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sit and listen to song and then scroll down!
Why?
As I sit here in this chair
Dokken's Alone Again playing in the air
Tears are rolling down my face
I can't handle this fucked up space
Asking myself, why am I feeling this pain?
Driving me and my life insane
There's nothing I can do about the past
Sitting here wondering how long it'll last
I hear people say it's just best to let it go
So that way I can at least emotionally grow
but, this is not the pain I'm feeling my friend
care to sit with me to this jouneys end?
ya see, I met a lover from days gone by
they were happy to see me and to say hi
we talked about the good times and the bad
and they realized I was a good one they had
After we finished talking and they went on their way,
I fealt we had talked about everthing we had to say
So I mosied on to my humble abode
I took off my shirt and boots to unload
after I got settled in for the nite
I was feeling alright
decided to play a song
the next thing I knew tears started coming on
it was if I was experiencing that yester year's pain
of her and I splitting up again
I wept for what seemed eternity
never knew I had those kinda feelings in me
I cried my myself asleep that nite
something in my soul wasn't right
it was if I had to deal with my ultimate defeat
as pain echoed within me, all I did was weep
so I hope you understand what I'm talking about
I had to dig deep to get it out
Sometimes all I have to do is hear a song
and the next thing I know the tear flood gate is on
People say that your past will come back and haunt you
After writing and feeling this I know it to be true
This is not about one particular love
it's the few I've had, and all the above
sometimes I look to the sky
and ask dear GOD why?
I want to thank you my friend
for continuing this journey to it's end
� by MightyMax15 03/09-14/2000...uploadloaded originally 5:30pm
modified and reuploaded 03/18/00 @4:00pm