Getting harassed by noisy people
who want to know who I am ,(HATE FOR a/s/v QUESTIONS on IRC ) , I
had to make this page to explain who and what am I .......
Well here goes and there wont
be any order in what I'll say :
Since the gay First of april 2000
, I'm 26 ,I'm what can be attached to the male specie. I live in France
pretending to be a Law student
I love cats and hate dogs ( and
the feeling is mutual as well)
I'm a metal fan (and a die hard
Paradise Lost one!!!!!)
In all i do or believe in I'm
what you call an extremist ,such as in music (only
metal ,some dark wave and some arabic music , the rest is shit!!!!!!
if you listen to something else you are gay!) , politics
(I'm
an arab nationalist ,,i believe in a Great united arab republic as NASSER
wanted it---soon a section on this God of mine (but for now go check this
link Nasser,
Gamal Abdel (1918-1970) ---
, I hate jews (Palestine is ours !!!!!! This
site explains it all about the raped land of Palestine )and
all the other arabs enemies , A
poem dedicated to them (and specially to a gay turk <-----
check out the poem there ....... I'm proud of my
history and culture and I know yours sucks!!!!, and I am proud that my
mother is lebanese
religion
.....just go see the religion section and you'll , hopefully, get the picture),
sports
(I am a Olympique
de Marseille football team
die hard fan--- Paris Paris on t'encule--- I love to watch sports on Tv
, but i play none (except chess and badminton)
I feel less
miserable in these Undernet channels #lostparadise (of course) but
also #moonspell, #metal, #darkpoetry #poesie, #poetry, #om, #pdsg, #metal-fr.....
Now some
words to describe myself ........that wont be easy ..... Oh well, if you
go to see my pix, you'll know that I'm far from being cute, I'm depressive,
even suicidal (suicide is my favorite hobby :)))
) I love to think that I'm honest , nice (even too nice sometimes
grrrrrrr ) ,you can't imagine how lazy I am!! I have bad temper and go
mad easily ...but i try to get a grip on my self! ,I'm a great listener
when it comes to others problems and I can even solve some...... but when
it comes to my own I tend to leave them aside until, like a rotten egg
it smells so bad i have to puke , and yeah I looooooove to talk using weird
metaphors :) ..I'm a damn romantic asshole, that's why i get hurt
so many times :"'(
I have money
problems cause I can never stop spending it :(( , I'm never
wrong !!!! but when i realize that i did something bad i beg for forgiveness
, i hate to hurt people except when they start first, I never forgive
but i tend to forget !! (people think i had mercy when in fact it's only
a question of having a bad memory) I hate changes , monotony and routine
make me feel secure (maybe it's because i have eye problems so anything
i tend to do a lot ,any object I use ,place I go to often, make me
rely less on my shity eye site) I hate going out ...nothing beats my home,
computer or no computer ... I never go to see my friends , they need to
come here, I hate the sun, the heat ,Ilooooooove the rain , the snow and
the cold, I honestly get surprised when affection is shown towards me,
I love to be in control, human contacts are disgusting, nothing breaks
me except life its self, I'm a maniac when it comes to hygiene but I can
easily live with my own filth (it's like i prefer to eat in a dirty dish
i used 2 days before than use one you just cleaned with your hands) I have
an overall bad health but I don't give a damn since I tend to die soon
:) I know i wont love again, I know no one is like me ,I'm
unique... but aren't we all ? I love to stay up late and sleep till 5 pm
:) I hate smiling ,laughs always die inside of me ,I
love to read a lot ... I love to think that I have enough culture and knowledge
to have a high level conversation ,my life is filed with principles i made
,and when it comes to ideologies, philosophical and, scientific theories,
I have one sacred rule :INVENTORY ,
which means I never take a theory for granted ,just the bits I think will
suite me and my principles, when people finally admit I 'm right I tend
to be jubilant !!!!!!! I love compliments, when people say "oh Rami you
aren't bad "or "your poems are good" :) I love to go to concerts
and i hate parties
There , that's it for now......................