-Aaron-
Aaron
I know that the name will resound in my heart forever even if it was
my impulses
That brought you to the very resting-place of my complete trust.
Very poetic sounding, like a summer breeze…
Any breeze that has brought the sweet smelling airs which only brings
me true inspiration.
I know that your feelings inside can only be positive
In an optimistic manner you bring your wisdom upon me like a teacher
to his student.
I will always learn from you, your mistakes, and your triumphs
I will always strive to be as good as you, or maybe better
So then we can make up for our faults as we fight the war of the haters.
I know in our desperate youth, as we try to find our place in society
It would be impossible to reach out for each other across the barren
lands.
Yet I know I have always reached for you, even if you didn’t turn your
eyes to see it happening.
I knew that this was a love I felt, and that you felt too
Even through our constant denial of it, it was there, staring us in
the eyes.
I know you reached for me through the jammed society
Otherwise I would have walked the other way, to someone else
Who could have brought me the challenge that you have given throughout
my life.
Aaron
I wish you would never threaten to change yourself in any way
You should know that I would never change my feelings in my heart,
soul,
I would never bring myself to that point, especially for you
As you are the light in my life that has guided me in my decisions.
You are an angel in yourself, even if your imagination isn’t genius,
and your thoughts aren’t pure.
Your wisdom is realistic, your warmth is what I’ve desired from the
day I was born.
I know that I will desire it for always, and that my children will
desire it too.
It’s something that a person should cherish in him.
And changing your name, your looks, your views of the world
Can only bring me down in the end, and I know that you would never
want to see such suffering of me
For I have suffered long enough without you beside me.
I want to feel you again in the sense that I’ve known your thoughts
forever.
This telepathic dream sensation has been real all these years
And it’s lacking again in your absence.
I will always be willing to read this to you in your tribulations
But you have no problems in your life.
Aaron
Gracefully I try to put your name into words that a normal person can
comprehend
But I fail again, I know that you can never describe yourself as healthily
either.
You look as beautiful as the desirable temptation
The Devil, except I know your actions are Heavenly.
You look at me with the dark eyes of mystery in conjunction with the
inquiring look of justice.
I can never say “no” to your illustrious smile, which can tell me the
secrets to your heart.
But I wish I could kiss those lips, in an attempt to grasp the very
meaning to your life.
I look up to you in more than one way, as you cast a shadow to protect
me from wrongs.
But you shine with a ray of light that brings me real hope.
I adore you in your ways, I adore you in your beauty
I adore you in the actions that you haven’t shown me yet.
But I know that I will see them soon enough, and it’s worth the wait.
Aaron
The things I haven’t had are the things that I know I will have the
day you walk back home to me.
The happiness and joy that you radiated to my heart can only be received
again.
This will end in the commitment I have desired, and that you have desired
as well. I’m sure
You cannot deny that you love me.
You will love me if you haven’t experienced it with me yet.
This attraction I feel for you from afar will finally be returned once
I hear your voice again
And see your face again, and feel your arms around me again.
This feeling of rejection from separation will possibly kill me if
the dreams I’ve dreamt don’t come true soon.
There will be another meeting between us, and the problems that have
been dropped on me
Can be solved or just cast aside while you wipe away the tears that
have streamed from my heart and soul.
This will end the right way though…the dream will be fulfilled
And I can sleep again with complete reassurance that my life has been
fulfilled.
For if you or I die tomorrow, we would feel sorrow for all time,
Unless we took our hearts and made the bond that could keep us together
through death.
Aaron
I will never forget you, even if my youthful games include the hunt
of the other male in my life.
I have my father, I have my brothers
And I will have you after all that is settled. Once you come back
The world will be in syncopation with itself
My heart will beat again like it had before you walked out of the door
Into the light that bathed you in my absence.
Not only will my problems go away, but I could finally help you with
yours.
Ease your tensions that have brought you pain in your trip far away.
Maybe even discover our true feelings in the day to the point where
I could finally have you for keeps.
For now, though, I will have the special secret in my heart.
Your name will forever resound in my mind, and in my soul
My poetry will sound obsessive, but this is not an obsession
This is love, and I know you will love me after you see that I would
die for you.
I miss you on this night where I know that for another night I cannot
have you for my own.
But I have written time and time again
I have said to myself in my dreams, and in my wake
Your name, and your name will stay there forever…I will always say
Aaron.
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