-Angel-
A year ago, the world was tainted
My life was wasted
And I wanted death for relief
Somewhere from the clouds
Came an angel
A friend to help me
His sidekick was Aaron.;
Implications of help
He brought to mind
Stating my faults
In a friendly manner
And changed I did
To someone he could love.
And love he felt for me
Yet he hid it as he left
They year had changed
From dark midnight
To a high noon sunlight.
But the help, the reward
Had been my payment
To God who sent Aaron.
After her left
A downward spiral my life took
And loneliness was there
Staring me in the face
Help has came to save me
But I need a solution.
Aaron isn’t here to be it
I only have another man
An angel-sent package
Second best yet satisfying
Until I find a fault in him
Then I find myself turning
To Aaron, like he is God.
God sent him from Heaven
To be here to save me
And he is my counselor
But he separation is pathetic
And my other man is good
I am happy when I’m not
Thinking constantly
About Aaron, the sweet
Goodness who’s a gorgeous angel.
So I find myself
In tears at night
 Crying for the lack of
Satisfaction from what I have
And a longing for Aaron
The constant tears of pain
Not knowing my next step
Wanting one above all
But being available to one
In the proximity
All I can say to myself
Every day when I think of Aaron
I say if he was not sent away by God,
There would be no tears,
I would be happy again.
I do not blame God,
I blame myself
For using Aaron as a guide
But not taking advantage
Of his real helpful motives
His love which I may never have.

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