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I'm working frantically on my second
poem book, ANGELS IN HARMONY, but until then, I'll be posting a little
preview of the coolest poems from the book onto this page.
-Goodbye To A Friend-
It’s so hard to say goodbye
Even when it’s the second time.
You finally find a friend after time.
You thought that people could change
But everything seems to be the same.
No choice but to cry to know
That you’re going to say goodbye.
It’s so hard to see the end
Especially unexpectedly.
You knew the true potential inside.
But it’s not always enough sometimes.
The truth brings you to your knees
It’s hard to please brick walls.
Judging you unconsciously
Lying to make an excuse
To make you say goodbye.
But it’s still so hard to say goodbye
Even when the friend was bad
Because sometimes you are alone forever.
And it’s so hard to say goodbye
To another friend.
-I can do it too-
Everybody considers themselves worthy
for real love.
They don’t see the utter truth
It stabs you in the back
Or straight into your heart.
It kills you and there is no time to
realize it happened.
If they can be so big-headed
I can do it too
It’s happened to me before and now I
lose.
I wouldn’t want to act the same way I
did before
But sometimes it hurts to know that my
actions are on its own
I want to follow God and at the same
time the tide’s taking me
Far away.
I love only one person yet the feeling
is mysterious
It haunts me in my sleep and in my wake
As I look at the very picture of our
only moment together
Will there be more raises panic, fear
in my mind.
If people can worry needlessly
I can do it too
I do it every time I look at him through
the glass
The very frame that symbolizes stability
I desire.
The insanity that blows up in my mind
leads me to think
I can own it all just in him.
I need my personal space but I can’t
stand being alone
It’s not any good for me to know that
My friends moved away
Or that they don’t want to stay with
me
My stable self, laughing at myself.
I’m the puppet.
If they can play the fool everyday
I can do it too.
Look at me, I just walk around aimlessly.
It takes more than a simple heart to
live my life
I think about it all, it’s passing by
so quickly.
But at least I’m right.
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