-Thank you-
 Changing the meaning of obsession
 or changing the meaning of love
 I feel I'm obsessed with love
 as I try to distinguish my thoughts
 unsent I truly rue
 and my impulsiveness--how could I be so bold?
 All is clear once it's acknowledged
 It's my turn to feel requited love
 The first one ruined my heart
 threw it around
 and when it shattered, no one picked up the pieces
 Unenjoyed moment I lived for months
 Healing slowly--untrusting to a healing touch
 God and misery were the same thing
 I made my mind sort through feelings
 of guilt, denial, hate, and finally
 feelings of heart-felt love
 love I planned on feeling--
 Yet feeling with the one who caused damage
 My mind went wild and threw out the rules
 Standards met by the cruel
 found my heart at the end
 of the landscape of beauty
 around the corner of all coincidences
 I found the golden reason of life
 "to love and be loved"
 a reason I can live with now
 God and happiness go hand in hand
 and a feeling I planned for the future
 is ten thousand times early
 Thank you.

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