10.23.98
Halloween
The night for kids of all ages to dress up and have fun. Right? Why do I not get involved in these activities with my son? I want to so badly, but can't. Am I afraid of getting too close to him? And then getting so close that one day I'll let him down and he'll end up falling harder than if I had not gotten close to him? I don't know. But, that sure seems like what it boils down to. I'm so afraid of hurting him. Again.