Snow was falling quietly around him. He shrugged against the mild cold, but really cold, but not really comfortable. He looked down at the old lady selling her wares. The old lady looked back at him. The little bazaar where the old woman had her stand was situated on the northeastern side of the small town. Caeles felt sorry for the old woman, who sat in the cold air in front of him. She was guarded against the weather by several layers of material. The colors had once been bright and cheery, but like the old woman, faded well past their prime. She muttered something unintelligible and worked the items around her stand with her gnarled, bone-white hands. There was worry in her eyes that Caeles didn't understand. Was she afraid of him? He thought that he wasn't that intimidating. Perhaps she had caught wind from the locals about his father. His father, the calm serenity that makes others fear. The quiet in the night of Rome. The real power behind the Emperor. Maybe that was why he had been sent to Germania. To be quietly gotten rid of? But, how had he angered his father? What did he do-Caeles closed his brown eyes. ...I shall not fear him... Opening his eyes, he saw that the old lady had turned from him and looked out across the town to the hills nearby. Caeles followed her line of sight. A slight chill ran up his spine as he thought he heard drumbeats. Caeles adjusted the furs that he wore against the chill in the air of the new year. His tutor had told him that Germania grew cold quite early and stayed cold late. The old lady turned back to Caeles quickly and gestured to the display in front of him. Caeles simply shook his head. The woman probably wouldn't understand him anyway. Caeles shivered as a slight breeze picked up. He longed quietly for the warm, wet winters of his foster home in Campania. There. In the distance. It was a drumbeat. And another. And another. A thin column of smoke rose across that same hill. The old woman let out a small squeak and hurriedly closed down her little stand. Caeles was startled as hoof beats pounded down around him with seemingly no warning. He turned and watched as a Centurion galloped past. The red and bronze of his armor shined dully in the overcast day, the plume on his helmet bouncing gaily as he rode along. The horse was similarly arraigned in the red of the Germanic legions. "All take cover-All take cover! Barbarians at the pass-Barbarians at the pass!" he shouted from horseback. Caeles watched him ride past. He went off towards the column of smoke and drove his horse faster as he dug his heels in. "Barbarians?" Caeles asked to himself. He turned to ask the old woman about it, but she was gone. Her stand little more than a wooden table, she had taken everything with her. All around him, the people of the small town in which his carriage had left him had all taken their leave of him. He wondered why...Caeles reached into the little leather pouch at his waist. He withdrew a scrap of parchment that his driver had given him before leaving. It read -Hope to see you soon, Mistura-. What kind of a name was that? Mistura? As he had been told, Mistura Kalendis was a great general in the Northern Legions, almost as great as Caesar himself. It sounded like a woman's name to Caeles. Faint sounds began to drift to his ears. Sounds he'd never heard before. Caeles watched the far hill as several units of the Legion appeared on the crest. They were the sounds of blood and fire and hate. They fell before the onslaught of a mass of earthen colored men, all attired in browns and greens and the black mud of Germania. Caeles watched as they swarmed over the hill, ever faster toward the small town. They were the sounds of war. *** The Fate of Hearts: An Elsetimes Fanfic of Neon Genesis Evangelion By Joshua Trujillo *** I - Another World / The Test *** Caeles watched the hill as the mass of humanity, if you could call them that, spilled into the narrow valley. They moved so quickly; it amazed him to think that they weren't something more like water. The way they flowed down the hillside and around the trees, it was quite hypnotic. Caeles began to back away as he realized that the living mass of barbarians would most likely not hesitate to kill any Roman son, much less the son of the Imperial Proconsul. But, it would be so easy to just watch them as they rolled on. It would be easy to just give up. He watched as the horde grew closer. Something in him screamed at him to run. As the fear began to grow in him, Caeles half turned and fell, his foot twisted in a root from a nearby tree. The pain that shot up through his leg was immediately worse than the thought of barbarians taking his life. Caeles whimpered impotently. He pulled himself to his feet and backed away as best he could. The barbarians were at the end of the village, killing those that they flushed out of their houses, lighting the rest to the torch. One crazed creature, hair matted yellow and brown, spotted Caeles and screamed something in