As warned before, here are some new "poems" ..........some are "special", they show that I don't only have sorrow in me but also anger and pride
 
 
 

Fear Fear me, fear my revenge Uphold me, fell my strength The knight of doom has returned Your wall will fall and be burned The holy stone will be ours Jews will die in pain Zyclon B as deadly showers This final battle, we will gain Your temple will be destroyed And all your history will be void We'll erase your life and words Stab thy filth with holy swords Drain your blood to become  oceans Ill kill millions and feel no emotions Burned your mom like a witch To die will be your last wish Granted you and your people are dead This hole will be your eternal bed I chose you to terminate Gather your family and eliminate To die in shame and pain is your fate  From your ashes, a holy garden Ill create

Memories Sad memories from the past Fading away at last Xanax to smile for a bit Some pills to forget Some more to quit Life is a one lost bet Feelings dying on me Shapes of hate is all I see I free myself tonight No more shadows to fight Why does sadness rain on me A token called misery Fly away forever Die alone again Happiness as never As I bleed out my pain

 

Revenge Turk you'll pay The Dark angel is here to stay Ill make suffer and bleed Pain till you pay your deed My name painted in your blood on the wall Can't  run and unable to crawl No love, no mercy, just hate Fear carved on your face Ill be your judge and jury Death penalty to ease off my fury Blood drifting to calm my anger Killed the son, now your father Good-bye, die well Hope your pain will continue  in hell

Dive Smile as I die Laugh as I cry Dance as I kneel shout as I sleep But I will still love you And Ill remain a fool I'm so happy to be dead I'm so sad you're still alive I want us to be together in hell Sleeping together in my eternal bed See my burning flame I'm so grateful that you came Take a dive in me My blood as a suicide sea We'll unit in pain We'll hate again We'll enjoy our sorrow When we kill their tomorrow

 

Alone Here I am, alone Staring inside my mind No light to see, am I blind? Here I stand on my own Listening to my dead heart It stopped chanting your name Blank mind, white walls, all the same Your image is lost, final act I don't complain Going insane No one to blame A dying flame I don't even whine As you Kill my sunshine I don't even ask “why” When you laugh as I die Sleepless nights Hopeless fights Since we're not together Lost inside me as never Nothing more to say Nothing else to do Destiny is written  My hopes are broken Many stories left untold Leaving with a true smile Happiness won, for a short while Good-bye cruel world

Seek and Destroy Seeking ways to clean up humanity people who lives in infamy Kill this sub-human race And make the world a better place “Arbeitne macht frei” you'll endure Auschwitz will make this planet pure Human soap to clean the filthy Wiping you all  from History Ugly waste you'll die Hebrew pigs to fry Ashes is what will remain Torture first, enjoy the pain SS brigades we'll create Fearless Worriers to eliminate No way to run Your time has come Pray your god for the last time Killing you will never be a crime A last look at  the blue sky A last tear as you die

 

Tears Am I in your tears when you cry Am I in your fears when you scream Am I still real when you lie Nightmares to destroy my dream How can you claim you have a heart When your words are tearing me apart They gave me a God to worship Praying for salvation, but he died on me Sacred books to read and to rip Fucked up life, same old story I lost my faith when I lost you I lost the world, nothing is true My will to live is no longer My urge to vanish is stronger But I know it's forever Pain is what Ill endeavor Smile, I will never As I await a fanciful savior

Cry Am I in your tears when you cry? Cause you're in my soul when I bleed You are in my memory when I weep You are in me, no matter how hard I try A bitter curse named after you A deadly spell cast on me In your world, unknown mercy Your lies made you true My sadness will let me “go” My life, dying slow You hate what makes me myself You crawled back to your old shell How can you ask me to forget  I can't kill the love I felt Let me cry you out Let me scream and shout My misery, my agony You…forever without me Falling in a hole of pain Loosing you going insane I can't bare your tears Cause it's me who you're drowning I'm scared of your fears Cause it's me who's been screaming “I miss you” written in blood  I cherish you like they worship God You can say what you want I won't change my mind about you You can tell how you feel It wont change my feelings for you

 

