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Brooks, 6/?/98
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Okay, I have not wrote in here for a long time. I have been so busy. Between my school, my work, and my partying (which my parents seem to think is becoming a problem) I have not had time to sit down and take any time for myself. But as ussual I will live to see another day. Thank God for that, cuz heaven knows how much I love working my ass off. So why not get up everyday and do it again. But atleast we have something to look forward to...no wait I forgot these are the "best years of our life". Great, that cheers me up. Anyhow, luckily I got someone to talk to to keep me half sane. Thanks Chelle!
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6/11/98
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Gosh, it seems like it's been weeks since I've written in here. I'm mainly doing it because I want to make Brooks happy. When he's not happy, I'm not happy. In the world of wrong, he is my right. My "Mr. Right" I guess you could say. He asked me the other day why I fell in love with Jeremy instead of him. I really don't know. Brooks is my most favoritest friend, but I love Jeremy. It's complicated. But Brooks, I want you to know that I do think the world of you, and I'm sorry I don't always have the answers you want to hear to your questions. Who knows? Maybe Nycole is right. But like I said, who knows? She once said I would graduate, work for a big newspaper, marry Sam, and change my name to Jane. Hmm, I don't see that happening anytime soon. But we'll see. (Not about the Sam and Jane thing.)
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Brooks, I do not even know the time next to the date.
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I jsut got home from my grad party. I an gunned but I dunno...18 down but what have I accomplished? You get drunk, flirt with the ladies, and then the cycle begins over again. I am kinda sick of drinking everyday. I almost want to do something constuctive...but what? I dunno. I have not talked to Michelle in a long time too. I am really not to pumped for someone who has no high school ever again.
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