his disgusting native tongue. When he saw that Caeles was dressed as a Roman, he ran towards the boy. The brute raised his crude sword high and Caeles closed his own eyes against the killing blow. Which never came. There was only a strange gurgling sound. Caeles cautiously opened his eyes and stared in fascination at the arrow that was stuck through the massive barbarian. The blood that trickled slightly out of his mouth was the same color as the plume on the shaft of the arrow. Red. Roman Red. The huge man fell dead at Caeles' feet. His own blood was pounding in his ears and Caeles didn't even hear the hoof-beats as he was picked deftly up onto a horse, and placed behind the rider. The riding lessons that his tutor gave him paid off as Caeles instinctively grabbed hold of the person commanding the horse. The horse galloped hard for a few minutes and Caeles held on, not knowing who his savior had been, nor where exactly they were going, but when he did open his eyes again, he saw the forest around him ablaze. Arrows of fire rained down around the galloping steed as they raced to wherever they were racing. Barbarians fell to the wayside, sometimes crunching under the hooves; sometimes the person controlling the horse would swing a sword through his line of sight, which would cleave easily the head of the barbarian they were passing. Caeles wondered at that. He thought that he should feel nauseous or at least disgusted by the horrific sights around him, but he couldn't bring himself to worry about these creatures. They attacked first, did they not? They refused to be led under the glorious banner of Rome, so they must be the traitorous savages that he'd always been taught about. And, as if to satisfy his own mind, one of them would most definitely have killed him, had it not been for this brave fellow on horseback. Caeles held on tight, closed his eyes and tried not to imagine the horrors on the other side of his eyelids. The bounce of the horse was enough to keep Caeles' attention, as the land seemed to sometimes drop out from underneath them. He tried to hang on, but the horse was wet with blood, or sweat or something else and while Caeles tried not to think about it, his grip around the waist of the warrior in the saddle remained firm. The sounds of the battle around him grew more and more quiet, fast fading into the background. The speed of the animal didn't seem to slow, but around them the quiet of the forest came back. The sounds of the trees whipping past them, along with the undulating horse under him combined to lull Caeles into a state of semi-consciousness. Images. They were images that he knew. His foster parents, provincial governors in Campania, always too busy to be bothered with someone else's child. But, he reminded himself, they were kind in their own ways. They provided him with everything he wanted and he had a great time learning all about the glory of Rome and her people and her past and...Other things. The other children didn't understand, they were too busy pretending that they were Julius Caesar, while Caeles was learning about what made Caesar the man he was. He did have a friend though, who enjoyed learning about all the old military campaigns as much as Caeles. He missed him. Caeles was jolted back to the present as the horse slowed. A female voice brought the horse up and he fully stopped. Caeles opened his eyes and looked around the warrior. A woman with kind eyes took the reigns from the warrior and smiled as she saw Caeles. She was quite pretty, actually. He blushed and returned a shy smile. He looked around the compound. Many tents of different colors held a general row of about thirty-five or so. Legionnaires and Centurions walked to and fro, some led horses, and some led dogs. He could hear the sounds of iron on an anvil in the distance somewhere. Caeles was impressed for the size of the camp. A tap on his wrist brought his attention back and he let the soldier his hands were around help him from the horse. The soldier dismounted after and walked into a large tent before Caeles could thank him. He quietly supposed that the man had things he needed to report and Caeles supposed that his thanks to the man could wait. Caeles turned back to the woman. About the same height as the soldier, but with short brown hair that fell about her face, making her blue eyes quite round. "If you would, please?" she said, gesturing to a nearby tent, "My name is Certus Penator. I am the personal adjutant to the general." "Caeles Soter," he replied. The pain in his foot began to grow, but Caeles tried to ignore it as he stepped through the folds of the brownish tent to the darkness on the other side. The center was cleared away and at the far end of the tent was a large table. On the table rested perhaps hundreds of parchments of all types and sizes. Caeles was quiet as the man standing over them stopped writing and looked up. He wore his gray hair flat and close to his scalp, like an old soldier and he had