-Murderer-
The unknown will surely kill me
And it’s causing me to lose my breath
Gasping for air that will save me
Yet all I need is my mind.
The heart is young
But the brain goes crazy
With thoughts of conspiracies
Or untold secrets
The beating heart
Raises in pressure
In intensity from the consideration
For the knowledge I own
Is mere and irrelevant.
If I knew the world
It’s many changes,
I could probably conclude
The discreet observations
With enlightenment and glory
To know all is to see all
But my young body is
Unexposed and sheltered.
Especially since I cannot see
The flashing moments
Of fond memories
Of the people around me
I wish I knew their life stories
Their psychology
It would all be predicted
Their actions, words, thoughts
All conceived by me.
Maybe if I knew them
I’d know everything
And civilization would be
A natural and planned thing
Every action would seem
Primitive, like a robot
Repeating the jerky moves
Put upon it through programming
These would be no unknown
I would have supreme knowledge
And I’d never share it
Because the conspiracies
I’d love seeing
Would be exposed to the eyes.
The eyes of the innocent.
Children or adults convinced
That their lives were unpredictable
I’d know their movements
I could tell them their fateful step
Into the direction
They think is right
I’d be on a pedestal
Just for knowing all
And almost being God-like.
It would be weird
No one would fight me
For the throne of knowledge
What a shame
I’d like a fight
I’d know their moves and plans
And win the game by landslide
Win the game…
After all, this is a game
I’m the only one thinking
Of the knowledge I cannot acquire
And the world remains a mystery
The people keep innocence
What I don’t know will hurt me
Forever because I can never
Be the hero with the knowledge
That could save the world today.