bean rambles

I realize I never mentioned my job change. Well it's for the better I'm sure. It's a much cleaner environment. And while they do make fun of my clothes and tats, they're only in jest because I look like such a nice girl. Oh, and I'm a kick ass worker. If only the creepy looking dudes would leave me alone!! We're really hiring some weirdos lately!!9 July 2006

Dude, this was like a one, two punch. I got a tetanus shot because I needed one before I could attend my daughter's day camp. Apparently, I don't like tetanus shots. My arm swelled a bit around the injection site. It hurt like hell from shoulder to elbow and it was RED - for 4 days. Then to top that off, I got the stomach flu. Ya, six hours of puking followed by 10 more hours of delerium. Oh, ya, fun.17 February 2006

Stress, stress and more stress!! My family is killing me. There has been such a MESS involving my cousin, her "boyfriend" and my sisters. I just want to walk away from the entire family. Thank god no one believes a word she says!! But with Christmas just around the corner, some of this stress is disappearing. I love the holidays!! Now if it would only snow!7 December 2003

I'm bound and determined to quit my job - just as soon as I find a replacement. No, folks, that's not the joke of the century. The economy is in the pits, but I have decided that I want to quit and find a new job. : | It's a bunch of things that just added up to a crock of shit. I cannot believe how sexist it has gotten there. I mean, I just recently got seriously offended by my boss. And a certain coworker, I believe, is causing all kinds of problems for me there. Also, when I started there, we had one bagging machine. Now we have three. Basically, we're packaging for Kaz. And it sucks!! I did not get hired to package stupid little Vicks' disks. It would almost definitely mean a paycut. But the benefits at my present job suck ass so I wouldn't be losing much there. I just really wanna find a job with the same sweet hours I have now. *sigh* sometimes things just really suck. I have a feeling they ain't gettin better anytime soon.19 September 2003

Mother's Day. I bet this was a holiday thought up by a man. Is it ever REALLY mother's day? But anyway, that's surprisingly not my gripe today. It's actually all about this ma'am thing. I thought ma'am was only used for women above 50. What the hell happened? One more person calls me ma'am, and I am NOT gonna be able to keep my mouth shut. When people older than you are callin you ma'am, something's wrong!! That's so derogatory. On a positive note, I've got my vibrant red hair back. :) At least something can make me happy still!! 11 May 2003

You make me sick. Pink says it all. I won't even bother to write down all their names. It's not worth it. I'm sick of the world and its double standards. I'm sick of laziness and when did it become a sin to be a perfectionist? Hell, I'm not even that close! I just like to do things right - how they're SUPPOSED to be done. And to all those users out there, try thinking of all those people that you're hurting. You can't just use and use without having it affect someone in a very negative way. 5 March 2003

Petite. Let's just think about this for a minute. When did the world start being taken over by midgets? I mean, I can't find clothes that fit anymore! And what about cars now! There's cars out there that I can't sit in without hitting my head. I'm only 5'7"!! What happened? And if I hear one more guy say that all their looking for is a petite girl, I'm gonna start swinging. 2 March 2003

Well, I've gone and done the other tattoo thing. Another snake. :) I still am working on that skull, though. February 2003.

Woohoo!! I dyed my hair my beloved red again. Got too sick of the blonde. It's my way of changing me without it being permanent. I still can't decide what I want for another tattoo. Though I'm VERY tempted to take a skull that I drew and touch it up for a possible tattoo. hmmmm January 2003