Red Black inside, still bleeding red Dead inside, still breathing air Insecured in my own bed Move on, I can’t dare Ruler of nothingness God of unholiness Alone and weak Afraid to speak I am now what you made me A pathetic creation hanging from a tree Addicted to pills, a chemical zombie Darkened by your soul, so ugly Mistress of torture Distructor of my future A bloody snake You are so fake Miserable site, I’ve turned to Promises said, you’re untrue I hate life as much as I hate me I love my death as much as you love my misery Kisses turning into flies Happiness fading into cries You and only you Killed my fragile soul Banging my head against your wall To stop your image from passing through Trying to smile, you bite my tongue Trying to prey, you cut off my knees One last note in this sad song Begging you to come back, please

Back I know you hate me, bit I’ll wish anyway That you’d come and save me today Can’t wait till tomorrow Living in sorrow I’m crying my soul out Scream and shout Breaking down Bleeding and drown Dying slow Crawling low Starting to prey Resurrection, a new day A better world Living in cold Breathing in joy No one’s toy But all this is just in my head My life is cruel instead All this is a dream A chemical scheme On quick sand I stand Against winds I run Crying when they all have fun To meet you my promised land Under acid rain I sing Songs of sorrow and demise Preying the moon to rise My heart to you I bring For you, oh cruel one For you, my eternal sun There you are in front of me But how come you’re fading away I begged you to stay another day But your soul no longer I see Come back I need your sweetness Come back, without you I’m useless

 

Fly So here I am trying to be sane In this sanitarium I call mind Trying to forget you and my pain Trying to wash it with acid rain Opened eyes no more am I blind All those pills wont kill your image inside All my cries , they have died Here I am in my blood wont you take a dive Last wish to swiftly end my life  They say I’m on the edge of a new start But without you I’m better of dead Fading away, the lies you said I will forget misery and have fun I will forget you and go on Or so they said Or so they promised How could they know what I missed? Lights are off, time for bed Living here is like a prison And the only key you hold Days passing by, years and seasons You lost it when you started to lie And now I’m forever trapped My bleeding heart by you was stabbed Staring through the window, yearning to fly Fly away from you and from this cruel world My soul to the unholy, I sold The devil in you cursed me The devil in you made my misery I’m gonna fight back I have the reason that I lack It is my hate for you It is the discus I have for you

Prison Free at last It was a huge task No more misery No more at your mercy I forgot sorrow A bright tomorrow I got over you I stopped crying too Pills made me feel fine You’ll never be mine I no longer care About your tears I don’t care About your fears You’re nothing to me now No more shall I bow Your image is fading fast My system is purged The evil curse you did cast Has finally weakened No more will we talk No more shall I fall You’ re nothing to me anymore I just have to settle the score And make you feel the pain In this battle I shall gain And destroy you like you tried No more black clouds, all is bright No more black thoughts, all is clear Be ware my revenge is near

 

the same Every day I feel the same Every day I feel pain Each day I loose some of my sanity Each day you feed on my misery I am hate Just wait I am so humiliated I don’t want to live that way I’m ending all of this today I am so frustrated All those tears I shed Made my heart dry All those verses I read Forced me to cry No more tears All my fears Evolution in agony Evolution in infamy I’m on the verse of a new start I’m on the edge of a new fall Life tore me apart Trapped in my mind’s wall Alone Pain carved in stone My heart, no more desire My dying soul is on fire Scared I’m loosing my mind Instead I’m running behind Suicidal Sever depression Denial Sever oppression Go on and on and on In a game I lost In a game of lust In a game nobody won I lost I resign from life I’m lost My last day of strife Ending it all Slipping in an endless hole Good bye Last try Another razor A final Distructor

life s fight Sadness screaming tears Misery crying fears I lost life’s fight  Nothing else to do Living my last day through Hopeless creature Cruel nature Shouting at the moon Ready to die soon A human waste Death has a better taste Life is bitter Agony is my soul sister Early death Final breath Crowded mind Love is hard to find Fool to be alive In a dark hole I took a dive You killed my soul No one can pull up me again Crying with the rain Whispering my pain Going insane Bored from life On a bed of strife Words are meaningless here Nothing I feel is clear Chemical warfare I just sit and stare  Xanax to feel good To suicide I should To end it all I could With a razor I would

Not all I write is about my sorrow, I also write as a spokesman of our arabic brothers in Palestine , Iraq and Syria who endure the jews and Turks attack ...... but we will gain in the end