This is a special wish going out to all my friends that I contact online....
In the last year we've laughed and we've cried, and we've joked around, and we've bitched about others, we've fought sometimes quite vehemently, and at other times we've forgiven. There've been lies and truth, and wishes of love....there's been schemes and hatred as well.
There's
been people cut down, and some brought together, and literally others who
just wanted to punch the shit out of someone.
Many
have nurtured, and tended others wounds, while some took advantage of defenses
that were down.
kisses and hugs galore, and rubs, and other assorted things as well that are probably best not mentioned here. Promises were made and broken as well, and often hearts were broken along with them.
Because of all the good reasons and in spite of all the bad, I feel special feelings for all the people in my online life this year that have built me up and/or have torn me down. For those that loved me and for those that did an "about face" and took it from me. And for those that pissed me off and hated me too......
Living
is all about learning and growing....wondering what life will dish up,
and how we will cope with it....it is all about risk, and loss, and rewards,
and thrills.
You
have all been a part of my world this year, enabling me to grow and to
risk and to live....at times the tests have been too hard to overcome,
while at other times the results have been so rewarding to greet.
For your parts in my life this year, however big or small, I want to take
this moment at this time of the year to wish you all the very best of everything
in your lives, to erase all the shit things, and hold up all the good,
and be thankful for you all and the contribution you have made to me being
me (not that some of you would find that thought heartening....hahaha).
May
you all have a wonderful Christmas, and may your year 2000 be so full of
all the joy and happiness and success that you can fit in it.
My original intention was to try to list everyone I had known this year online, but that was a pipe-dream, so I have chosen to make a list of all on my icq and email lists who this obviously applies to, as well as any extras I remember...I ask any of you to please forward this on to anybody else you know that I know that I didn't have in the list, even if they are only chat contacts of mine, because this is for all my online contacts.
Thanx and biggest bestest wishes to:
Akasha
Alliecat
Amy
Anna
Angel
Aryana
Australind
Babe in Boxers
Babykatz
Beautiful
Mary Jane
Beeeee
bikerbaby
Brendan O'Brien
(from the Deadlies)
BT
Burt and Jen
and Andrew and Cyndi
cara
Carri
Caza
Chatmaster
Cheeky
Cheerwine
Chris Perry
Claire
Constance
Cyndi
Daliae
Damian
Danielle
Dark Knight
Dave and Bonnie
DDD
Dee
:-)
Deelynn
Dena
denali
Dimbo
Dragonfire
Fjorab_Teke
Foxy Lady
funkechik
Gloriagirl
Goddess Vesta
Greg Woolley
harro
Hatter
Hershey's
Kiss
Hippycowgirl
Holly Go Lightly
Hotlips
Ian and Nikki
and Destiny and Steele
ice
jaja_girl
JannaR &
Pa
Jatzgirl
Jenners
Jerome
Jewel
John Wright
Judy
Jula
Kalidescope
Eyes
Kasia
KAT
Kate
Kathy
Kelly Ward
Lanay
La Selene
Leanne and
Phil and Aiden and Conor (& Aaron)
Leapard
Levin
Liam O'Brien
Linda and
Craig and Nichole and Jamie
Liz and Damian
McCartin
Lone Wolf
Lou
Lydia Love
Mal McBeath
Mel
Melinda
Michelle Luv
Mike Hayes
Missy Patrick
~morning glory~
mouse
mystrie
Netty
Ozzie
Pagan
Patches
Pauline Vandenberg
Perky
Princess Python
Princess Vicky
Rachelle and
Manny and Connor and Anna
Radka Lankova
Rissy
sage
Schmellow
Sharnee
Shay
Shazz
Shazz in Melbourne
Sirrah
Sissa
sleepyeyed
Snuggler
Spacy
Stevo
§trawberry
Stretcher
and Renee
Sweet Jailyn
Taz McG
Tedi
TeePee
Tessy and
Hamish
the_last_boy_scout
The Source
tiahna_marie
Tini
Turtle
VeNuS
Zoe Smith
And any others
that have come and gone or that I have missed or overlooked.....