10.14.98
Boy did I get a slap in the face today. No fucking wonder I've been going insane -- not understanding why I am feeling the way I am. Seems he's had someone else on his mind, in his arms and in his damn bed? Thanks a fucking lot, Mark. I had to find out from someone other than you! Too immature to even tell me yourself and make me think things will change with us. Yeah, right. Now, I'm beginning to understand it ALL. I'm just glad I did not marry him. What an awful thought.