10.21.98
What do I say?
Trenton asked for the first time since all this news hit me, when would he be back...I told him, "He won't be back." No words explaining why or what happened or anything. So much confusion in that little boy's head. I just don't know what to tell him. I didn't know how to tell him anything without me ending up crying. So, for now...I left it at that. After a few seconds of silence, I asked him how he felt about that. His reply was, "How do you feel about it?" :~( I didn't know what to say and ended up behind a locked door minutes later...crying.