12.07.98
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. Mostly, just about myself as a person, as a mother, as a friend, as a sister and as a daughter. I keep thinking about how my life is so ordinary yet so confusing. I wonder if it's even worth it sometimes to figure it out. I'm such an easygoing person but worry about everything around me. Why do I do that? It's not like my worrying will make things better. I need to just learn how to not let all the little things slowly overwhelm me. I know it does no good and yet I can't stop it. If I could just let go of the worry that holds me down I would be so proud of myself for that. Just as I am proud of myself for being the person I turned out to be. I don't think I would change anything else about myself. I Love Me :)
*** The worst loneliness is not to be comfortable with yourself. ~Mark Twain