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Now,this is my contribution to religion, it's more against YOUR religion than explaining mine......so this goes out to all religious freaks who let some mythologic bullshit control their life (at this moment i'm thinking of a girl who decided to escape love for a fiction, called orthodoxy .........she didn't want me cause i wasn't orthodox. Mouhahaha ,so like the "christian woman" type o- song goes she chosen to suffer internally and not eternally. Hmmmmmm , but "my dear" eternity doesn't exists, you live, you die period,, no heaven , no hell (except life itself)
What's sad of course is that with her ,i was/still am hurt........ doesn't her God have mercy on me??
Now for the funny stuff....... what do i believe in  : Well for starter you should know that i was raised in a muslim environment ....and in my early ages, i believed that what i was told (about God) and all that was the truth. But know this, i've never really had a religious (brain washing) education, which helped me evacuate all this nonsense .
How?? well with something all religious people either lack or are afraid to use LOGIC...... good old "Descartes" and his    je pense donc je suis   which is "i think then i am" . Yeah it's not your God who made me a human ,it's my own mind, reason ....... so why should i be a slave to a myth??? i'm my own God and Slave. I make my own Holy book , which i have to follow, unless i decide not to (it's like with the old french regime lex rex rex lex   (the law is the king and the king is the law) he created the law so everyone including him had to respect it, but since he 's the creator ,he can "uncreate" it
That doesn't mean i have no principles ....... but as the King , i made my own ,i've no need for someone else's book of rules... and especially a book made 2000 years ago and on which even all christians don't agree, take M.....' s orthodoxy,  it's the right way for her , but how many of her people were burned as heretics??
And as the God of my own religion, i don't want any other slaves but me ...which means, unlike all the other fucking religions, I AM DOING NO PROSELYTISM HERE.... i don't care if you agree or not...... i'm free ("free of christ, intelligence won" by Decide a great death metal band)
Who made me realize that God is a fiction ?? well science of course...... if you look deep into the scientific discoveries , you'll see how much they prove that religion/God is bullshit
Who made me realize for the first time that i was being mislead ??DARWIN Go read about this great man  and his evolution theory ; it's simple : if ,and all the scientific researches prove it is, the evolution theory is right , then one of  the holy bases of the 3 most important religions is false ,the creation of man by God, the Adam and Eve theory/myth.
that was my first religious reflection , to say that if the evolution thing is real then Adam and Eve aren't .So using my logic/reason i found out that God himself doesn't exist
From this moment my religion /islamic believes have disappeared , so i began to say that i'm an atheist
what the hell is an atheist?
Which of course didn't please my family/friends so i was like ...........persecuted , mentally of course and Hmmmmmm all that bullshit of trying to make me go back to "reason" (what a weird term to call religion huh? :)  )
all that shit made my atheism (which is a passive religion , i mean you are an atheist but you accept other's religion) and frankly i don't accept your religion , i wanna fight it and destroy it!!! i want to free you, since you are too weak to free yourself as i did !!!!!!
then i began to feel close to the satanist movement   If i have to be religious, that would be mine
but of course without being a satanist myself ,since i'm a rationalist , i can't believe in satan (since i don't believe in god...... that's logic, that's reason!!!)
but i love they way they seek to destroy religion
so i finally came out with my own and final religion ,until I decide to change it
i'm a RATIONALIST SATANIST   if you didn't understand those 2 terms and why they are put together, try re reading this page :)))

speaking of DARWIN go check this out  mouhahaha the evolution theory at its best