mind twisted in a daze
trying to redefine what was written
bring to life our truths that were hidden
for 430 years of peril in the dark
masked behind the faces
but leaving oppressions mark.....
now the dawn of a new millennium
bringing light to a dark scene
burning down the AmeriKan Dream
with politicians caught masturbating
on the Corporate Green
and our economy still falling
down in between the seams
(but Hell I ain't hearing em' fall)
cause the gap between our two worlds
are widespread further than City Hall
you can hear us screaming
on the other side of the wall
but can't heed the call
"cause a trip into the ghetto is a lost cause"
and chances of survival are the worst of all


Mind Passages

Voices whispering a thousand black screams
that echo off of the red waves
crashing beneath a dark sky
painting an all too vivid picture
of blood voyages.....
of black bodies lay buried
deep beneath the floorboards
of oversize Portugese made vessels
crawling with green malaria bugs
infecting the black mind of a father
laying helpless beside his son
unable to comfort him
unable to stare into his eyes
unable to pray together for life
unable to break the chains
as a green swarm bites away
his face, his neck, his lips
unable to swat-a-way, scratch,
shoo, Shoo....Shoooo.......
laying helplessly still beside his child
in an emotional bed of thorns
with his eyes closed
and his arms pinned to his side
as the diseased insects
riddle his sons face and neck
leaving swelling scars
death's Passage is upon him
hoping, wishing, praying on everything that he loves
everything that he believes
that the evil white man doesn't notice the disease
lifeless as he is snatched up
by the hands of an unforgiving Massa....
Massa No, Massa!!!!
Nutha Nigger Baby
OVERBOARD!!!!.......
his heart splits through his chest
and short breathes fail to keep pace with his heart
then suddenly the earth jolts beneath them
the waves subside
and the ship halts......
The New World!!!
The New World!!!


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