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Lady Love.

It was bought upon myself, this cover over me.
It was not sent nor was it made for me.
I guess i bought it upon myself then,
It's my fault just once again.
Make of it just what you want, but at least give me a chance,
To tell you why this happened, for why i cover my face with such a mask....

I layed this lady down, she begged me too, i swear.
So with her request dug in my heart, i layed this lady down right there.
She asked me to unwind her, to untwine her tethered heart,
So at once i did as asked, and took what held her heart.
This lady did at once re-live, every moment of her life,
So sad it seemed, and so unfair, to be pushed against a knife,
A knife of man, a human being, with a twisted hate inside,
He took her too the edge, and beat her where she lied.
I could never understand, what perhaps she'd done to him,
But right now, i think twas nothing, but just the world we're living in,
Once again, she begged me, wanted love and much attention,
So to here i gave my soul, as i heard her sad confession,
She didn't tell to make excuse, she merely needed help,
I wished away her painful thoughts, and the hurt that she'd been dealt.
That night, after tears had filled her hands...
We made love, in passion, this lady with this man.
It was my greastest high, my first ecstasy.
She was everything i needed, there was nothing more for me.
From that day forth i loved her, my heart grew every hour,
I wished it'd be forever, but again it came... my lonley power.
I gave this lady life, i gave my soul, and dried her tears,
I nursed her back to health, and washed away her fears.
Then one day, she dissapeard, and she still has not returned,
I didn't understand, but it seems a trade she took upon and learned.
I was taken for a fool, and a fool i was indeed,
I put my wallet in her trust with my life as well you see,
She took it all... she went! Betrayed me.

But i suppose...

It was bought upon myself, this cover over me.
It was not sent nor was it made for me,
I guess i bought it upon myself then,
It's my fault just once again.
I've told you now what i have done... but judge yourself not me.
I wear this mask to hide the tears, that i bought upon myself.

©1997 Insanity Inc. ©1997, black heart. H.Luck.

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