the look about him that he'd spent too many winters in Germania. He sighed out, his gaunt features looking older than when Caeles had entered the tent. He motioned Caeles to the table and pointed to the map nearest the middle of the table. "Look at them." Caeles started at the sudden intrusion to the quiet. The man's voice belied his apparent age, hiding a force that Caeles hadn't heard all that often. The only source of light was the flickering of an oil lamp nestled somewhere on the table. He pointed to the maps again and Caeles examined them. The map in the center of the table, nearest the lamp, showed a pair of hills situated in the midst of a small valley. Marks on the map along both hillsides were that of Roman legions holding earthworks. A large area of blue to the north of the hills seemed to mark the adversary. The lines of the valley swept up and while Caeles hadn't seen that very often, it normally meant that the walls of the valley were impassable. "Well?" the man asked again, "What do you make of them?" "Kopos neck." "Hm?" "Something I learned from the campaigns of Caesar in Gaul," Caeles replied as he continued to wonder about the placing of the soldiers along the hills. "Very well," the man said, "What would you do then?" Caeles looked up from the map. The man had folded his long arms across his chest and waited expectantly. Was he asking for advice? He looked like a general or some other higher up in the military, why would he need the advice of a schoolboy? Caeles thought for a minute. Something came to him... "Assuming that the army here can keep the battlements on the hills," he began, unsteadily, "Take a cavalry charge down the other end of the valley and drive the enemy down between the hills and into the arms of the Legions below." "The foxes to the hunters," a voice said from the darkness to Caeles' right. The voice! It sent shivers up his spine. So smooth...Like thunder over the sea on a summer's night. Caeles strained in the darkness of the tent to see the owner of that voice, but whoever it was faded just as quickly back into the blackness. The old soldier cleared his throat, which brought Caeles's attention back around. Caeles gulped. "And if we can't hold those hills?" he asked. Caeles thought for a moment. "Then set a line of catapults here, here," Caeles said, pointing to places on the map, "And here." The old man looked at the places to which Caeles pointed and nodded slowly. "Thank you, my young friend," he smiled, "Certus?" She stepped out of the shadow near the entrance to the tent to stand beside Caeles. Certus nodded back to the entrance and ushered a confused Caeles out. The flap thudded dully as the tent was folded into the dark once more; only the flame from the lamp on the table provided any illumination. The old man stared at the entrance for another minute. "He acts like his father," the female voice said again. The old man turned to his right. Into the small lamplight stepped a woman. Skin smooth and light like milk, her arms bare and the collar of the cloak she wore flirting with the skin above her breasts. Her blue eyes shined brightly from under brown locks that seemed to be too plain for her, like she should have been born of another hair color. She folded one arm under the other and stared into the goblet he hadn't even noticed. More wine, probably. She was not one to be without it these days. The old man straightened and thought more on the child of Soter. "His mind is sharp and uncluttered," he said flatly, "He'll work fine." A bright sliver of laughter erupted from the woman. "Will he now?" she chirped, "We'll see..." She wandered back into the darkness of the tent and the old man snorted. He dipped a small, worn stylus into the ink and scribbled down a couple of his thoughts on a scrap of parchment. Looking around the table a moment, he picked up a small bell and gave it three sharp rings. Not half an instant later, the tent flap flipped up and a young man entered and bowed quickly. "To General Kalendis," the old man said, handing the courier the scrap of parchment. The man bowed again and took off running. The tent flap smacked shut again and the old man sat into his chair. He felt heavy, worn down. And the young man he saw today made him feel old. A tear fell for the boy, Caeles, for what he must endure. And the tear fell for his own role in it all. "Why Effero?" he asked of the air, "Why does it have to be your own son?" *** II - Fish *** The air outside was crisp and clean. Caeles breathed in and looked around him. The sounds of battle had faded off in the distance, no longer audible from the camp. Caeles smiled, as he hadn't thought that it was something he should've ever heard. True, he'd been trained by the finest soldiers and warriors of Rome and Greece and Egypt and half a dozen other peoples, but that didn't mean that he liked battle. These thoughts coursed through his head and fogged his mind. He stumbled as the injury to his ankle came back to him. He swore