Identity - Part One

Written by Codename Ghost
Date: 6/28/97


He dreamed...

He dreamed that he stood before a metal door, looking into a room, seeing Simone on the other side of the door, steam rising around her. Shouting her name and pounding his fists against the door, trying to batter his way through and reach her before she took that final step and overloaded the generator, hearing her parting words--I love you, Michael--before she was shrouded in smoke. There was someone behind him, reaching out to shake his shoulder, saying his name, but he could never see who it was, all his attention was focused on the door that barred him from the woman he had loved and married...

"Simone..." he whispered and came awake as a hand prodded bare shoulder, sliding up to brush brown hair from his eyes, blinking, he looked up into the smiling face of Simone and felt a sudden inexplicable chill, same as he always experienced upon waking from the dream to find that Simone was curled up in bed beside him. And in those first few moments of disorientation he found himself wondering which was the dream, Simone beside him or Simone dying...

"C'mon, time to get up. We've got a busy day ahead of us." She was already dressed, wearing jeans and a T-shirt, short black hair still a little damp from the shower, leaning over to give him a quick kiss on the cheek and grasping his hand to pull him up to a sitting position. "Get dressed, I'll make breakfast. Don't forget--we need to talk to Pietro before we head out." A pat on his cheek and she left the bedroom.

Running hands through his hair, Michael pushed the covers aside and swung his legs over the side of the bed, rubbing at his temples to dispel the dull ache these dreams seemed to bring. Three times so far this week, and in almost as many nights--he talked to Simone about them a little and she had just smiled, giving him a kiss and telling him there was no need to be worried about her, she wasn't about to leave him, asking as well if he was taking his pills. At the bedside table was the small bottle of pills to be taken when the headaches came but he had stopped taking them over the last week, bit by bit, flushing them down the toilet if Simone was insistent that he take them. He didn't like the way the pills muddled his head, making it difficult to concentrate, even if the headaches and the odd visions seemed to be coming on more and more...

Pushing himself up from the bed he picked up the pants lying on the dresser and pulled them on, walked to the closet to pull a white dress shirt off a hanger and put that on as well. Smothering a yawn he left the bedroom and headed for the small kitchen, going behind Simone to slip his arms around her waist. She leaned back into him and said, "What do you want for breakfast? Eggs?"

"You." With her warmth against him he could forget all the doubts and uncertainities he had, ever since he had woken two months ago with little memory of anything but Simone. She was all that was familiar to him in this strange place, with the people that called themselves the Legion, his only link to a past that was gone. She had been the one to guide him through it, telling him how they had joined the Legion years ago, and it fit with what scant memories he still had, explained how he knew the things he did and how easy it was to kill. And when somewhere in the back of his mind a faint voice said what he was doing was wrong he was able to ignore it...

"Silly." She pushed down the hands that slid under her shirt and shivered when he kissed her throat, turning in his arms to twine her own around his neck, drawing his head down to hers for a kiss that left them both breathless. Simone broke it first, pushing at his chest with a laugh, and said chidingly, "We have a time table to stick to, you know that. There will be plenty of time for that later."

He gave a heavy sigh and let her go, leaving the kitchen to sit at the table, elbows propping up his chin, watching Simone as she made breakfast, trying to understand why he still felt this knot in his stomach at seeing her. Sitting back in the chair, he looked up at the ceiling and experienced yet another one of those strange flashbacks...

...Slumped back against the chair, hands cuffed behind him, sweat dampened hair clinging to his face, bright light overhead, and figures circling endlessly around him, speaking to him, words hard to understand but sinking into a befuddled mind. So tired, so hard to concentrate, to deny what they were telling him, because he wanted to believe at least part of it and they knew that, used that small hold on his mind to pull him in deeper. And coming into the light was Simone and he was shaking his head in denial, no longer sure of what was real or a lie...

"Michael?" Dazed he lifted his head to look at Simone as she set a plate before him, sitting on the edge of the table, expression sympathetic as she extended a hand to stroke hair back from his face. "You've been having the headaches again, haven't you?" She let out a sigh as he gave a reluctant nod and stroked his cheek. "I know you don't like taking the pills but it's for your own good. Promise me that when we get back you'll take a pill and lie down for a while."

