Written by: Phyllis Ann Doros
Copyright � Feb, 1950
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Grown Up

People say I have changed a great deal,
From the person I was as a girl.
My foot now fits in a neat high-heel,
My hair shows many a curl.

Lipstick and rouge are at my command,
Which I use with upmost care.
Polish covers the nails on my hand.
Stylish are the clothes I wear.

I�ve waited for the time to appear,
When adulthood would be mine.
The way folks talk, that moment is here.
But it is far from divine.

I have grown up as all the folks can see,
�Till now I have reached my height.
Most of my curves are where they should be,
To make me a decent sight.

But somewhere in the years long ago,
My dreams refused to be led.
They carry me high� then drop me low
And dance around in my head.

I�ve tried so hard to make them behave,
For dreams should stay in their place,
Instead, I am completely their slave
And on them I base my case.

My mind is full of romantic tales,
Heard through the ears of a child.
On and on, towards a charmed life it sails,
Though sometimes the sea is wild.

They rule my body with force so strong,
That I seem helpless and small.
All I can do is follow along,
Hoping my castles won�t fall.

I am a woman, they say with pride,
But if people only knew�
About my desire deep inside,
To make old dreams come true.

If they knew how I�ve wished on a star
And even tried to touch it,
Only to find it was much too far�
Their views would change quite a bit.

Sometimes I wonder how they would act,
If my thoughts to them I told�
My age is known, but it is a fact
� In my heart, I�m not that old!

What folks think doesn�t matter much,
For with this great faith I feel�
I�ll go on till my star I shall touch,
Making old dreams become real.
Phyllis -1946

Phyllis -1945

Phyllis -1945


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