silently and stopped, holding his shin. The young woman named Certus looked back and came to his side. "You're injured?" she asked. Caeles nodded. "I stumbled before the Centurion picked me up," he said, "I must have turned my ankle." Certus smiled and got under his other arm. She helped him stumble his way to another tent, this one adorned in the same fashion as the last tent, a small table to one side and a bed opposite. Atop the table, maps and similar papers were spread out in no order that Caeles could see. Certus led him to a stool near the bed and he sat down on it. Certus knelt at his feet and began to undo the leather strappings on his boot. "Your driver was supposed to bring you right into camp," she sighed as she got his boot off, "An escort was supposed to be in that little town, but he had to take off once the battle began." "So the driver left me?" Certus looked into his questioning eyes and smiled. "I don't think it was intentional or anything," she went back to examining his ankle, "I just think that he got scared. Possibly got wind of the battle or something." She turned his ankle slightly and he winced from the shoot of pain. Certus clucked softly and hummed a little tune. "What is that song?" Caeles asked, trying to take his mind off the pain. "Hmm?" she asked. "That tune you were humming. What was it?" She smiled and held up a finger. She got up and left the tent, but returned a minute later with a largish leather satchel. She placed the satchel on the floor near him and opened it. "Before I tell you about the song, I'd like to ask a question of you. How much do you know of the people under the General's command?" she asked, rummaging around inside the satchel, "I've been told that you're a very good strategist, but what do you know of the people?" "Just rumors, really," he said, "Like, you've got the slaves actually guarding the governor's estate?" Certus pulled a small glass bottle from the satchel and nodded her head. "It's odd to think that they are indeed slaves, but yes, you're right about that," she said, "We like to think in terms of the good of the city, which means that the lines delineating plebian and patrician is kind of blurred. By the way, the tune was one that my daughter always loved..." The little cork on the top of the bottle came off with a pop and Caeles could instantly smell a pungent, sweet odor that came from within. Certus placed her left hand under his injured foot and poured a small stream from the bottle over his foot. She set the bottle down and began to rub what felt like oil into his injured foot. Caeles winced from the pain, but then began to feel a warm sensation spread from the oil into his foot. The more she rubbed, the more the heat from the oil spread, relaxing his foot and making the pain subside. She stopped rubbing and pulled a little cloth from the satchel. She wiped her hands and turned her head to one side, as if he could hear something he could not. She looked up at him. "Now, hold still," she said. He nodded and she lowered her head slightly to his foot. Caeles was about to say something when she blew on his foot. Even as slight as her breath was, the oil, which had almost been hot enough to make him break into a sweat, suddenly cooled. He took a breath against the weirdness of the feeling. Her breath on his foot made the oil grow colder and colder until the feeling in his foot was fairly gone. She looked up at him again. "Can you still feel your foot?" He shook his head. "Good," she said. She picked up the same cloth from her bag and began to wrap his foot in it. "You said you had a daughter?" Caeles asked as he tried to be friendly. He wasn't entirely sure it would work. She looked up from her work and smiled a sad smile. "Do you know the area of Gallia Cisalpina?" she asked. "I had to ride through it on my way here. South of the Alps, north of Latium and Rome," he said. He shrugged, still wondering at the lack of feeling in his foot. It had to have been something in the oil, but what? He had never heard of this kind of healing before. She didn't look like a witch. Perhaps she was a priestess... "It's the region that I and my family are from," she said as she continued to wrap his foot, "There's a small trading town there, near the Adriatic Sea. I fell in love with a spy who had been injured and was resting there. I bore him a daughter about a year later." "You must have loved him," Caeles guessed, not wanting to give up the brief company. She shrugged in response. "He was secondary to my daughter, whom I love more than anything and I think I raised her well," she continued, "The spy left, but that was fine as I raised her in the ancient arts of my family. Healing. Something I learned from my mother, who learned it from her mother and so forth. What plants healed, what plants did what, which plants you could eat safely and which ones you couldn't. The preparation of potions is another family art, which made me quite valuable to the Legions of Rome." "My