"I will." It might make things a little better, ease this nagging doubt.

"Hurry up and eat, we have to go soon." Touching him on the shoulder she went back into the bedroom and he looked down at the plate of scrambled eggs, pushing them around on the plate, the strange memory destroying his appetite.



From the outside the building appeared to be a run-down warehouse but the interior had been converted to provide lodgings for the members of the Legion and the two of them shared a loft on the second floor. All in all, there were maybe thirty members that lived in the building, the numbers varying from twenty to nearly fifty if there was a mission going on in the area, and for the most part Michael's contribution had been to plan missions. He had taken part in perhaps two or three missions, Pietro saying that it was better for him to remain behind, that they could afford to lose a few members but not him, and for this latest one he would be the one to actually go in and take out the target, a man named Elliot Warfield that was selling arms to rebel forces in a former Soviet state.

Warfield was to be attending a luncheon at the Westchester Hotel, according to the local paper, and it gave them the best possible opportunity to take him down. There would be a lot of people moving through the hotel and with the invitations Pietro obtained, there would be six of them attending: Michael, Simone, and four other members of the Legion. Scattered around the banquet room, they would provide him with the cover he needed until Warfield was dead and they would be able to escape in the confusion that followed...

On the ground floor they met Pietro in his office, the other members of the team already present, and Simone excused herself to change while Pietro and Michael looked over the floor plans of the hotel for the last time; Pietro was a man of average height, dark hair going gray, wearing dark pants and a black turtleneck, jovial of manner but utterly serious when it came to a mission. He had been as much help settling Michael here as Simone had, easing him into the workings of the Legion and allowing him to take the time to get back into the loop.

"You'll be three tables back from the podium, doing the hit won't take that long. Three fire doors, two on either side of the podium, hit Warfield and go out the nearest fire door. By the time they know what's going on you'll be out of there, the others can go out with the other patrons. If there's any trouble they'll back you up, just give the word."

"Warfield's speech starts at 1:15." Examining the floor plans and fixing in his mind the locations of exits, Michael nodded and straightened. "Just have a car ready."

"Of course." Pietro clapped him on the back. "You're doing a great thing for the cause."

Michael reached out to take the shoulder holster lying on the table and slipped his arms into it, sliding the gun that lay beside it into the holster, pulled on the black suit coat over it and adjusted the holster so that it wouldn't be noticeable. In the lapel of the coat was a microphone to link him to the others and a receiver tucked into one ear, he would hear what they hear and stay apprised of what was going on around him. All his attention would be focused on the task at hand, he had to rely on them to let him know of any possible dangers.

"Ready?" asked Simone as she came into the room, fastening pearl studs on her ears, having forsaken the jeans and T-shirt for an ivory sheath trimmed in white beads along the hem and bodice. She leaned in close to him, slipping an arm around his waist, and for a moment he experienced another weird flash of deja vu--Simone with her back against a wall, looking up at him with wild eyes, he moving to her slowly, with the caution used to approach a wild thing--but then it was gone, evaporating as quickly as it had come.

Shaking himself mentally Michael said, "Let's go."



Leaving the building they split into teams and by 12:30 Michael and Simone were at the West- chester Hotel, walking through the lobby. The doorman had held the door open for them and smiled as they entered but Michael could feel eyes on his back and found himself stiffening, not relaxing even when Simone slipped her arm through his. As they headed for the banquet room, he found himself watching the other people in the lobby, trying to determine who looked out of place, and his eyes fell on a young blond woman sitting on a sofa, wearing a navy suit, lifting her head from the magazine she was reading to meet his eyes, a studied casualness in the gaze before she returned her attention to the magazine.

He came to an abrupt halt, eyes flicking around the room, seeing others around the room that appeared to be watching him as well, just a glance in his direction and then away. Simone tugged on his arm and leaned in to ask quietly, "What's wrong?"

