Blind
Once I held the addiction in my hand
Looking blindly with my soul unattached
I searched another world...
I saw the destruction of my soul
I felt the crumble of my life..
I felt the tears from within
I knew where I stood..
I knew what it was I did
I felt no one as I stood against a wall
I felt the blinding speed of the pain
I only awaited what was to come
I only wished for it to stay
I felt I would be in heaven
But I knew I was in hell
The sudden rush of power
The sudden power of the rush
Do you understand where I stood that day?
Could you ever know why....
The gates of hell were open to me
As they always will be until I am free
Times Within
I drink of my sadness within
As a wine filled goblet
I allow it to breathe
I allow it to grow
I feel the taste of it as it passes through
I listen to its heartbeat
I hear its song
I tremble with its courage
I know not where it comes from
I know not where it has been
Silently it surrounds me
Silently it urges me on
For to stop now would end the pain
Never knowing how deep it can go
The exquisite beauty of the world
Only keeps this darkness within
You could never tell by looking at me
you could never see if it is up to me
But within this stolen mask
Lies one whose heart bleeds deeply
A little different page for me.
Usually as you see I write of love and things.
But today a memory floods in as I go about this day.
One of sadness and pain. I just wanted to share it with you.
With the very special help of my dear friend
_Wicked_One..aka- PleasinU..aka-Pet...this page was able to be made
_Wicked...with a deep smile I say Thank You..Once again your
kindness seeps through...giggle
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