daughter was very intelligent and she learned the craft as quickly as I could teach her. She soaked up the information just like a sponge! I was amazed and pleased that the family arts would continue in good hands. And then, one day after her tenth birthday, a Roman messenger came through town saying that two legions of barbarians were coming from Germania and that our town was next in the path." "I was frightened beyond belief, but I got our little family together with as much as we could carry and we journeyed to the hills. Unfortunately, we weren't able to hide long enough and the makeshift camp we had was overrun. I was injured, but not enough that I didn't see one of the brutes take my daughter away, screaming." "Stolen...My Gods..." Caeles breathed. The enormity of the situation took his breath away. No wonder his father wanted him here! If these savages were taking children from Roman towns IN Roman provinces, then they HAD to be stopped, at all costs. "Are you all right?" she asked. Caeles shook his head to clear it and smiled at her. "Well, that happened about five years ago," she said. She picked up his boot and helped him scoot it back onto his injured foot, cloth covering and all. She began to fit the strappings back into place, securing the boot. "I joined the Legions as an adjutant to one of the governors in Germania in hopes of one day finding my daughter, even if it's just to mark the place where she died," she sighed, "The governor died a few weeks later and I was brought under the command of the General as her personal adjutant. It also helps that I can use my family arts to help the General. It makes me feel a little better, at least." "My ankle feels much better, thank you," he said. "Well, it's pretty twisted," she said as she put the bottle back in the satchel, "You'll need to take it easy for the next week." "Will he be able to ride?" Both of them turned at the voice from the entrance of the tent. Caeles smiled. It was the Centurion that had saved him! Now, at least, he could thank the man. The man coughed and wiped a glob of mud from somewhere on his face. He untied the strap on his helmet and lifted it from his head. Long black hair flowed out as she wiped... She?! "I'll prepare your wash, ma'am," Certus said as she took her satchel and exited. "Yes, that's fine," she hacked violently again, "Feels like I ate a sheep whole." Caeles made an incoherent noise and pointed to the female soldier. She smiled an odd smile at him as she unbuckled the sword from her waist. "Shocked? Most men are," she said, sounding more female, "It's natural. Caeles Soter, it's my pleasure to meet you. I am Mistura Kalendis." She began to hack again as Certus returned with a large bucket of steaming water. It looked like she was having difficulty getting it in the tent, so Caeles hopped up from the stool and picked up one side of the bucket. Certus looked down at his foot and back up to him. He smiled in return and nodded to the table. The water sloshed happily in the large wooden tub as they set it on the table, covering several parchments with a layer of warm water. Certus disappeared out the tent again and returned quickly as Mistura finished hacking again. "Ma'am, you haven't been taking the elixir, have you?" Certus asked as politely as she could. "Can you make one that doesn't taste like the insides of a ten-day old goat?" Mistura said sourly. Mistura splashed some water on her face and Certus handed her a washcloth. "Now, Caeles, your father has sent word that I am to accommodate your needs as far as living is concerned," she said, washing the dirt and blood from her arms. "He did?" "Yes," she replied, "But it was that you're to have one of the spare buildings...Alone." A short silence ensued. "Alone," she tried again, "To live by yourself." "If that's all right?" he asked. He had hoped that his father wouldn't take away his solitude. It was so nice not having to bother anyone and he wanted to keep it that- "No, it's not all right," she said, interrupting his thought, "There's enough room at the governor's estate to house an army, you'll stay there." He was crestfallen. "Yes, ma'am." Mistura was satisfied with the answer, but not the tone. It was almost as if the boy wanted to be alone. Well, that would have to be something that she would have to work on in the future. No man was an island and no boy could grow up like that. But for now, she would leave it as it was. Mistura pulled at the buckles on the sides of her breastplate and sighed briefly as the tightness subsided on her chest. One of these days, she'd have to get one more suited to the female form. She stopped short as she realized that the tunic she wore under her armor was, while comfortable, also rather see-through. She turned to Certus, who was standing with another cloth ready. Mistura nodded to the boy and Certus got the hint, blushing at the thought. "Just go," she said as she finished with her buckles, "Go ahead and show him to his tent." "Yes