11.09.98
Sweet sunshine turned misty gray -- what a sucky day it ended up to be. Drizzling mist, just enough to dirty up the Jeep. That was the only "blah" of today. Other than that, today went very well. Kept busy at work. I need that to keep my mind off "other" things (like a weekend away with ...) For some reason, I don't see that happening. This man is too good to be true. How many more are like him in the world? Many? Few? Sometimes I just go off thinking about if this man really wants to spend time with me or if it's all a game. I really doubt he's lying about it. I just don't understand some things, I guess. Oh great ... wanted to keep my thoughts away from that and here I am doing the opposite. Someone needs to give me a swift kick in the ass. Okay. I'm hungry. Thinking about cooking a big meal, but what will I cook? Ahhh I know ... I'll cook something yummy :P