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Your crazy ways I seem to know
Has never been as exposed as today.
Making claims to unsorted thoughts
Realizing that the rumors were true.
Everyone else gave you luck.
I wasn’t the last one
Who saw you with nostalgia
Everyone else was the source
Of your fun and adventure
Everyone else is worthy
To hold a position higher than me.
They are your best friends since
I wasn’t there to say goodbye
Everyone else gets the last
Piece of memorabilia from you.
It wasn’t me you kissed.
And now I’m here with little knowledge
Since you destroyed whatever feelings
I had of you that were respectful.
My innocence was only helpful
To everyone else who had you
Whether it was one night
Or for everyday.
And if you lied to me before
I can never believe you again.
With silent tribulation I recall
Only times of sadness
Throughout the lack of your presence
While you were sharing
The kiss of luck hwne
The clock struck towards
Your end of time
I was kissing only a ghost,
Not a memory.
But everyone else will keep
Those memories they have of you
While I ponder on my lack of,
Only because my plan was to forget you.
Not turning back time will save us
You would have done the same thing
Over and over again until I realize
That’s the way it is
I don’t need your memory
I don’t need your shadow
Upon me telling me right
You did wrong
You went to everyone else
And forever it will be you
Who will feel the absence in your heart
That I feel from the time
You walked out of my life.
Forever.
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