For Sara....
Autumn Love
Since the dawn of time
God said there'd be light
But when man was created,
he layed there all alone
God saw he was sad
and alone he was no more
Since the dawn of time
God said let there be light
and when woman was brought
to life,
a love was created that very night
Autumn Love it was
no more, no less
Autumn love it is
forever in this bliss
God had decided
who belongs with who
that's why we're together,
this love found so true
Since the dawn of time
God has spoken to all
I know I've had my time
I've taken walks upon the earth
where the water splashes ashore
I've seen the stars raining down my soul
Through the mist of the clouds and rain
You're the only love I hold
Autumn Love it was
no more, no less
Autumn love it is
forever in this bliss
God had decided
who belongs with who
that's why we're together,
this love found so true
By: Ryan Crossan
ANGEL
You stood far from me,yet i noticed you.
Your hair,like inviting rays of sun,polishing the smooth mahogany trunks of
the distant trees.
Wonder filled me with longing,and my wish came true.
As i gazed into the mystifying deepness of your eyes,i was intrigued by the
teal-colored seas of comfort i saw.
Nothing has held my interest this much.
I knew that was where i wanted to be-in the gentle arms of my sweet true love.
Grateful to have found you,words just cannot express what you are to me:an
angel
sent down to change my life,with a reassuring love,as soothing as a soft
lavender sky when the day ends.
As i watch the glowing horizon,i think of you and smile.
---TINY31100-----
(this poem is dedicated to my 1st love.Wherever you are Jose',i will never
forget you,and someday we'll find each other again.I love you.)
And Everything in between
Innocent face, happy world
All one can wish, at no price
Someone else's doll, miss treated
Met once in an odd place,
I was always dead with a happy face
Met again, a year later
Hot June day, Sunny and burning
The same me, The same aquentence
5th in jumping I sucked, green belt along the floor
Her door was closed
She was my happiness,
Shining light in my dark tunnel,
She was my new day
From the east to the west
And everything in between
Everything in between
She never realized what she was to me
Later years, next encounter
Front to back we were
Passing findings, through one another
She is everything in between
Love, the thing I can't have
Submitted by: Drk AJAX51
"A Kiss"
A kiss is like a touch
That can only be shared by someone who you love
A kiss can mean everything
Or nothing
To be touched by a kiss
To be loved by a kiss
To share a burning love in your heart
Will some of us ever know Love
A kiss
A heart
The cry of a young child
What we will see in the future all starts with a kiss
A kiss
-AgeNt
~ All Along ~
You were always there for me
Whenever I was sad and blue
Everytime I had a problem
You were the one to see me through
You told me that you loved me
I guess I thought you did
But when I returned your love
You just ran and hid
Now what you want from me
Is not very clear
The very thought of losing you
Is all I seem to fear
Now I want you by my side
To hold me every night
I want you to be there for me
Through every little fright
I guess your love for me
Has just come and gone
But just to let you know
I loved you all along
~~~~ * ~~~~
Written by Christina
ALL OVER AGAIN
You held my heart
Declared your love
Said i was beautiful
Gentle like a dove
In reality there is no love
We are surrounded by lies
If it werent for my b/f
I would have died
What did i do
To deserve all this hate
The power of love
You shouldnt underestimate
Thank God i didnt leave him
where would i have been
My heart would have been broken
all over again
written by,
Rachel (A.K.A. Jinx132171)
All of this is new to me:
And I don’t know what I’m doing.
In fact, I find some of this suspect
Because I’m used to relying on intellect.
But I try to open up
To what I don’t know,
Because reason says
We should be together.
In my eyes,
You are like the rain.
The rain is a comfort.
A giver of life;
A necessity.
The rain is a revealer.
A revealer of emotion.
You have turned my world around,
And I want that world
To last forever.
You burst into my life,
And suddenly
All my wisdom disappeared
All the rules
I made are broken.
How I feel about you:
It changes everything.
Now I tremble
At your name.
And you:
You have changed me
In your flame.
And in your flame
I could live or die
Now I can never
Be the same
Nothing in my world will ever
Be the same because of you.
Now days are longer,
And words mean more.
Since I knew you,
You have changed everything!
Now, pain is deeper
Than ever before.
If seeing is believing
I know I liked
What I saw in you.
I loved
Where I was,
And what I was feeling;
What I am feeling.
There is no way of knowing
Where this is leading.
I only hope it is to more time
In your arms,
And with you.
I am only dreaming of a time,
A time when I was with you.
I am praying for a time,
A time when I can be with you again,
And that that time
Will not be long from now.
And I hope that day
Will never end.
I want to be an us for once,
Instead of a them.
All I can think of is you.
Only you and your eyes.
I can’t get them out of my mind,
And I find
I can’t hide
From your eyes.
The ones that took me
By surprise
The night and day
You came into my life,
Now, where there’s moonlight,
I see the shadow of your smile;
I see your eyes.
I only wish I would have known
That night we met
How I’d feel.
