-Blessed-
I have been blessed by this world
With the need for happiness
But none without the survival
Of a love I cannot obtain.
I cannot say goodbye
To my heart, for it is saying hello
To utter loneliness, and forever
Could I withstand the lack of
The heart, the love.
I felt for him in my uncaring
And selfish idea of infatuation.
Feeling I had the upper hand
On this relationship was wrong.
No punishment has been greater
No heart’s emotions could have been graver.
And the truth is, the happiness has lacked for eternity
As I realize that love is
Something I cannot obtain
Without devotion beyond emotion.

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