ma'am," Certus chuckled lightly. *** Caeles looked around the tent to which Certus had lead him. It seemed to be a smaller version of the General's quarters. Bed, small table, oil lamp hanging from in the center of the room. It looked cozy. "This will be your quarters until we return to Urba Tertius," Certus said, "Which should be in about two days time. If there's anything you need, I'll be the one you need to talk to, as the General will be indisposed." "Two days..." Caeles wondered, "Will that be all that's necessary?" "You're the military mind," she smirked, "You tell me. For now, get your rest." Certus raised the flap on his tent and left. Caeles looked about him. He wondered if the city would have similar arrangements, or if it was a true Roman city? He didn't know. He hadn't ever heard of Urba Tertius before, but then, he supposed there were some border towns that had never heard of his hometown either. His hometown was not far north of the marvelous, steaming peaks of Vesuvius. On clearer days, he could see down into the port city of Pompeii. Caeles sat down on the bed and stretched out, feeling the softness of the blankets beneath him. It felt so comforting after so many days of traveling. Ten days by horseback through Campania (Southern Italia) and Latium (Middle Italia), then transferred to a carriage for the rest of the journey through Gallia Cisalpina (Northern Italia) and to the other side of the Alps to Germania (Thank you geography tutor!). Caeles laughed slightly. Geography was one of his strong points. Geometry was not. Ah well, such was the way of things. He should have stopped in Rome while he was near there, but he never really liked the city and its stink of corruption. There was too much politics in the way of daily life there. Too much in the way of simply living. He felt good just lying there, for the first time in a while...And the pillow at his head was soft too. Caeles closed his eyes, focusing on the noises outside the heavy fabric of the tent. It was an exercise in concentration in which one of his numerous tutors had educated him. The odd looking one from Egypt, most likely. The ability to discern your surroundings by the way they sounded. Very important in nighttime combat. The way the sound will bounce sideways in a forest, or the round sounds that come off a dry riverbed, or Roman roadway and when fighting in the mountains with the wind howling in your ears, it's important to be able to locate the edge of the cliff. Not many noises came to his ears this time. The camp may have been in the middle of a huge forest, but the human noises drowned all the normal forest noises out. But, even for a military camp, it was still fairly quiet. A raucous burst of laughter came to him on the outside of his hearing. It was punctuated by a hacking cough. The General. She was nice enough, if a little pushy. But that seemed to be an overriding trait that many in the military possessed. It didn't grate on him, but it had reminded him of where he was and with whom he was talking. But...There was another sound. Closer. Much closer than the General's tent. It was the sound of breathing. Quiet, warm breath. He could hear the person shuffle something and Caeles darted to a sitting position as he heard the tent flap open. He looked around, only to see the flap stirring. He got up from the bed and stuck his head outside. Several soldiers were talking nearby and there was another soldier a few tents down who was grooming his horse. He ducked back inside the tent, before any of the soldiers noticed him and secured the little flap on the tent. Caeles turned and something caught his attention. A glint of silver in the lamplight. He looked to one side of the bed and saw a plate of food and a full goblet. He knelt and sniffed the food on the plate. Fish? Where do you get fish in the middle of a forest? There were some vegetable-looking things on the plate as well, he picked one up and took a bite. It was kind of sweet, with that vegetable taste that he'd come to recognize. Fairly good. He picked up a piece of the fish and popped it in his mouth. It was good too, fried to perfection with some kind of seasoning. It wasn't anything he recognized though. Egyptian? Where do you get foreign spices in the middle of a forest? He set the plate down and picked up the wine goblet. The wine tasted pretty strong as it splashed down his throat. Caeles wrinkled his nose as he wondered at what a wasteful person it was that had mixed the wine. It certainly was stronger than he normally drank it, but not bad. It tasted like a Sicilian wine. Where do you get a Sicilian wine in the middle of a forest in Germania? This was getting ridiculous. Obviously, Certus brought them in for him and he had just fallen asleep on the bed and not really heard her come or go. Caeles finished the fish and vegetables, and found the fullness of the meal satisfying. He sat back on the stool against his bed, the wine warming him through. Maybe...Just a little sleep...