Never would I have let you slip away,
Even though it was before I had you.
I wouldn’t have let you slip away
When I am now longing so
To hold you.
Now I’d die for one more day.
One more day to hold you.
To know you.
To love you.
To be with you,
And only you.
You could bring me glory,
But all I feel is shame.
I feel the shame for my folly.
My shame is inside of me.
Inside of me as a knife;
Twisting and turning
Within my heart.
I’d rather be dead
Then to suffer through this.
Nothing in my world
Will ever be the same,
Nor do I want it to.
This stage of unknowing.
It is tearing me apart.
The heart may freeze,
Or it can burn.
The pain will ease
If I can learn.
For I know not what to do.
I must learn what to do.
I must learn how to act.
I know not what to say.
I must learn what to say.
I must learn how to talk.
I know not what to feel.
I must learn what to feel.
I must learn how to feel.
No!
I mustn’t learn what or how to feel!
For this I already know.
I feel it is right:
You and I.
I feel confused;
So confused.
I feel curious of what
The future may hold.
And I long to feel
Your tender touch.
I long to feel your lips
Pressed close against mine.
I have never felt this way
About anyone before.
For without you,
I am lost.
I want you by my side.
I need you to be my guide.
I do not think I have
The right to ask,
But I must.
I must beg of you
My hearts one desire:
Please.
Please let me know.
Let me know what I should do;
When I may act
With my heart;
My whole heart,
And not with my head.
There is one other thing.
This I have even less
Of a right to ask.
Please.
Please forgive me.
Forgive me for what I have done.
Please remember
I did not know you how
I know you now.
I meant to tell you.
I would have told you.
I confess I did not want to.
I am ashamed.
Ashamed of what I have done.
There is no other road.
No other way.
We must forget regret,
Or life is ours to miss.
No other course.
No other way.
No day but today.
This a great man once said,
And these words I must embrace.
I must forget regret;
I only hope you will forgive
My costly blunder.
I beg of you.
I beg for your understanding.
I beg for your love.
I beg for your grace.
I beg for your kindness.
I beg for your pardon.
I beg for what I deserve not.
I beg with my whole body,
I beg with my tears.
I beg with all that I am,
I beg with every fiber of my soul.
I beg with every ounce of my being.
I wish my arms were longer,
Or the gap between us was smaller.
Can you forgive me,
And hold me in your heart?
Can you find some new way to love me
Now that were apart?
There’s only here.
There’s only now.
Give in to love,
Or live in fear.
There is no future,
There is no past.
I live this moment as my last.
There is no future,
There is no past.
But please God,
Don’t let this moment be the last.
There’s only us.
There’s only this.
Forget regret,
Or life is yours to miss.
The same great man also said this.
And this too,
We must remember.
And this too,
I beg of you.
There is no future,
Forget my past.
The past only exists
To point out mistakes we made
Along the way;
So they do not reoccur,
And not as an indicator
Of what is to come.
I could never hurt you.
How can one hurt
The one he loves?
I will never hurt you.
Never will I break your heart,
For your heart is too precious to me.
And sure as you breathe,
You are here,
Inside of me.
Although I have not known you long,
I have fallen for you.
I have fallen hard.
You can make the summer fly,
Or a night seem like a lifetime.
My heart is yours.
You may do with it as you wish.
It is no longer mine.
Again, I must beg.
I beg of you to take care of it.
I beg for you to keep it.
Just bear one thing in mind.
Bear in mind the power
You hold over me.
I want to look forward
To many joy filled days;
And just as many
Joy filled nights with you,
And only you.
How could I know
I would have to leave you?
You are the one I was
Born to love.
How could I ever know?
My heart is filled
With an infinite sorrow.
I cant wait for the moment to come;
For the moment to be just right,
And into my arms you will run.
Then my dreams will come true.
And if you come,
My heart will be waiting,
To make sure you’re never alone.
Then all my dreams will be true.
There is an ancient riddle
An old man once asked:
“How do you hold on
To the one you love?” he queried.
And many have tried in vein
To find the answer,
And most failed miserably.
The answer is simply this:
You can not hold on
To the one you love.
True love means letting go.
Letting go no matter the pain;
No matter what is best for you.
Love is putting someone else’s needs
In front of your own.
If you can forgive me not,
My heart will be smashed to bits,
But I will let go.
I will let go of you with many tears.
Tears you shall never know.
I will silently gather up the pieces
Of my shattered heart and go.
But if we do get to see tomorrow,
I know it will be worth all the pain.
If you asked me to go,
I would still love you,
So I would go.
I must go,
And let you go.
I do not want to,
But the choice is yours.
Were it mine,
You know
What I would do.
As you choose,
Go with your heart.
That is all I have any right
To ask of you.
Do not listen to your head.
Do not listen to your family.
Do not listen to your friends.
This decision must be yours,
And only yours.
Listen to your heart,
And only to your heart.
For your heart
Knows the answer.
Only your heart.
Your heart.
By: Matthew Edwards