This is the site to the love of my soul | home
I know you haven't read this site yet. I gave you the address awhile ago. I said I was going to stop working on it, but I wanted to add this part. This is some of the poems I have written about you. I didn't include a lot of them because some are poorly written. I don't want bad writing to symbolize my love for you. The rest aren't that great but it is the words from my heart. You have seen them all I'm sure but I decided to put them here so you can see them again if you wish.
After I wrote "Forever", I decided to stop. Writing was a big part of my life and I have felt a void in it since I made this decision, but I have no more reason to write. I put more emotion into that poem than anyone else, I put all I had into it. I don't think I will ever match that emotion again, therefore there is no reason to continue. So that poem was my most meaningful and last work. I wonder if you see it as special as I do? I doubt it very much. Perhaps one day you will wish someone would write you the things I do? And then you can remember someone did. That someone felt these amazing feelings for you. And for them to write these things, you must be something very special. I wish I could let you know this now, but when I speak, you go deaf. When I write, you go blind. Maybe time will open your ears and eyes? No matter what happens, I will always love you more than anyone else I can ever imagine. You will always be the most beautiful, kind, lovely, smart, cute, ... AMAZING person I could ever dream up. If you only remember one thing of me, remember me saying that. And please remember I love you.