today nothing forever
all i ever loved has gone away
all my childhood truths are lies today
a piece of happiness denied from me
for the sake that nothings free
suicide seems like contemplation
feed my soul unto temptation
for nothing can ever be in this hollow nation
sympathy is just another mockery
week meek and tired are our child's
abortion seems so mild
a pray for euthanasia
absent is births flavor
i only wanted to be happy
yet i cant be left alone to suffer
a plague of nothing other than absentees