"Something's...not right." It was sheer paranoia, to think that they were watching him, and yet he couldn't shake it, the absolute feeling that they were walking into a trap. Instinct told him to get the hell out of there, warring with intellect that said he was overreacting, and he slowly slipped Simone's arm out from his, knowing he needed that hand to draw his gun. "I think we should break off--"

"When we're so close?" she asked in disbelief, resisting when he tried to draw her back. "Do you know how long it's taken us to get this far?"

The doorman was heading in their general direction and he could see a small group emerging from the banquet room, four men chatting with each other as they walked towards them, a glance over his shoulder showed others approaching. Even the blond woman had gotten up from the couch and was walking towards him, all at a slow deliberate pace, closing him in...he gave Simone a shove and said, "Go!" Dragging the gun free, he fired at the four approaching, the shot deliberately over their heads, and as they dropped to the floor Simone fled for the nearest exit.

"Gun! Everyone down!" shouted a woman's voice just behind him and he swung around, the gun up and finger tightening on the trigger as he aimed it at the blond young woman that stood there. She had no weapon in her hand, just stared back at him, light blue eyes calm, chin up in a gesture that was achingly familiar, and the gun wavered in his hand. He couldn't shoot her, he knew her, even if he couldn't recall her name...

And with his attention distracted he was open to attack, a blur of movement to the right and a hand grasping his wrist to wrench the gun free even as he was borne to the ground. The gun was gone and the man over him sat on his legs even as two others came to hold him to the carpeted floor, one ripping the microphone free from his lapel and tossing it aside.

"Don't hurt him." Over him the blond woman, her glance apologetic and determined at the same time, eyes lifting to look as someone else approached. Struggling vainly in his captors' hold, he went still as he saw the woman approaching, holding in one hand a syringe, brown eyes studying him as she said, "Hold him still."

At seeing the needle, he heaved upwards in a desperate attempt to get free but another one came to hold him down while the woman caught a handful of hair and turned his head to expose his throat, bringing the needle in to inject him. A sharp pain and a nearly immeadite lassitude, the hands loosened on him as he lay gasping, fighting against the effects of the drug, and the blond woman's face swam into view, concerned, touching him briefly on the cheek. "It's going to be all right, Michael. Don't fight it."

How does she know my name? was his last coherent thought before the darkness pulled him in.



Watching Michael as he lay on the floor, struggling to get free, a fear she had never seen him display in his gray eyes, had been painful even though Nikita knew it was the only way. They had been very lucky, the Legion had actually fallen for the ruse of the luncheon and elected to deploy their newest weapon, leaving Michael exposed for the first time since they had first taken him seven months ago. Seven months in which they had assumed he was dead--tortured and then exectued-- all until reports from various contacts identified him as the guiding hand behind several Legion sorties; whatever discussion had been done about Michael and his fate had gone on behind closed doors and in the end Madeline had come out with the plan.

Elliot Warfield was involved in humanitarian efforts in a former Soviet state, efforts that dis- credited the local rebels, and as such was considered a target by the Legion, who had ties to that same group. A few articles here and there, a mention of a luncheon that didn't exist, and the Legion had snatched at it greedily, so eager to do the hit that they had brought out Michael to perform for the first time in public. All part of Madeline's plan to capture Michael and bring him back to the Section, repair the damage that the Legion had done to him.

And Nikita had an idea of how deeply that damage had gone, she had seen the woman with Michael and had been stunned by the resemblance to Simone. Stunned and furious as well, that they would use such a weapon against Michael, knowing how vulnerable he would be to Simone, and wanting nothing more than to go and knock the woman down onto her ass, restraining herself with an effort. It had all gone well, even if Michael had seemed to sense that something was wrong at the end, they would catch a few of the Legion but that wasn't important, retrieving Michael was.

She folded her arms over her chest and shifted her attention to Madeline as the woman replaced the syringe in its case. "What did you give him?"

"A sedative. He'll be out for a few hours, long enough to transport him. Let's get him out of here." She gestured and two operatives came to lift him, Nikita following behind them as they made their way out of the hotel, ignoring the babble of the hotel guests as they passed them.


End of Part 1

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