-Shadow-
A dream I cannot have
A million things I can only say to myself.
The only person where the feeling was mutual
Cannot be found in my heart
I never wanted to forget him
Yet the pain he caused…
And the love he brought in the end
Made my heart numb with no feeling.
If only I could remember something
Something worthwhile
Where the happiness was spread
But I wanted to be right
And there can’t be any happiness left for me
His shadow is gone
And no one can remember him
I have become a half
Half the person I was when his presence filled my life.
I’ve lost my ability
To dream of what made me whole
It left with my happiness
I am exposed to the light
For his shadow is really gone.

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